Things slowly to better =]

It has been long since I did not interact with my parents XD Today I did =] I know it sounded rather ridiculous but it was the fact =] My parents understood what I am undergoing =] They encouraged me and gave me advice to rest more when necessary =]

I always hope that my parents were stricter by all means =] Simply because I needed that lecture for me to be sturdy =] I starting to realise how important family bonding is =] As I always thought that my family will never understand my situation but I was absolutely wrong =] Through Christ, Grace gave me confidence to communicate with my parents =] There were truth follow up =] It is a little religious but too BAD ! =] Jesus my lord and Saviour had took all circumstances on the cross itself just to purify us (Healing) =] I began to feel his holiness and blessings =] Each time I felt like giving up, He gave me solution to overcome the setback in a condition that I (Myself) want to accept it =]

I bought the book Destined to Reign =] It taught me useful tips to be a believer and worshiper of God =] There are two different main factor which is Law and Grace =] The book written : We cannot mix Law with Grace as it is like adding ferment wine into new wine. Grace is Grace, Laws are Laws =] Two separate main points =] Grace will flow when Law is forbidden =] I chose Grace =] It will make me Reign in life XD I guessed I was too excited =]

Well, I am starting cheer myself up and compare myself with Jesus's love for me =] His heavenly father agreed to send him down to the mortal and suffered all condemnation and sins from us. From there on, people sins were forgiven =] Amazing Grace =] Something which was undeserved and unmerited favors =]

I will close here =] I believe (For me) All work is finished at the cross so I can rest from work =] Striving to hard will bring no benefits =] Certain things =] It is like chasing rainbows which you know it is impossible as it is refraction of light =] Tiny water droplets were subjected under the sunlight to produce magnificent spectrum of colours which symbolises 'Rest' ! =] Seven is a holiest number XD

Notice when I Smile =] Seven colours appears XD Cry three so Smile better =]

I end with a...... SMILE =]

Resurection

Hi there ! I know my blog has been dead for a term =] I had no spare time to write or rather lazy =] I had many rehearsals and other activities (Unimportant ones !) so I tangled up my time =[ Every time I tried to encourage myself to start writing out to express myself and at the same time improve on my composition sentence structure =] Now I will go according to weekly basis =]

It had been a dramatical roller coaster journey =[ Many mishaps occurred =[ Trying to be optimistic was the most complicated job =[ Yes, I deserved it due to my ignorant act =[ It was disheartening to watch people leave me =[ I never expected that really impact my daily life =[ All day long, I had been pondering over all this nonsensical thoughts that only disrupts me in learning (General reflection) =[ I felt that why I had to be the victim ? Well, I agree with Mr Alex that Life is not fair =] I must admit it... I personally experienced it =]

Forget about my previous post =] Now come to the main topic =] Resurrection ? To what ? Not to the blog! It was certainly for me ! I need to refresh my thoughts =] I prayed in Jesus name that He will cleanse me =] Many miracles or unknowing things happenings =] You think I was the only one behind all this ! No! It was with Christ that my life changes drastically =] Pastor Joseph Prince Preached on Doctrines and Words of God =] I am interested as it was meaningful to life =] It had great effect on me =] Grace and truth are together =] He taught me through preaching on various beneficial Words of God. It transformed me into better self-confidence and self-worthiness =]

The one thing that I will never forget is, whatever anyone cast aspersions on me or persecutes me or talk back behind me or whatever means to intimidate me, their word carries zero power as I am the one who will bring vitality and clarity to the words coming from others =] Simply means, I am the only who can control my own emotions and beliefs =]

I think that's about all =] Hope you guys would realise why I stayed silent in the middle of nowhere =] Argh ! Don't bother me better ! I am insane =] Instant changes in my facial expression =]

I end off with a...... Cry