Thank you =]

First of all, I would like to thank my friends who had comfort me through my stress days =] I especially want to thank Mr Alex for his teachings =] Without him, I would not have today =] He told me many interesting stories since the day we met =] During the bridging programme, I found him rather weird =] I never since such teacher before like him =] His great sense of humour =] He is very reliable teacher =] He never gives up so easily =] I am feeling sorry for creating many doubts and problems for him =[ Never mind, I so wish that I could be like him =] Withstanding large intensity =]

Continueing from here :
Today woke up at 6.14am.. I was very tired but told myself not to sleep any further... I feeling rather terrible =[ The moment I stepped into the school, my slowly regaining back my confidence =] I had great desire to score well for today's paper...For other paper, I aimed high =] This is me. Everything can be done without further hesitation =] Yesterday I had changed my short message on my MSN =] I find it rather meaningful =]

Circle of life:
Wherever I may be wanted,
there will I come,
And to whomever I may come, A friend will I be.

Honestly, I am feeling quite afraid now of my composition and situational writing =[ It seemed that I had not yet give my 100% effort into the script =[ All my instincts told me that I am in a dangerous situational =[ One mistake, everything will be over =[ I should have chosen Personal Recount but I went to write Narrative =[ How stupid am I =[ Never mind, I just hope I will pass my end of year paper =[ That's all for today =[ I see you guys on next monday =] Enjoy your weekend =] Have faith in yourselves =]

Just like that ~

Today woke up at 6.15 am... I went to school, i thought that Mr Alex was in his classroom. Unexpectedly that he came late, never mind about that ... That's not the point ! I waited for him at the male's toilet near to Mr Gamini favourite place together with Soon Chuan... I was totally annoyed when he told me that he was in the classroom already ! X.X I tried many times, trying to catch of his appearance... Totally screw my morning... Again, I was still tense even after some comfort from Mr Alex... Never mind...

During silent reading, I flipped through my English file, just searching for some information... I was typically quite weak in Cloze Passage and comprehension, I am willing to continue learning =[

English period : Went through the Cloze Passage, I made a lot of mistakes and used too much simple words... I had no desire to do it half heartedly meaning to say, no effort or focus put in... I just did not read carefully... Of course, I felt moody later =[ I was afraid that I am not going to make it for tomorrow's test =[

Mother Tongue: I was very frustrated that the fact that my Cloze Passage made too much mistakes =[ I did not concentrate well during mother tongue lesson... I was given a comprehension to be completed by two periods... I managed to learn a few idioms that's all.. I am very grateful with Soon Chuan's and Xiang Xiang's helping on strengthening on my mother tongue language =] At the same time, I was thinking what should I do next for my tomorrow's english paper...

Finally, after the whole day, I got the last comfort from Mr Alex before I tackle tomorrow's test =] He told me that the paper can be done... He told me to go home, don't revise anymore, instead go and relax your mind =] Simply because I am too stressed out through those days... Last few days, only revision came about to my mind =[ I had no mood in playing facebook's game... I only concentrated on revising... Moreover, since i had memorised all the important points for the situational writing, comprehension and composition... So he told not to worry about it =] Forcing myself to remember things through my tension might be fatal =[ In the sense, I would rather forget than to remember it =[ So i decided then... Rest today =] Still, i will flip through my file later =]

That's not today topic that I want to tell you guys. A year, just like this, passed. Through this adventurous year of mine, I encountered many setbacks and difficulties through the hike of this steeped mountain... I never expected that it would be so tough in Normal Academic after my promotion from Normal technical to Normal Academic =[ From the start of the year, the three of us (Soon Chuan, Xiang Xiang and me) was nervous to interact with the class.. So we stuck together regardless =] I felt slightly bored so I tried to mix around with some of them in the class =] Actually, it could be describe that they came to me instead of me approaching them =] My life then became more brighten than before =] I was facing many new challenges =]

English: Comprehension, composition, Cloze passage, situational writing and oral... The most tedious thing was that tackling the tenses, vocabulary, subject-verb-agreement and sentence construction =] This is common in everyone =] Up till now, I reduced such mistakes a lot =] Counting that from Technical to Academic was not that simple as you guys think =[ If you guys were to put into our shoes, I bet you guys will just simply give up... From the experience with you guys for the entire of 5/6 completion of the year, I observed very closely =] That's why i made such conclusion =] A lot of you are lazy, not judging or trying to crow around here X.X Just my thoughts and feelings of you guys =[

