Last Session: Fencing

Yesterday, I had a tummy ache... I had a terrible feeling while fencing =[ I think I ate something wrong that cause me to have a tummy ache =[ Never mind about it =] As long as I am getting better =] It will last for a few days =] So I should give it some time for it to fade away =]

During school curriculum time, I went up on stage to collect an award =] It was to recognise my effort put in throughout my years =] It was not that easy that you guys expected. I came from technical stream and laterally transfered to Normal Academic. I will not said that going to technical would be a waste of time because I learned many things during that year =] Without that CPA lesson, I will not be able to use powerpoint and microsoft words... I know it is quite dumb for a 14 year old boy to not know how to use those basic software which the whole world knows... Even a primary three kid, had also experienced it before X.X Well, it is never too late to learn something that is simple and you don't know =] I was quite anxious taking awards though =] After the prize giving ceremony, proceed on to the Semb. Star X.X Which was totally sarcarstic and pathetic -.- There was a girl who wore a short skirt and started dancing around -.- Then everyone was so excited, especially the guys(Perverts) LOL... Never mind.. The first contestant was corrupted ! I could not even hear a single thing from him except for EVERYDAY! Quite disgusted and felt like puking X.X Whatever the case is X.X I did not enjoy myself during that moment of time X.X

Later, went with Soon chuan, Xiang Xiang and Mr Alex for lunch =] We ate at Xing Wang =] Mr Alex was going to give us a treat to us so it is impolite to reget =] At that time, I felt something sharp in my stomach... It was as if someone stabbing a knife into my stomach and twist ! I suspect it was the food or drinks that I had taken in the morning... I better watch out for those hazard food and beverages that will cause harm to me =[ My health seem to get worsen since the day my tummy was bloated =[ I cancelled today's cycling organised by my CCA X.X Whatever the case is, had a great time there with them =]

I went for fencing as it was my final session =] I was so enthusiastic because it was too exciting =] I can't possibly be absent. I loved the coaches =] They are amazing =] Very kind and polite coaches =] Ultimately patient =] I bouted twice yesterday =] I won one match amongst the two matches =] It was just a friendly match =] So it does not matter whether you win or lose =] It was not a competition at all =] Even if it is, you still have to ahve some respect for the opponent after you lost =] Basic courtesy =] It was just for us to tryout fencing and experiencing what is it like to fence =] No regret for attending all the sessions =] That sport focus directly on coordination a lot =] Coordination is very important in most of the sports =] So I think it is a good choice to join that sport =] Well, maybe I should go searching for trainings on fencing =] Nevertheless, totally lighten up my life =]

See you guys soon =] BATAM trip =] Okay that's all =]

Third time leading =]

Today was my third time in my life leading ahead =] Actually it was just a small role to play but I think that it is a challenge for me =] Have you ever feel very nervous or the whole body seem shiver a lot ? I had that many time =[ Although it is an honourable thing but still again shy X.X hahas =] I had to lead one fine day =] Usually will be during my CCA =] They teaches us many leadership skills more than the school =] I quite like the CCA that I am in now =] Despite of tiredness and scoldings from the officer or primers, I do learn many things from them =]

I went for Semb-experience instead of Botanical Garden with my class as it was class outing day =] Nevertheless, heard that it was not very successful X.X So I think that I made the correct decision =] I intended to argue with the teacher-in-charge until they give up but I think that it is no point being so anxious... I will treat it as the teacher chose me because I am qualified to become a leader =] I learned many different things through all this fell =] The 'Fell' I am refering to is everything seems to be the controversy of what I hope =] Never mind about whatever I face =] A true man hates no one =] Like this idiom ? =] It looks simple but when action takes place, I will bet you will shake your head furiously from left to right X.X Okay, I will tell you more about what had happened during the entire morning =]

At first I was quite afraid that I will make terrible mistake X.X That's very common =] You tends to get more self-confidence through fear =] Too much of it you will probably loose it out X.X Just some will do =] I was very surprise that I could speak more than I expected X.X They just came and sat down =] I repeated myself quite a number times just to give them a clear idea of what was the game about =] Fortunately for me, there were not some hysterical person that pissed me off X.X I dislike those kids whose mouth cannot stop praising themselves with words like 'See, I already knew about that'. Whatever !I typically hate those people who are being so arrogant X.X It irritates me a lot whenever I heard those few words X.X They are not as confident as we are for instant =] They just want others to agree with them so that they will have better configuration to say that they are smart =] I will share with you some short story =] You guys know foetus(Infant) ? Or maybe young kids, about kindergarten age =] They always seek for assurance before they would be contented X.X So same concept here X.X Why people boast ? Simply they are lack of self-confidence and self-image, that's all. You don't see heroes boast right ? Do you see Batman telling others that he is brave ? No! He just stands out for himself and save Gotham City =] So there's a principle here =] People recognise you as brave or smart when you are not telling others that you are smart or genius X.X

