Our Mind

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Today woke up at 11.51am... Actually i woke up at 8.30am but there was some commotion at the living room.. So I continue sleeping... Later at 9, it started to rain cats and dogs =[ The wind was very strong as it woke me up; its freezing =[ Anyway, does not matter =]

This afternoon went out with Pei Wen and Kenny Chay.. LOL.. Spent quite a lot of money =[ We went to the arcade to play... At first, I did not feel like going to to the arcade because I lost the interest in playing high quality games =[ Simply because I felt that it was just a virtual image on the screen itself... It's not real at all, does not help us in our studies at all... Moreover exams are on the following week =[ I cannot afford to fail my exams especially for my favourite subjects =] I was too embarrass as I did not foot any sum at all =[ Moreover I got the chance to play =] They both are quite generous and kind =] When they change into tokens, they gave me some =] They were quite desperate in playing the 'Catch-and-drop machine' but I felt that it was a waste of money =[ I was flattered so I used up $6 on that stupid machine X.X Never mind =] Once in a while is okay =]

Playing computer games takes up our memory in our mind... Human minds is very powerful machine... It could not withstand boredom... How to make our mind works ? That's very interesting here =] It will need the absence of everything in order to start the imagination... For me, why I could I quit computer games so successfully is through the process of differentiating on what is the more important =] After you managed to do that, that's when you need to act on your decision =] Your mind will slowly play mental movies =] Later on, you will realise how amazing is it =] I found classical instrumental music very effective =] It helps me to relax my mind =] Giving me more confidence in the sense =] You guys can try getting your desire through that process =] Is very useful =] I also like comtemporary opera =] Is very soothing and I like it =]

The whole of the evening I was listening to classical instrumental =] I was trying to cool myself down as the weather was humid =[ I could fry an egg on my window railing X.X It was that hot X.X It's very common in singapore.. Simply because Singapore don't experience four seasons since Singapore is close to the equator =] It has eccentric weathers =] Sometimes freezing, sometimes scorching... No prediction =] I shall not complain as Singapore is counted as the best country ever =] No natural disaster taking place =] The things that are disadvantage to us is that our land scarcity, lack of natural resources for burning to generate electricity and insufficient place to dispose our rubbish =[ So all the incinerator plants will dispose all our waste into the waste area which is the sea.. They just combust the rubbish into ashes and dumps them into the sea which later on forming a land =] Probably, there would be an aroma therapy there =]

That's all for today =] See you guys on monday =]

Bricks of knowledge

Friday, October 9, 2009

Today woke up at 6.04 am =] I went to take a shower =] It was rather refreshing though i did not feel like bathing in the morning =] I guess I will get use to it soon XD hahas =]

Today, mother tongue paper =[ I had left out quite a number of words in my composition =[ I feeling quite afraid now although I don't have much interest in mother tongue but I am willing to learn =] We are chinese, our roots are from Mother tongue language =] Chinese who don't know how to speak Mother Tongue will be disregard =] Is quite shameful actually, next time in society, you will never know when you need to submit a letter in chinese to a China person.. I bet they will laugh their heads out if they see how 'Wonderful' your letter was written =[ So better learn now =] Polytechnic are not going to offer any mother tongue language course =] I am very sure about this =] Your interest in mother tongue is not through one day of process... You must be consistent in order to build up the interest =] If you look at it in much simpler way, it is like constructing a wall of knowledge for mother tongue =] Every single word you learned will be a brick of knowledge which is going to be build into a wall later on=] During examination, you will be using the bricks to cover the paper =] Those uncovered places will be where your weakness is =] Am I logical here ? IF not I think you can consult Mr Alex to give you a talk =] He is smarter in stimulating students =] His mind has many brilliant ideas, I am just an apprentice.. Hahas =]

I have a slight confidence in my mother tongue paper =] I really hope I could get at least a C6 or C5 for my mother tongue =] This is my target =] It will be my first history in my Academic year =]

The next paper will be combine science =] Chemistry and Physics will be tested together =] I have to plan my strategy in order to complete the both paper in two hours time over the weekends=] Of course I would not forget about my mathematics =] I going do revision on it =]

Last time study to me is tedious but now is lighten or rather easier =] I had no idea how I got the interest in study =[ Never mind about that =] Study is our career as a student =]

See you guys after the weekends =] Enjoy your Weekends and at the same time relax =] Stay healthy.. See you guys then =] I will end my post from here

Time has arrived!