Chemistry and Physics : Totally foreign subject to us at the start... After three months of questioning, we then understood... Totally wrecking our mind =[ Again here, you guys also did not show sympathy to three of us... You guys already knew what was the topic about so refused to cover the topic again... Miss Eu, one of the kindest teacher that i met =] Explaining and elaborating to us this and that =] She made me fond on the subject =] The way she emphasise =] Her kindness was taken for granted... She had to withstand so much noise coming from the class and presuming her teachings at the same time =[ I really pitied her X.X Unfortunately, she invited Mr Lee to teach us instead =] Again, although he was fierce but you guys still went on creating noise X.X Chemistry teacher changed after the June holidays =] It was Mrs Yip. Full of inspiration as well as a sense of humour =] You guys still take for granted, well I had got nothing to comment =[ It seems peculiar that you guys needed to be deal with harshness... Only during physics lessons, you guys kept quiet -.-
Mr Gwee also very informative =] He found it surprising that we three came from technical =] He taught us plenty of stuffs =] Up till now i remembered every single thing that he taught =] Very grateful towards him =] Miss Eu and Mrs Yip also =] Miss Eu and Mrs Yip had similar teaching methods that stimulates me =]

Mathematics : Until now, mathematics was my favourite subject ever =] Mdm Tini was a very encouraging teacher =] She refused laziness in her class and always pushing us regardless whatever the reason was=] Although at the start was simple =] Later, it gets tougher =[ Mr Alex again, still refuse to tell me answers directly =] He helped me a lot on my mathematics =] Tears and sweats when I trying to process the answers =[ I am not shy to say that I really sob when doing mathematics.. Under pressure of him of course =[ I did not hate him instead appreciate him =] He made me understand the questions even better in the sense =] Mdm tini today told us not give up =] This is the spirit to survive in this society =] Mr Alex told us his stories also =] I totally enjoyed his teachings =] Best english teacher I ever approached =] Very knowledgeable in his subject =] Later i knew that he was a actor, musician =] He is an entrepreneur =] Very successful in life =]

Mother tongue: Ms Phang X.X Very weak teacher =[ She could not discipline the class well =[ Her persistence kept her going =] She also very refusing to give up =] After hundreds of circumstances, she still had not given up on us =] There was once she told me that I am improving a lot as well as a smile on her face =] I passed my SA1 =] Unfortunately for my CA1 that pulled my marks down =[ In the end, I failed =[

The others like Design and Technology =] Ms Sharmini very polite teacher =] Guiding me along =]

Tomorrow will be the english examination =] I feeling rather excited about the test =] Although i am quite afraid =] Are you guys ready ? See guys tomorrow =] Good luck with your test tomorrow =]

Disappointing =[

Today woke up at 6.08am =] Did not feel rather strange when i woke up, so I managed to get up earlier than those recent days =] I was not that tired.... Perfectly alright until i reached school =[ When i stepped into Mr Alex's classroom, suddenly, i felt very tense in my mind.... Mr Alex was playing the same game as yesterday X.X I should not have looked at the screen... It made my situation worsen X.X In the morning i could not concentrate really well on my readings... Quite terrible actually X.X Miss Sharmini approached me and told me to stay back after school to patch up my products X.X My Design and Technology work was left half done... Anyway i had agreed to X.X No point complaining here... Okay never mind, moving on to the first two period... It was IH, the subject that I hated the most, it was not the context that made me hated it, it was the way the teacher was presenting to us X.X Never mind, we were instructed earlier to complete our projects in two weeks time... Oh my god X.X Taking away the time from my revisions for the up coming paper which is this week...I would left with only probably a estimated one week works time to produce the project...

I am too exhausted today, i will skip some of the lessons X.X I shall talk about the literature period and english period...

Literature, was again told to accomplish a composition on Matilda... I immediately started to recall the storyline... Fortunately, I managed to remember most of the events that took place =] So quickly wrote down what was on my mind before i began to forget X.X Not saying that i had a short-term memory, it is just that don't want to be slow... I can generate fast ideas but always turned out to be a failure =[ Why ? Simply because I did not focus much on it X.X I will keep trying to master my tenses, subject-verb-agreement and sentence construction... This are my weak points for this year =[ Quite terrible actually, after so much emphasising from Mr Alex, I still had not change....

English, this paragraph here was why I was disappointed with myself =[ We went through the summary and I got only a point for my summary... Retarded right ? Perhaps it was too much confidence in me X.X My standards have been shrinking a lot ever since after June holiday... I feeling very awkward now...

Design and Technology, Oh this is the worse ever, well waited for the teacher for thirty minutes X.X When she arrived i was feeling rather lesser enthusiastism than before... I took away the entire two hours of my precious time to complete my work... I had to run up and down to get my wood sanded and cut ! Obviously i was annoyed the fact that there were much more people than i expected zzz All secondary ones, eek!...

Whatever the case is, some hardship to my life would be better =] So i will start to respond faster as well as think faster or generate quicker. In another words, restraining from being sloppy... For this year grade, i want to get at least a 60% on my total aggregate... Regardless of any circumstances or barrier that is stopping from my desire.... This is my ambitions for this year...

