Third time leading =]

Today was my third time in my life leading ahead =] Actually it was just a small role to play but I think that it is a challenge for me =] Have you ever feel very nervous or the whole body seem shiver a lot ? I had that many time =[ Although it is an honourable thing but still again shy X.X hahas =] I had to lead one fine day =] Usually will be during my CCA =] They teaches us many leadership skills more than the school =] I quite like the CCA that I am in now =] Despite of tiredness and scoldings from the officer or primers, I do learn many things from them =]

I went for Semb-experience instead of Botanical Garden with my class as it was class outing day =] Nevertheless, heard that it was not very successful X.X So I think that I made the correct decision =] I intended to argue with the teacher-in-charge until they give up but I think that it is no point being so anxious... I will treat it as the teacher chose me because I am qualified to become a leader =] I learned many different things through all this fell =] The 'Fell' I am refering to is everything seems to be the controversy of what I hope =] Never mind about whatever I face =] A true man hates no one =] Like this idiom ? =] It looks simple but when action takes place, I will bet you will shake your head furiously from left to right X.X Okay, I will tell you more about what had happened during the entire morning =]

At first I was quite afraid that I will make terrible mistake X.X That's very common =] You tends to get more self-confidence through fear =] Too much of it you will probably loose it out X.X Just some will do =] I was very surprise that I could speak more than I expected X.X They just came and sat down =] I repeated myself quite a number times just to give them a clear idea of what was the game about =] Fortunately for me, there were not some hysterical person that pissed me off X.X I dislike those kids whose mouth cannot stop praising themselves with words like 'See, I already knew about that'. Whatever !I typically hate those people who are being so arrogant X.X It irritates me a lot whenever I heard those few words X.X They are not as confident as we are for instant =] They just want others to agree with them so that they will have better configuration to say that they are smart =] I will share with you some short story =] You guys know foetus(Infant) ? Or maybe young kids, about kindergarten age =] They always seek for assurance before they would be contented X.X So same concept here X.X Why people boast ? Simply they are lack of self-confidence and self-image, that's all. You don't see heroes boast right ? Do you see Batman telling others that he is brave ? No! He just stands out for himself and save Gotham City =] So there's a principle here =] People recognise you as brave or smart when you are not telling others that you are smart or genius X.X

I will move on to fencing session =] I had a lot of fun when I was bouting with my opponent =] We were basically having a friendly match =] After we practised so many times, so if you don't try fencing with someone, it would be in vain X.X It is a very tough training for me =] I also agree with the sentence 'We must at least go through a few moments of tedious time before we could even think of succeeding' =] Like I said yesterday =] You have to make an sacrifice or risk for yourself in order to get back the profit which is thrice as much =] It is just like investing money for your own company =] Whether a not if it will be a failure, does not matter =] Losing everything with pride is a perfect decision to make =] At least you will get some consolation words for yourself after you had made an effort =] You will feel great about yourself =] It gives you encouragement to persist on with your investment =] Each time you fail, you get up and continue forward =] Achieve what you yearn for =] Have a vast ambition of yourself =] It will come true one day =] Even though the setbacks are giving you a lot of troubles and problems, I think it is part of life =] Okay, I will talk about my bout =] I had bouted twice with my peers =] It is so interesting =] I had to plan lots of strategy in order to make a successful strike on my opponents body =] How I wield my weapon was very important =] All your strength will be on your sword position =] I had to be fast in defending and attacking my opponent when chance comes =] Pushing the foil away from me was the situation I faced X.X It was not that simple as I thought ! It is like pushing a guy who is stronger than you X.X There were rules and regulations to follow X.X No point being victorious when you disobeyed the rules. You will feel guilty about it X.X So fight in the right way =] There was another difficulty I faced X.X It was disengaging the defensive technique away from my opponent X.X It is quite complex with foil wriggling around when I take a step X.X I looks like a WORM ! =] A few of my peers fought rather fiercely X.X They were jumping about and attacking with great intensity =] I am sure the impact is very powerful with you exposing your unprotected body =] Sure do =] It could possibly penetrates through your body! Hahas =] Just imagining =] I watched the Indiano Jones and the crystal skull. They really fought with exposing bodies X.X They were using the pistol grip which is firmer =] Hahas =] There were quite a number of commands =] Generally it will be interesting to learn something new =] A skill at least =]

THat's all for today XD See you guys tomorrow =] Last day of school in Sembawang Secondary school in the year 2009 =] Could not wait for the upcoming joyous overseas I will be going =] WOOO!