Today is the day I finally found a slightly closer bonding with the Gang members =] Cool =] Means I had got rid of some fear inside me =] As you know I am a timid person ! =] Thank God =] Praise him =]
At least, I am not alienated any more =] I don't want to be who I am any more =] Sounds like the lyrics !! =] Any way you can buy tickets through me =] you will get a 10% discount for every ticket, specifically for students =] *I know I am typing to myself* =] Hahas =] Whatever !!
I am mood shifter ! =] I found a good solution to enhance my focusing and concentration skill =] Just ignore those who I don't really wish to talk to =] Mainly, closer to me =] It is complicated lah ! =] Never mind =]
Material science course is over =[ Ended so soon =[ Miss Mr Andy a lot =] One of the better lecturer in RP =] Although his ranking is not at there, he is able to perform well and carry on =] Humorous person =] He emphasised on socialising with people a lot =] He kept re-arranging our group so I managed to make some new friends from the express stream =] Good move =] I am pretty active although feeling lethargic =[ Insufficient sleep =] Hahas !! God bless him =] Amen !
I really need to make a gentle reminder to myself not to criticise myself =] I really hate suffering under condemnation =[ It is quite inevitable that is why I need God to guide me =] My life is getting livelier and *higher* =] I mingled with quite a few people who had been my fear to approach =] I broke through it finally =] Open up my 14 years of complete sealed mouth =] I feel more satisfied =] I fulfill some challenges =] YEAH MAN ! =]
Life is marvellous =] I get to see the magnificent kaleidoscope sky or nature =] It is very thrilling =] For the reason, I am enthusiastic about all this =] I tend to express myself out more =]
I still finding someone who is interested and enthusiastic like me =] My dream and Goal in my life =] I definitely will meet that person =] Female or male does not matter =] I don't have such friends still =[ NONE ! ZERO ! All have different views and ambition =[ Go ahead with your whatever =] XD THere is still so many more milestones =] Patience =]
EVERYDAY IS GOING TO BE A EXCITING DAY =] TO LEARN !
Don't be offended =] Go on with whatever you yearn for =]
I end off with a.... SMILE =]
Lonely ? Does it bothers ?
Thursday, June 3, 2010
For me, I am quite an EMO person... Generally not favourable to the others =] Hahas but never mind, hope it will get better after some time =] Amen !
Well, I am quite a demanding person =[ For instance, I expect people to treat me well ! I know it is impossible if I do not even take the first step to treat people nicely at first =[ Guess that is me !
I talked to Yu lun during our break time in Republic Polytechnic- I am having a 5-day course work (Material Science) =] Yu lun and I actually have quite similar characteristic =] I promised not to leak the message so I shall not =] By the way, that is the best way to maintain trust in one another =] At least for me =]
I loved my lecturer =] He is quite a decent looking guy =] He is very knowledgeable in his own particular subject and mathematics too =] Maybe I should learn to speak like him =] Mr Andy =] A brilliant teacher =] He taught us efficiently =] He even helped me in my assignments ; mainly science and mathematics =] I am thankful and grateful for his time spend to help me solve the problems =] *Especially during his break time* =] He is a sympathetic person =] He has deep feelings for those special category type of people which needs extra attention and care =]
Milfirt who is in our group often been despised and asked to shut his mouth up whenever he tries to inquire something ._. Mr Andy gave a stern look at the class .... There was moment of seriousness ! Quite scary -.- After the class ended, Milfirt bolted out of the class and Mr andy stopped us from leaving the room ... He talked to us about special people =] Like I mentioned earlier he is a sympathetic person so he gave us more scenario of the cruelty being displayed by humans ... His tone increased as he speaks further =] HE is very careful with himself as he can control his anger and frustration quite well =]
This teacher has quite a unique type of personality =] He looks quite like a drama actor =] Good looking guy =] Bright career =] He always ask me if I had any problems with my maths or science... Since the first day I stepped into the class =] Cool ! From what I see, seldom there is such teachers around =]
I am out of my main topic here ! -.- Distracted =] Sudden thoughts of mine =] I feel great when I praise other people but myself ! lol =]
