Disappointing =[

Today woke up at 6.08am =] Did not feel rather strange when i woke up, so I managed to get up earlier than those recent days =] I was not that tired.... Perfectly alright until i reached school =[ When i stepped into Mr Alex's classroom, suddenly, i felt very tense in my mind.... Mr Alex was playing the same game as yesterday X.X I should not have looked at the screen... It made my situation worsen X.X In the morning i could not concentrate really well on my readings... Quite terrible actually X.X Miss Sharmini approached me and told me to stay back after school to patch up my products X.X My Design and Technology work was left half done... Anyway i had agreed to X.X No point complaining here... Okay never mind, moving on to the first two period... It was IH, the subject that I hated the most, it was not the context that made me hated it, it was the way the teacher was presenting to us X.X Never mind, we were instructed earlier to complete our projects in two weeks time... Oh my god X.X Taking away the time from my revisions for the up coming paper which is this week...I would left with only probably a estimated one week works time to produce the project...

I am too exhausted today, i will skip some of the lessons X.X I shall talk about the literature period and english period...

Literature, was again told to accomplish a composition on Matilda... I immediately started to recall the storyline... Fortunately, I managed to remember most of the events that took place =] So quickly wrote down what was on my mind before i began to forget X.X Not saying that i had a short-term memory, it is just that don't want to be slow... I can generate fast ideas but always turned out to be a failure =[ Why ? Simply because I did not focus much on it X.X I will keep trying to master my tenses, subject-verb-agreement and sentence construction... This are my weak points for this year =[ Quite terrible actually, after so much emphasising from Mr Alex, I still had not change....

English, this paragraph here was why I was disappointed with myself =[ We went through the summary and I got only a point for my summary... Retarded right ? Perhaps it was too much confidence in me X.X My standards have been shrinking a lot ever since after June holiday... I feeling very awkward now...

Design and Technology, Oh this is the worse ever, well waited for the teacher for thirty minutes X.X When she arrived i was feeling rather lesser enthusiastism than before... I took away the entire two hours of my precious time to complete my work... I had to run up and down to get my wood sanded and cut ! Obviously i was annoyed the fact that there were much more people than i expected zzz All secondary ones, eek!...

Whatever the case is, some hardship to my life would be better =] So i will start to respond faster as well as think faster or generate quicker. In another words, restraining from being sloppy... For this year grade, i want to get at least a 60% on my total aggregate... Regardless of any circumstances or barrier that is stopping from my desire.... This is my ambitions for this year...

That's all for today =] See you guys tomorrow =]