Losing rest =[

Reasons for that( Losing Rest) :

Apologies for disappearing for a couple weeks without updating my blog =[ You guys could consider my blog as lonely... simply because I seriously dont have spare time to type out =[ I had plenty of thoughts and feelings in me =[ Just find it complicated to express out to my dear readers =[ My homework are exceedingly increasing from zero to four or five assignments instantaneously =[ It is quite terrifying to experience such condition suddenly =[ But it was expected early before I hit 2010 =] Challenges arises and problems overflowing =[ I am a little frustrated to the fact that I am always distracted by a subtle noise made by the surroundings =[ Especially while reading a storybook in the morning =[ The first moment I had it and just a few seconds later, someone raises their voice, I lost track of where I am =[ I have to cultivate the habit of focusing and concentrating =] I am quite glad that it is gradually improving XD There's nothing to panic or worry about as I can't control others mouth =[ It's their vocal so it depends on that particular person =] I am learning efficiently =] I am quite contented with my progress from 4th of January untill now =] At least I was able to absorb and understand whatever the teachers are emphasising =] Most wonderful thing is, Chemistry and Physics lessons are split into two different classes =] It is to enhance the ability to teach and eliminate as much doubts as possible from the students... For certain reason, our class is huge =] I am still getting the names and observing them closely =] I don't want to mix around with those trouble makers as it will end up miserably =]

Despite of exhaustion, I still generate nightmares, horrifying ones =[ It will result me in fatigue and tensions =[ Really attempted to calm myself down at night =[ It is tough =[ Apart from studies, I still have to attend rehearsals for Mr Alex Musical 'Believe' =] I don't want to disappoint him so I have to work intensively to train my vocal =[ As a first timer, there are numerous of mistakes made, so I have to constantly listen attentively and develop a sombre attitude towards learning =] Character ''Su Zi'', I am still investigating =] I do know what it actually means =] Other than that, I have to watch over my food intake =[ Simply because I have to protect my voice =]

Enough whining or neither grousing =[ I am just feel isolated =[ So just wanted to expose my inner thoughts to everyone =] Hoping you will response and receive useful information regarding my personal enigma =]

One more important fact =] Discovered I don't have anymore entertainments in my blog anymore ? It is just plain context =] Well, I can't resolve it so turn on your own favourite music instead and enjoy each and every part of my sharings =]









I end off with a..... SMILE =]