Back to my main theme =] I mean I have this extremely weird jealousy of people that is very close to me ! IT has been haunting me all day long =[ I prayed to God to cleanse me and it is working but somehow it is still in my mind =[ What did I do to avoid such situation ? I just avoid that person and not communicating to him/her... I find more happiness when I am not with anyone close to me =] IT causes me not to think about that person =]
During the process of rehearsal, I am quite alone =] Not blaming them but myself =] Hahas Mostly, I will just go home if I have the chance to =] The strongest weakness I had with my closer friends is that interest ! I love astronomy and everything that associates with science or nature, while the other person likes IT and design -.- Two different types ! Difficult for me =[ Therefore, lack of interest =] See the linking and connection problem ? =[ Never mind about that =]
I guess I will end off here =] I better not carry on or else I will be sued for insulting and critising IT lovers =] Seriously no offend, just an example =] Go ahead and love your IT while I enjoy the nature =] Tomorrow, tt will be a marvellous and thrilling day =] Amen ! Amen ! =] I should care for myself more instead of caring about others =] Selfish but I have no other choice =]
I will end off with a........ SMILE =]
Well, I am quite a demanding person =[ For instance, I expect people to treat me well ! I know it is impossible if I do not even take the first step to treat people nicely at first =[ Guess that is me !
I talked to Yu lun during our break time in Republic Polytechnic- I am having a 5-day course work (Material Science) =] Yu lun and I actually have quite similar characteristic =] I promised not to leak the message so I shall not =] By the way, that is the best way to maintain trust in one another =] At least for me =]
I loved my lecturer =] He is quite a decent looking guy =] He is very knowledgeable in his own particular subject and mathematics too =] Maybe I should learn to speak like him =] Mr Andy =] A brilliant teacher =] He taught us efficiently =] He even helped me in my assignments ; mainly science and mathematics =] I am thankful and grateful for his time spend to help me solve the problems =] *Especially during his break time* =] He is a sympathetic person =] He has deep feelings for those special category type of people which needs extra attention and care =]
Milfirt who is in our group often been despised and asked to shut his mouth up whenever he tries to inquire something ._. Mr Andy gave a stern look at the class .... There was moment of seriousness ! Quite scary -.- After the class ended, Milfirt bolted out of the class and Mr andy stopped us from leaving the room ... He talked to us about special people =] Like I mentioned earlier he is a sympathetic person so he gave us more scenario of the cruelty being displayed by humans ... His tone increased as he speaks further =] HE is very careful with himself as he can control his anger and frustration quite well =]
This teacher has quite a unique type of personality =] He looks quite like a drama actor =] Good looking guy =] Bright career =] He always ask me if I had any problems with my maths or science... Since the first day I stepped into the class =] Cool ! From what I see, seldom there is such teachers around =]
I am out of my main topic here ! -.- Distracted =] Sudden thoughts of mine =] I feel great when I praise other people but myself ! lol =]
Back to my main theme =] I mean I have this extremely weird jealousy of people that is very close to me ! IT has been haunting me all day long =[ I prayed to God to cleanse me and it is working but somehow it is still in my mind =[ What did I do to avoid such situation ? I just avoid that person and not communicating to him/her... I find more happiness when I am not with anyone close to me =] IT causes me not to think about that person =]
During the process of rehearsal, I am quite alone =] Not blaming them but myself =] Hahas Mostly, I will just go home if I have the chance to =] The strongest weakness I had with my closer friends is that interest ! I love astronomy and everything that associates with science or nature, while the other person likes IT and design -.- Two different types ! Difficult for me =[ Therefore, lack of interest =] See the linking and connection problem ? =[ Never mind about that =]
I guess I will end off here =] I better not carry on or else I will be sued for insulting and critising IT lovers =] Seriously no offend, just an example =] Go ahead and love your IT while I enjoy the nature =] Tomorrow, tt will be a marvellous and thrilling day =] Amen ! Amen ! =] I should care for myself more instead of caring about others =] Selfish but I have no other choice =]
I will end off with a........ SMILE =]
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