I will move on to fencing session =] I had a lot of fun when I was bouting with my opponent =] We were basically having a friendly match =] After we practised so many times, so if you don't try fencing with someone, it would be in vain X.X It is a very tough training for me =] I also agree with the sentence 'We must at least go through a few moments of tedious time before we could even think of succeeding' =] Like I said yesterday =] You have to make an sacrifice or risk for yourself in order to get back the profit which is thrice as much =] It is just like investing money for your own company =] Whether a not if it will be a failure, does not matter =] Losing everything with pride is a perfect decision to make =] At least you will get some consolation words for yourself after you had made an effort =] You will feel great about yourself =] It gives you encouragement to persist on with your investment =] Each time you fail, you get up and continue forward =] Achieve what you yearn for =] Have a vast ambition of yourself =] It will come true one day =] Even though the setbacks are giving you a lot of troubles and problems, I think it is part of life =] Okay, I will talk about my bout =] I had bouted twice with my peers =] It is so interesting =] I had to plan lots of strategy in order to make a successful strike on my opponents body =] How I wield my weapon was very important =] All your strength will be on your sword position =] I had to be fast in defending and attacking my opponent when chance comes =] Pushing the foil away from me was the situation I faced X.X It was not that simple as I thought ! It is like pushing a guy who is stronger than you X.X There were rules and regulations to follow X.X No point being victorious when you disobeyed the rules. You will feel guilty about it X.X So fight in the right way =] There was another difficulty I faced X.X It was disengaging the defensive technique away from my opponent X.X It is quite complex with foil wriggling around when I take a step X.X I looks like a WORM ! =] A few of my peers fought rather fiercely X.X They were jumping about and attacking with great intensity =] I am sure the impact is very powerful with you exposing your unprotected body =] Sure do =] It could possibly penetrates through your body! Hahas =] Just imagining =] I watched the Indiano Jones and the crystal skull. They really fought with exposing bodies X.X They were using the pistol grip which is firmer =] Hahas =] There were quite a number of commands =] Generally it will be interesting to learn something new =] A skill at least =]

THat's all for today XD See you guys tomorrow =] Last day of school in Sembawang Secondary school in the year 2009 =] Could not wait for the upcoming joyous overseas I will be going =] WOOO!

Outrages Act!

Today had a very outrages act ! I not going to indicate that person because like I said earlier, my blog has zero offences to anybody =] I will start with what had happened in the morning first =] It is always best to start at the beginning =] Same principle here when you are writing composition =] You are not a chinese composer who writes backwards X.X You have to give a clear context for the examiner to see =] IF not they had totally no idea what you were exactly interpreting =] So bear that in your mind =] It is very important to do so =] No pressure XD Again, do whatever you like. No judgement, only consequences and results you will perceive =]


In the morning, it was the sports fiesta so I was not really involved in it =[ I was at the DJ's table sitting down and at the same time serving for Mr Alex =] HE was the one who appointed me as his assistant =] It was not a bad choice actually =] I am over stressed out about certain things that worries me =[ I need to calm down more or else I will just explode in my mind and do some crazy act or probably faint =[ That was part of the reason why I did not insist to sit down and admire at the beautiful scenery of the morning dew =] Actually there was not X.X It is just some hysterical people jumping and running around the field X.X I could see that Mr Alex had a hard time adjusting the mixer- pulling in and out of the board's connectors X.X Quite terrible actually X.X That mixer was more than a decade old X.X I am surprise that they did not have yet changed into a newer one X.X What budget are they having anyway X.X Mr Alex told me that the mixer only cost a couple of hundreds X.X It is the matter of whether you know how to use it not about the size X.X Never mind about the school X.X I can't be bothered by this kind of things X.X It is not my problem anyway X.X Where I was talking previously? Oh, I stopped at the hysterical... Continuing from here =] So in the end we had no choice but to use the stone age method X.X Which is using a microphone stand with a mike on it and faced the mike head on the speaker =] I don't know what to call that thing X.X It's okay =] I will assume that as a head =] I typically like those songs sang by EBBA =] Especially the 'MAMA MIA' and 'Dancing Queen' =] I watched twice of the show MAMA MIA =] It is a musical movie =] There are some funny parts =] The whole session ended at about 12.10 including the prize ceremony =] Reported back to the Form teacher's classroom to take back our holistic report card/book =] I am impressed with my improvements made =] Nevertheless, no reasons why I should stop even though I got the top three amongst the whole Normal Academic =] Not boasting here! My expectations are simple and easy to fulfill =] I just do my best and strive =] Does not matter whether you are going to decrease or increase =] As long you done your best, it is the conclusion =] No more Buts ! It is your best effort you can give so don't feel guilty =] Unless you had not, then it is none of my business =]



