After Believe the musical ends...

I was pretty missing =[ It is memorable XD All the happy and crazy moments we had =] Although many things had happened during the period of rehearsals, still it is thrilling and enriching =] Never thought I could performed well without having me being nervous on the stage =] In fact, I was enjoying each scenes that just come and goes =] I would rather be on the stage then backstage as I felt more nervous -.- Never mind =] Glad that it is over =] I had time to re-focus on what my future plannings might be =] Back then, the progress of the musical left me negligible amount of time to complete my assignments and the next moment it is another day =[ It was rather scary ,especially when mid year examinations are drawing so close !! Yet, I still turned up for rehearsals =] I scored among the top three =] I am proud of myself =] Thank God for his wisdom =] Able to concentrate well during the progress of the examinations =]

Speaking about the amount of challenges I went through =] It was rather challenging for me to cope with my emotions, homeworks, rehearsals and rest time =] Fortunately, I am sought of a fast learner =] Able to absorb quick enough to understand the context of the topic =] There were ups and downs =] Not completely ups as many things actually did happen that I was not expecting for it =] Some times, I criticise myself =[ But later on, I realised that I was insane =] Thank for the social books I read that gave me confidence to confront people whom I am afraid of approaching =] A little discovery of my own growth that I had somewhat changed my attitude towards anything =] I am enthusiastic in learning new stuff, the tougher the more exciting it turn up to be =] It is great achievement I had made so far =] Most importantly, I had done my parents proud =] Not crowing here -.- Just to give thanks to God who is behind all this successes =] Exult God and it will multiply =] Thanks to Mr Alex who had nurtured me =]

I am glad and contented that there are people out there watching me =] The moment I break lose of that chain with them, that's the end of me =[ As nobody bother about me =[ Actually, everyhing is always some thing to do with your mentality =] What you think is what you get =] It can be benefitting or devastating =] There is a choice =] I have to learn to be truthful to myself =] Acceptance is power =] I will always remember that =]

Term Three started out well =] I was transferred to another class for mother tongue lesson =] I not sure whether it will be helpful or erroneous to me =] Generally, that class is just full of complains and arguing .______.ll Not sure how long can the mother tongue teacher withstand those sparking remarks ._. I find them ignorant and annoying... Seriously, no self-control, discipline not only to the teacher but towards themselves -.- Lousy attitude .__.ll God Bless them -.-

Apart from that, pur history teacher also changed into a monotonuous teacher -.- He is short-tempered, impatient and lazy .___.ll What kind of teacher is he -.- Probably not worth my respect for him -.- Had him for social studies period ._. Crap ! totally ruined my interest for Social studies =.= Not sure what is happenning to the school system -.- quite retarded actually =] Expelling all the experienced teachers and hiring new ones -- No idea or how to motivate the students =] The school reputation is going to be down flat sooner or later ._. The language teachers are far from what I expected them to be -.-

Never mind, Enoguh of all this nonsense. Grab the certificate and leave =] Never return XD
HAHAHAHAHAS !!!

Having a gathering for cast party this saturday and attending birthday parties at my friend's place =] COOL! =] After this month =] Going for a holiday to GENTING =] Somewhere new and cooling =] Thank God for that =] Loving every moment I have with my friends =] Appreciating whatever that is within my reach =]

All the mendings and healings were the cause of God 's grace =] Thank you LORD =] I am beginning to see light after so crawling through a dark tunnel =] This experienced impacted me greatly =] Never forget about this experienced =] Maybe I should use the strong determination of mine and prioritise on my work =] That way, I can captivate myself =]

Just believe, like I believe in myself =]









I end of with a... SMILE =]