What's wrong with me !?

Am I ignorant ? Am I irritating ? Do I have a sharp tongue ? Do you guys find me complicated to talk to ? Must I be good looking then you guys will accept me ? This are the mere possibilities that may cause all this ...

Yaya, I admit not good looking, so what ? Well, I discover that in this blog, there is not a single soul... In fact, I am talking to myself ? Ya ! I am insane !

I guessed God wants me to do something about it =[ Pondering about all this will not help me, instead it refrains me from getting a long with you guys ....

Okay, Enough of this rantings... I would possibly scare off readers of my blog =] I will stay positive =] I just got to get on my own feet and start searching for something meaningful.... All this little distractions are just pissing me off XD I don't want to compete anymore, I don't want to compare anymore ! I am who I am ! My limitation has been set !

I don't why people talks to me and leave me alone for the rest of the fucking life of mine.... Am I a toy to you guys !? No, I must not let anymore treat me like this ! Neither I shall criticise myself =] I think that is the best way that I can released all the condemnation inside me =]

It's bitter and painful... It is not worthwhile to think about .... I always dreaming and wishing someone ! Anyone can come to me and ask me concerning question ! Please ! Knowing that it is impossible X.X I still want =] My spirit must be strong !

Since I am this Musical ! I will make use of the powerful morality of it to enhance and nurture me ! That's what all those people are posting out there in facebook =] Believe and Believe ! I believe somebody will come to me =] In Jesus name, Amen ! =]

My post will end here,
Gerwin







I end off with a.... SMILE =]