Later went for rehearsal at the indoor sports hall =] After completed once, I rushed back for Conversational lesson =] I just wanted to make myself present =] Did not want to disappoint my teacher =[ She is a very patient and passionate teacher =] She treated us like her own kids or son =] It is just different manner =] There was an commotion in between the lessons =[ It was like this... A girl from other class wanted to inform her friends from our class to attend the Netball.. But instead of just seeking for permission from my teacher, she just pointed out to her friend as an sign language so that her friend would take notice =[ The teacher was annoyed from what she did X.X So she was furious with that girl X.X The girl has no control in her manner X.X Totally outrages and unacceptable attitude X.X The teacher started to raise her voice and the girl stared at her with fiery in her eyes and had an intension of fighting back with the teacher in charge X.X Not saying anyone here!.. I discovered that many teenagers have poor self-image and no self-control at all... They just wanted to act brave or pretend to be brave so that people would like them X.X It is totally ridiculous in the sense X.X They have zero respect for the elders X.X I really hated those girls who uses vulgarities because it just prove me that they have zero acceptance in who are them in present.. They don't have the ability to like themselves how do expect to be liked by the others X.X Like the teacher said ''Outer beauty is not the way you should judge a person, it is the inner beauty that counts!''=] It is like the idiom : Do not judge the book by it's cover X.X You never know what interesting that will happen or being discovered =] Very common mistake made by every teenagers, including me =] I sometimes had very little patient in doing things =[ But, I will try to work onto my tolerance =] Again like I said very long ago ''Everyone will only remember what terrible things you done and not remembering that you are highly respected person before''. Everyone has the responsibility to take consciousness in their actions or words... It can be very offensive sometimes. So do try to think what you want others to think of you =] If you want to have a better personal character ? Then work for it! In this world, there are no such things as easy way =] It applies to certain things =] Not everything but most of the things =] Yes, relaxation is to maintain stability but you had to add some roughness to your plannings =] Always preparing for the worst consequences, be prepare to confront or face it =] If you make mistakes, take that as an educational lesson =] OF course don't always conflict the same things over and over again =] It just make no sense at all =] I read about the novel of 'If you Keep Doing The Same things..'' by Andrew Matthews ''If you keep doing the same things, don't be surprise to get back the same results'' =] So change your attitude a little =] Everybody had at least fell once before and it is not just a subtle one, a rather major ones =] They hang on and persist to try to get out of the deepest descent they made =] This is how life goes =] Mistakes are better than success =] That's the key for being successful in life =] No Pain means No Game! =] Have more self-awareness =] I am also working for it =] Nobody is perfect =] But we can work towards perfection =] Entrepreneur also takes high risk in investment =] That's why they are now eminent in the world =] Risk or sacrifice something for your future =] It will give you triple of the price you made =] Hahas =] Think about it =] No forcing here =]

Poh chuan did not attend fencing today X.X Never mind... He is tired... Anyway I don't care whether my friends does go or not =] I am an independent learner =] I can work without any friends besides teachers' help =] It is because I had the experience before =] It is not only a day or a week or month ! It lasted for a year ! No guidance from friends.. In fact, all requesting for guidance X.X Today is the 6th session =] I am delighted that the session is ending soon but still feel a little sad X.X It is because I enjoy it a lot despite tough training =] I can bear with it =] Totally love the coaches =] Very patient and polite when interacting with us or teaching us =] Encourages and motivates us a lot =]

That's all for today =] Hope you guys keep it to yourself whatever you read from my blog today =] Keep quiet X.X Anyway I indicated clearly already =] Guess it is up to you guys to spread the rumours =] See you guys tomorrow =]

My first time recording

Today was a marvellous day despite of the toughness of the trainings during my fencing session =] Never mind =] It's all part of life XD Hardship will get closer to success =] I managed to try holding onto the recording camera and start filming =] OF course today was all learning the basics =] Very glad that Mr Alex taught me how to use the functions of the recording camera =] In other words, Soon chuan and I are not involve in educating the students at Batam XD Just focus on filming =] How relaxing is my job =] I don't think so it will be that simple X.X I maybe entertaining them also X.X Hahas =] Let's just hope for the best and not hope for the worst =]