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Today woke up at 6.19am XD Since Mr Alex is not going to school anyway X.X So I could take this chance to sleep longer =] I had not been sleeping well for the past few days =[ My mind full of tensity =[ I was too engage in memorising all the formulas and steps in order to pass my exams =[ I had succeeded =] I managed to remember every single thing my teacher had taught me =] I am feeling very relax now =]

Tomorrow is show time =] Mother tongue paper 1 =] I am going get at least a pass for my mother tongue; whether is it borderline pass, I won't feel terrible =] My mother tongue, my language is as important as english =] Without them, I won't be able to face in reality X.X My aim for SA2 was passing every single subject =] I am quite sure about that because I am ready to take the challenge =] Whether the mother paper 1 and 2 is difficult, I will still make an effort to complete it =]

The year is coming to an end soon =] Journey is coming to an end =] After exams, I am going to start hiking the new mountain which is Secondary three =] I am always ready to take challenges =] Next year will be another marvellous year 2010 =] How about you guys ?

That's all for today =] I know tomorrow is mother tongue paper but do try to relax =] Your mind works well for you when you treat with care =] See you tomorrow =] All the best to you guys =]

Memorable

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Hahas =] Today woke up thrice X.X Nightmares X.X This nightmare was the worse ever X.X I will share out to you guys XD
It goes like this, everyone was engaged in their studies, Mr Alex was telling us some alien jokes... Suddenly there was a very loud alarm that went off.. The sound was getting closer then everything stopped like as if the earth stood still... The sound of the stillness was eccentric to me.. You know those racers when they drift, it made creak noises... It was totally the same sound I heard... I saw an alien walking towards me... I was tremendously afraid... I woke up and found out that it was just a nightmare... Do you guys have ever came across to such situation ? For example, the feeling of going downwards movement in distinctly fast speed through a roller coaster.. There was a downwards movement, gravity pulls you down... Never mind ... Is okay anyway...

I went to the bathroom to wash up and brush my teeth... At the same time kept thinking of the incident X.X One of my most terrifying experience ever... Quite difficult to forget about it because it impacts me a lot X.X If this type of nightmares still continue, I will just die of heart attack X.X When you are scare by your friends, it made you have a powerful shock which causes your heart rate to increase tremendously X.X That's why it is dangerous to scare your grandparents X.X You will never know what will happen to them after you game them a fright X.X You may scare them for the first few times but sooner later you will frighten them to death before they could even react to you X.X No joke ! It had happened before...

In the morning, Mr Alex shared with me a very horrifying news =[ Never mind about that X.X I am pretty tired because I woke up many times =[ I did not have a proper sleep... During lessons time, I kept playing some music in my mind trying to keep me awake =] This method works a lot better =] My mind will not be painful anymore =] Is good to add some music to your life... Some music could lighten your stress, some gives you great desire to learn it =] There was some talkings about music. It says that those who never listens to music, life would be full of stress =] I find it true =]

Duirng form teacher's period, we got our class T-shirts =] It was a gift from our form teachers =] I appreciated it a lot =] As it cost SG$8 for each and every T-shirts X.X Quite expensive to those income low families or rather foreigners who came to singapore to study =] Nevertheless, I must work hard for my up coming three examinations =] My mum gave me the best gift ever =] I could not possibly showing her poor aggregates... I must show her the results that would make her contented and less worried for me =] So far showing them high scores was my greatest gift to them ever =] That's what their expectation of me =] Really fortunate to have such parents =]

That's all for today =] Quite tense still ! X.X See you guys tomorrow =] Onwards and upwards