That's all for today =] See you guys tomorrow =]

Lecture~

Today woke up at 6.10am... I was too tired so eventually slept more than I usually do =] Woke up and saw the sky bright blue =[ I was totally shocked adnd terrified X.X I quickly activate the flash on my phone(The lighting of the screen) =] Haiz, I was relieved that it was only 6.35 am =] So could slowly =] When I stepped out of the house, I felt a little pain on my shoulder.. My bag was extremely heavy today X.X It was as if I was carrying tones of gold bars or rather stones in my bag =[ Bear the pain until I reached Mr Alex's classroom and settled down X.X I managed to take out a book to reduce the weight of my bag =] Hahas... There were many crowding near at the teacher's table =] I thought there were something interesting around there, so took a look at what was going on =] Quite surprised when I saw the screen =] It was the game i played yesterday X.X It made me strain my eyes =[ That was the reason why I was distinctively tired today =[ In the morning, it was like lecture time, but actually not =] Quite the opposite actually =] I was clear of what Mr Loke was trying to emphasise =] He told me how tedious life would be if you don't pass your english =] He shared with us that ''By the time you reached 20 or 21 years old and you still don't know what to do for your career, you are in deep trouble'' I agreed with him =] I had better to start thinking what would I want to be in future =] Mr Loke did elaborate that '' Secondary two is the best time to build up basic foundation of what you want to be in future'' Which was also the fact =] Hahas =] Through his story, seemed that he had suffered due to the failure of his English language. English and mathematics is a *MUST* subject to pass =] If not you will not be able to choose the course you like =] Mathematics was from Mdm Tini, she always tries to stimulate people's interest in mathematics =] It was quite a good move but still not really a good technique though =] LOLS =] Never mind =] During Mdm Tini's period, Edwin was caught doing other subject apart from mathematics... Unfortunately, Pei Wen's script was confiscated by Mdm Tini... I was thinking, Pei Wen was a generous person X.X He was reprimanded then X.X -.- I was totally shocked that my marks gotten from my confident. Refering to the comprehension... Oh my god.. Never expected it too be so much more inferential then i thought... I guessed next time i better not be too early to throw my words =[ All my answers interpreted wrongly, answers were not sufficient enough... I had to study more and understand more on the situation =[ I cannot anymore jsut read blindly =[ Mr Alex said he was going strict on marking our scripts... I was quite afraid then... His words are always true and no joke!...Had to be extremely careful =[ During assembly, went to the indoor sports hall to listen to a speech on the criteria for pormoting to secondary 3 =] They did told us to moderate on our results as secondary 4 and 5 are not so lenient as for now =[ Also one last thing was to be ambitious in what we are to take after our O levels =] I will move on to Conversational Malay lessons =] The teacher has a sense of humour =] She was resourceful and cheerful person =] Appreciated her teachings a lot =] Similar to all my teachers that taught me the principles of life =]

That's all for today =] Told you that when I am not at home, I tends to have more events that take place in that particular day =] See you guys tomorrow =] Examination starting in three days time =] Be prepared to face them =]

Humid !

Today woke at 10am... It was because of the alarm i set and the message ring tone X.X I was walking half drunken X.X When i took a look at the message X.X I was tired out -.- It was from my bridgade members =] He asked me whether I could attend the hell de-brief X.X No way ! From what I experienced lately, I did not wish to attend any of their meetings =] Moreover the progamme ended three weeks ago and examination coming around... Could not stand them ! Never mind about that ! I just threw my phone on the bed and continue to sleep =] Woke up at 11am =] I told myself ''Don't sleep anymore, if not night time could not sleep =[ ''. So got up unwillingly X.X After I had washed my face, brushed my teeth, felt a little awake =] I was alone at home again =[ I turned on the laptop and sat down in a tiring manner =] Later, I received a phone call from my dad.. At first did not feel like picking up but later had no choice just picked up =] My dad asked me what do I want to eat =] I was slightly shocked =] He helped me to pack back Nasi Lemak =] It was quite delicous =] The whole of the afternoon was quite terrible... I had nothing to do =[ So I searched for assignments not done, then i remembered my physics homework and mother tongue letter writing ... Gosh ! I quickly get it done and proceeded to english revision =] As english paper one and two this friday =[ I was actually looking forward to the End of Year examination, expecially english language ! I was too annoyed X.X I chatted with Jia Hui and Pei Wen =] Just a short one... Mostly from Pei Wen, he kept asking me how to do this, how to do that X.X I just gave him some hint =] He is quite weird sometimes X.X Where times he got plenty of time, he chose to play X.X Now, where there is little time, he then wants to work hard X.X Now asking profusingly for help in his studies... Well, not say it was too late =] Just a little late =]

Apologised, I had very few things to talk about during my weekends =[ Usually more on public days or weekdays =] Not much event happening when I am at home X.X I not going to describe what i ate for dinner... That's all for today =] See you guys tomorrow XD