MY first time filming was quite difficult as in the holding of the camera without too much frigidity when moving X.X Probably will make the audience dizzy at the end of the film X.X Hahas =] Nothing much actually =] Later went back to class to join in the Batam preparation program conducted by the councillors X.X I did not know they were so B***** X.X Except for the guy =] He is a very nice guy that I met during my leadership training camp =] He always guide me and I like him XD The rest is totally YUCKS! X.X Don't really like to listen to those arrogant people X.X Although they had the priority or the higher in position does not mean they could say whatever they like to say... Is just completely ridiculous and unreasonable! Never mind X.X At least they apologised at the end of the entire session =] Obviously I am a forgiving person =] I forgive many people before but people seldom forgive me X.X That's how selfish they are =] You guys discover something ? When you are in trouble or in doubts, people tends to leave you alone to solve your own problem X.X Unless you have something exciting or entertaining or else GOOD BYE~! That's how selfish human nature are X.X Let me give a scenario, you guys heard of the movie Titanic ? What happened ? The ship hull was damaged by the ice berg looming out of the sea X.X Sea water gushed in furiously- filling empty tanks with water- making it impossible for the ship to keep on it's balance so in the end, it begins to sink slowly X.X What do people care for ? Themselve before others X.X Am I right to say that ? So be humble with your life =] Save yourself first before others =] Unless you are that open hearted person that you don't mind dieing by saving the others X.X I am not saying that it is a mistake to make =] I know a lot of heroes had made such sacrifice so the citizens will recover peace =] Never mind actually =] It does not matter what you choose =] As long it is a wise choice then go ahead to make that assumption =]

I did not have the feeling of attending CCM today because of certain reasons =[ There are so many things that waiting for me to be present at X.X I am only one and only one X.X I don't have a clone of mine =[ So was wavered again X.X LOLS! Nevertheless, learned quite a number of things from the teacher =]

It was the session five of fencing =] Left three more sessions and I will wave goodbye =] Learned a lot of techniques to counter a attack =] Quite fun today but was tremendously exhausted after the entire session X.X My knee hurts and my fingers aching X>X Haiz... Forget it =] No point complaining and whining here =] Since it's over =] Appreciate those instructors who taught me =] I am very satisfied with my progress now =]

That's all for today XD If I do make any unnecessary mistake please enlighten me =] Feel free to tell me what mistakes I made =] Thanks XD SEe you guys tomorrow =]

Rolling with Excitement =]

Today, clearly, I was very contentious =] Basically, as you usual in the morning-I do all my regular basis to start off the day with a refreshing smile on my face =] Hahas =] Whether or not it is terrible or miserable day after the following that had taken place, is always perfect to start a day with a positive attitude =] That makes your mind generate the concept that every lesson- whether is it a speech or talk or any educational principles to be learned- is all part of life =] You want to earn a living in the future, you had to build your foundation so that you won't be easily defeated when you are out in the society =] There are all sorts people you are going to meet =] It depends, if you are unfortunate then you probably will meet those kind of people =] Okay okay X.X I will get moving =] You guys might be too desperate to find out X.X Anyway, does not matter =] I never say is a Must!

I will skip the morning assembly X.X Oh yeah =] I was feeling quite down when Mr Tamil said 'The secondary twos will be proceeding to the hall for a financial program'. I thought it will be going to be a speech presented by some other visitors from outside the society =[ When I arrived at the corridor of the hall, I was quite surprise to see tables arranged neatly and there was a board game on the desk =] My instincts proved, me wrong =[ I felt quite bad after that X.X Nevertheless, the game had good morality. Simply because it is not just any other simple monopoly that we see(Or even though it seems like). It is depending on what are your decision made in order to earn some profit in the end =] I wished that I could just play the game until 12.30pm sharp X.X The game was very attracting =[ I love playing those game actually =[ Is just that I could not find the opportunity to do that or I don't have adequate number for people to play with me =[ Sad right ! =[ Whatever is it, the game also quite depends on your luck =]

After the board game, went on to take my breakfast during the recess break =] Later, went to the indoor sports hall for a talk from our Neighbourhood Police Centre(NPC) who had kindly offered to give an educational speech to us as a youth =] The talk was about loansharks =] How to deal with loansharks when you are being approached to do something illegal =] Actually I knew what they were going to say =] I am particularly irritated by the way they presented X.X It's quite an amazing thing to say that =] Their content generally is okay but I think they didn't have enough preparation... They spoke too fast or skipped words which are important.. I am not convinced by the way they presented =[ I don't think I am being too unreasonable or judgemental, but they did that has not yet fulfilled my expectations. It is just that it is very annoying when you speak fast X.X They also have difficulties standing in front of thousands of eyes staring at me X.X You will be afraid. PANIC! =] We all have room for improvement =] EVERYONE! So don't get the wrong idea that I am arrogant =[ I am just hoping for a better presentation =] Never mind =] In fact next time, I will be in their position !