Sweet Nap~

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Today woke up at 6.14am... My alarm clashed again =[ X.X Fortunately, I managed to wake up due to the weather condition =] It was about to rain so it was freezing =] I was shivering while brushing my teeth =[ I managed to get to school at 6.35 am =] Hahas =] Earlier than Mr Alex =]

The morning assembly was in the classroom =] My mind was set to read as much as possible for today =] I had a eccenric feeling today... It might be the oral examination that caused me to read =] I read the article on 'The Child' composed by Mr Alex =] I found it deep inside my cupboard =] I love the story very much =] He had also wrote another story about 'Vindication' =] It was very informative and interesting =] His language was wonderful =] I so hope that I will able to write that during my O's...

During Integrated Humanities lessons, there was a test for content =[ I was very desperate then =[ I tried every possible answer to be fitted with the question... Well, I hope I will at least get a pass for that particular content test =] Later continue doing the mindmap.. Again I was alone by myself =[ I had chose to so I should not complain here X.X My team mates said my puzzle was ugly ! Well, I said ''Okay, since you said it is ugly then produce one better quality than mine masterpiece!''. I could be sure that he could not even give his best shot for that project... From what I observed for this entire year X.X He already had difficulties working with himself. He still refuse to let help hands to help him... I know he is very innovative; his mind full of brilliant idea to be share out. Unfortunately, he does not have the patient to do things X.X I don't know why and I don't want to know...

During Literature and English periods, Mr Alex is conducting a oral test. Here again, I felt quite tense ....I calmed myself down with the way Mr Raj taught us to do when we are stressed out... It did work but when it came to my turn, I was astonished =[ That was quick... I read a few words wrongly as well as pronouns quite a few words wrongly... It is unlikely to fail oral as Mr Alex told me before 'As long your mouth opens, you will able to score'. Same for my previous mother tongue teacher( Miss Tan Sook Ching ) I think I spelt correctly =] She was a marvellous mother tongue teacher =] She was also a stimulative teacher =] Very depressed when she left the school for whatever reasons X.X She was able to elaborate to us in english compared to our mother tongue teacher, she was better =] Of course I am not saying that Miss Phang teaching was terrible, she had tried her best there are no other ways she could find to teach us. Oh apologised... I think I am miles away from my topic X.X Sorry, I seemed to have a powerful memory on those people who treat me nice =] I could not resist myself to tell you guys about them =] They are like my role model =] There was another teacher who I admire was Mr Jimmy Lee =] He was very fond in teaching our class last year =] Whenever came his period, it was like heaven =] His lessons always been interesting ever since I had had the first lesson together with the class and him =] Surprisingly, he was promoted to become the vice principal. I should congratulate him instead of asking him to presume teaching me X.O hahas, I am so evil ! =] For the entire of last year, I did not give a single problem to my teacher, same for Soon Chuan. I don't really know about Xiang Xiang because different classes X.X Soon Chuan english language is quite powerful =] He is like my buddy =] Okay.. Continue from here.. I was feeling miserable for what i had done for my composition =[ I could have done better =[ At the same time, I was playing some music in my mind =] So was confused..

I was looking forward to the lunch time as I could have a chance to talk to Mr Alex... Sadly he was unable to go for lunch with me.. Of course I was quite depress =[ I heard soon chuan calling my name =] We went for lunch together at Cavana =] Soon Chuan and I chatted for the entire of an hour =] Sharing life stories... =] He told me that it was his first time eating at Singapore's restaurant X.X I was shocked X.O HE meant that his entire of one and 5/6 of the year he did not eat at Singapore's restaurant before !! X.X His parents worked very hard in order to let him continue his education in Singapore =] He could not possibly disappoint them of course X.X His parents' monthly income quite high as they both are bosses and ladybosses =] Thanks to him =] As he made my lunch time one of the memorable type =] Never forget this is my first lunch with my buddy =] Hope our friendship would be everlasting =] Hahas =] It is possible if we maintain =]

