Today after my CCA, I received a message from Jia hui and Lyn as they were asking me out to study in the library which made me shocked.... Well, my sentiments exactly, it turns out to be the controversy -.- Well, didn't expect that but at least done some of my mathematical sums =] It's the new beginning of the year, so meeting up with challenges is generally obvious =]
We left the library just an hour since I sat down and started solving my mathematical problem =[ Quite pathetic right ! Their persistence in studies are so limited -.- Well, never mind, it does not matter to me as they have their own reasons and excuses, it does matter to my precious 2010 time =] So we went to a foreign place named ''Fu Shan'', whatever the spelling as it it is new to me but not to them because they often hang around there for some sort of excitement =] I can't imagine myself playing Catching with one another -.- It's just like recalling my old image of me... Playful and making nuisance out of it =] Well, that was the past, work towards the future it's better =] Though it will be a permanent scar, but if with anticipating changes to my personality and characteristic, I believe the scar will recover =] Meaning to make it a positive tragic =] Being optimistic is yet to be tedious but manageable =] Always hearing others saying ''Be positive and don't be pessimism about our thoughts'' with ease ! Yes, true ! The resolution is HOW to become which make everyone giving up =] Like me, always believe the untruth then the realistic =] It's complicated =] Moreover, everyone hates people telling them how to react to certain problems =] It's interesting isn't it ? People go around telling how to live right where they are having a hard time trying to listen to others opinion of them =] Amazing =] Even me also get confuse!
Okay! Resuming my actual topic =] I was talking about Xiang and me chatting on the way back on the train =] We were communicating about our past studies and some private but not so =] I questioned him ''Do you speak with your family members ?'' He replied ''I do it often and especially my sister! Mostly ending up quarreling '' =] So he return my question. I was a little paralysis ''I don't have such exciting moments all the time but I do have doubts =]''. Not completely negative but there are some memorable time =] I always try remembering all the joyous time, it seems very complex thing to do.... This year I have many resolution apart from academics.... There are many inner setbacks that cause that to =] It's alright =] I made quite a good progress through a couple of years =] If not I will not be here telling my own personal historical moments -.-
I had many things to emphasise on but just find it complicated to say =]
I end off with a..... SMILE =]
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