Took my lunch which did not satisfy me X.X Not filling enough but never mind =] No complains because it was cheap =] Went for CCM lesson =] Today everyone came, just because Mrs chew did some threatening actions X.X Wasn't that what they wanted ? Don't you guys notice that ? No pain means enjoyment ? NO! Their patient will break at some point X.X Taking kindness for granted is a terrible mistake to make... Not saying anyone here =] Just my thoughts and feelings =] That CCM course was specially given to us to learn about other language as our third language =] The Ministry of Education had invested huge sums of money to let us learn other languages =] Out of the school, no such thing anymore =[ Even if you want, you will have to pay for it.. So be a little grateful for the things that benefit you without you paying for it =] Appreciation will be considered as gratitude; Even if you pretend or put on an act, it does not matter as long you don't interrupt or create commotion or disasters or chaos or havoc =] So think twice before making an assumption or action. All this is part of life =] You need to learn how to appreciate things given to you as an opportunity =] You can treat that as an investment in your future =] Don't you guys love money so much =] Let all the lessons be the way you wanted =] It will be joyous and at the same time beneficial for your entire journey until the day you rise up to somewhere wonderful (All Burdens Paid off). I went to CCM because I like the way the teacher teaches =] Very interesting =] Everytime I step into the class, I am prepared to listen to whatever the teacher would want to say =] She has a very unsual mindset almost like mine =] She could link to many things when explaining some words, eventually will be miles away like I when I am typing my blog =] Well, don't give up so easily =] That's what she said =] Not me ! I do give up sometimes =[ I felt quite miserable =[ No point being sorry now =] Just keep moving forward =] Well, it does not matter how slowly you go, it matters when you stop moving forward =] I like this idiom =] Very motivating to those who are not progressing fast enough =] At least it gives you more self-confidence =] That's all for today =]

See you guys tomorrow =] Yawn ! Everytime writing essays X.X =] It's okay XD Enjoyed =] ?

Balmy Weather =]

Today woke up at 9.20am =] I was very hungry so could not sleep longer =[ I also quite afraid I overslept =[ Never mind =] I went for breakfast at Macdonalds =] I had a hearty meal =] After that took a long brisk walk back home =] On my way back home, the weather was hot =[ until I reached home then the weather started to change =[ Very breezy and cloudy =] I prefered this weather than rainy days =] At least the breeze will still maintain for a few hours =] Unlike rain, once it pours heavily X.X The next hour, the weather will be blazing hot! X.X I did not really know what to do after I returned home with my tummy filled =[ I went to facebook to collect the free souvenirs then totally had no idea what to proceed on =[ The boredom finally breached ! So I went out for a walk instead of staying at home staring at the paper box =] At least outside is real =] the computer is just virtual.. Does nothing but harm our health =[ They provide you with entertainment, Yes but too much of it can lead to memory loss and eye strain .________.ll

I all the way down to Ang Mo Kio hub alone X.X At first I did not know where to go X.X I was wavered on where to go -.- I did not want to go too far or too near X.X So i make up my mind, went to amk hub in the end X.X Sounds so unpopular -.- Everytime going to the same old places or rather common places where everyone already went a couple of times X.X Well, Singapore has limited resources and land X.X So no point complaining X.X It is very fortunate to stay in Singapore than in other countries =] Here again, there are pros and cons in this lion city =] The pros are no natural disaster and very socialised and civillised country =] The cons are definitely boredom and expensive X.X Never mind =] I quite enjoy walking alone =] Apaprt from loneliness, there is a lot of freedom =] No stress or pressure =] No kidding XD

I think there are nothing that took place or any interesting event that had happen when I was out X.X I will sign off here =] The weather makes me quite sick sometime =[ Okay okay.. Before I go any further =] I better stop if not I will never stop and just keep continuing my history X.X

See you guys tomorrow XD Sometimes loneliness is good but not too much =]