I had a deep nap during the late afternoon.. I was dreaming many miraculous things =] I was dreaming about I being a swordmans, slaying all the monsters with my incredible power and at the same time imagining that I am playing some piano music on stage where there were thousands of people looking =] When I woke up, It was already 6.21pm ! X.X I slept for an hour thirty minutes X.X I was distinctively tired =[

That's all for today, I did not expect that I could write that much even when my mind is expiring for the day =[ Whatever it is, see you guys tomorrow =]

Nice teacher~

Monday, October 5, 2009

Today woke up at 6.15am... In the morning, I was zapped by Mr Alex =[ Simply because I was not suppose to tell anyone about the stuff X.X Never mind, I was not that affected... So quietly sat down on my chair and do my self-study =] During PE lesson, we went up to the lab where it was the place where we studied Computer Application =] It was my missing homeroom for CPA =] I was glad to be back again at the lab =] The moment i stepped into the homeroom, i smelt the sense of the fragrant lab =] It was quite a pretty indescribable feeling =] Mr Loke gave me a massage on my shoulders =] He told me that my muscles are very tense.. Which was true =] He convinced me to relax =] I was afraid of many things =[ I am not able to control .... I tried many times but was useless =[ During assembly, Mr Raj shared with us on how to relax ourselves for the upcoming examination =] I realised that I have to tell myself positive things more than the negative thoughts =] So as to calm myself down =] Everything flows normally if I am not pressuring myself too much =] Of course there must be slight stress for us to achieve our goals =] The little stress were supposed to give you a sign of endurance =] Never mind about me =]

During Conversational Malay lessons, my teacher was elaborating to us many things =] She told us ''Regardless of whether you know a few words, it is still better then nothing''. I swear that I did not hear wrongly =] It was very rarely heard from any of the teachers in this school... X.X She was a stimulative teacher =] She was quite understanding =] Moreover, she treat us drinks during our break =] That was another rare occasion =] Seldom teachers would treat teenagers sweets or rather snacks X.X She appreciated our teachings towards her mother tongue language =] Once again, I bet most of the teachers hate being corrected by students... As they thinks that the students are trying to be smart of whatever X.X That kind of teacher can go ahead and die X.X No point surviving in this society without being corrected X.X Not cursing of swearing at those teachers here X.X It is just the FACT ! X.X Nobody is PERFECT !

Never mind if you guys don't understand =] See you guys tomorrow =] Quite a blissful day =] Weather was fantastic =]

~ ''Secret'' ~

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Today woke up at 12.21... I thought it was only 10am but I was wrong... Did not manage to eat breakfast... I had no choice but to take my lunch =[ After I ate my lunch, I proceeded on watching ''Secret'' =] Quite a romantic story =] I love the piano music =] It was about a guy who fell in love with a girl... The girl taught the guy how to play the 'Secret' note =] It was very nice =] There were some misunderstanding in between them as they move on into deeper part of love =] The guy fought with an oppoenent by challenging him with piano sound =] Their battle was very hililarious... LOL -.- Well.. In the end, the guy played the 'Secret' and was killed by a crane's giant metal ball during construction... He was quite hysterical type -.- He knew that there was construction going on but still went into the place where they are taking place... It was just to be with the girl... So they both were now spirits meaning that nobody were able to see them X.X No matter how vigorously they shuffle their hands infront of the other's face, the others still would not be able to see anything.. Both of them could only correspond between them X.X Quite crazy X.X No choice, this is just a story X.X I felt drowsy afterwards X.X Did not feel like doing anything.. I told myself cannot ! Unless it is after exams then I shall continue =] I marked my mathematics and move on to science revision =] I maybe doing some mother tongue revision also =] Since mother tongue exams is the next paper I am going to sit for X.X

Yesterday did not post because I did not feel like so =] Moreover, I had nothing much to post about X.X There were some events but I don't wish to share =] I watched the final fantasy VII =] Quite nice =] Their hairstyles and faces of course animated =]

Never mind, see you guys tomorrow XD Onwards and upwards XD By the way, if you like my new music on my blog, just pass by and tag me =]