Outrages Act!

Today had a very outrages act ! I not going to indicate that person because like I said earlier, my blog has zero offences to anybody =] I will start with what had happened in the morning first =] It is always best to start at the beginning =] Same principle here when you are writing composition =] You are not a chinese composer who writes backwards X.X You have to give a clear context for the examiner to see =] IF not they had totally no idea what you were exactly interpreting =] So bear that in your mind =] It is very important to do so =] No pressure XD Again, do whatever you like. No judgement, only consequences and results you will perceive =]


In the morning, it was the sports fiesta so I was not really involved in it =[ I was at the DJ's table sitting down and at the same time serving for Mr Alex =] HE was the one who appointed me as his assistant =] It was not a bad choice actually =] I am over stressed out about certain things that worries me =[ I need to calm down more or else I will just explode in my mind and do some crazy act or probably faint =[ That was part of the reason why I did not insist to sit down and admire at the beautiful scenery of the morning dew =] Actually there was not X.X It is just some hysterical people jumping and running around the field X.X I could see that Mr Alex had a hard time adjusting the mixer- pulling in and out of the board's connectors X.X Quite terrible actually X.X That mixer was more than a decade old X.X I am surprise that they did not have yet changed into a newer one X.X What budget are they having anyway X.X Mr Alex told me that the mixer only cost a couple of hundreds X.X It is the matter of whether you know how to use it not about the size X.X Never mind about the school X.X I can't be bothered by this kind of things X.X It is not my problem anyway X.X Where I was talking previously? Oh, I stopped at the hysterical... Continuing from here =] So in the end we had no choice but to use the stone age method X.X Which is using a microphone stand with a mike on it and faced the mike head on the speaker =] I don't know what to call that thing X.X It's okay =] I will assume that as a head =] I typically like those songs sang by EBBA =] Especially the 'MAMA MIA' and 'Dancing Queen' =] I watched twice of the show MAMA MIA =] It is a musical movie =] There are some funny parts =] The whole session ended at about 12.10 including the prize ceremony =] Reported back to the Form teacher's classroom to take back our holistic report card/book =] I am impressed with my improvements made =] Nevertheless, no reasons why I should stop even though I got the top three amongst the whole Normal Academic =] Not boasting here! My expectations are simple and easy to fulfill =] I just do my best and strive =] Does not matter whether you are going to decrease or increase =] As long you done your best, it is the conclusion =] No more Buts ! It is your best effort you can give so don't feel guilty =] Unless you had not, then it is none of my business =]



Later went for rehearsal at the indoor sports hall =] After completed once, I rushed back for Conversational lesson =] I just wanted to make myself present =] Did not want to disappoint my teacher =[ She is a very patient and passionate teacher =] She treated us like her own kids or son =] It is just different manner =] There was an commotion in between the lessons =[ It was like this... A girl from other class wanted to inform her friends from our class to attend the Netball.. But instead of just seeking for permission from my teacher, she just pointed out to her friend as an sign language so that her friend would take notice =[ The teacher was annoyed from what she did X.X So she was furious with that girl X.X The girl has no control in her manner X.X Totally outrages and unacceptable attitude X.X The teacher started to raise her voice and the girl stared at her with fiery in her eyes and had an intension of fighting back with the teacher in charge X.X Not saying anyone here!.. I discovered that many teenagers have poor self-image and no self-control at all... They just wanted to act brave or pretend to be brave so that people would like them X.X It is totally ridiculous in the sense X.X They have zero respect for the elders X.X I really hated those girls who uses vulgarities because it just prove me that they have zero acceptance in who are them in present.. They don't have the ability to like themselves how do expect to be liked by the others X.X Like the teacher said ''Outer beauty is not the way you should judge a person, it is the inner beauty that counts!''=] It is like the idiom : Do not judge the book by it's cover X.X You never know what interesting that will happen or being discovered =] Very common mistake made by every teenagers, including me =] I sometimes had very little patient in doing things =[ But, I will try to work onto my tolerance =] Again like I said very long ago ''Everyone will only remember what terrible things you done and not remembering that you are highly respected person before''. Everyone has the responsibility to take consciousness in their actions or words... It can be very offensive sometimes. So do try to think what you want others to think of you =] If you want to have a better personal character ? Then work for it! In this world, there are no such things as easy way =] It applies to certain things =] Not everything but most of the things =] Yes, relaxation is to maintain stability but you had to add some roughness to your plannings =] Always preparing for the worst consequences, be prepare to confront or face it =] If you make mistakes, take that as an educational lesson =] OF course don't always conflict the same things over and over again =] It just make no sense at all =] I read about the novel of 'If you Keep Doing The Same things..'' by Andrew Matthews ''If you keep doing the same things, don't be surprise to get back the same results'' =] So change your attitude a little =] Everybody had at least fell once before and it is not just a subtle one, a rather major ones =] They hang on and persist to try to get out of the deepest descent they made =] This is how life goes =] Mistakes are better than success =] That's the key for being successful in life =] No Pain means No Game! =] Have more self-awareness =] I am also working for it =] Nobody is perfect =] But we can work towards perfection =] Entrepreneur also takes high risk in investment =] That's why they are now eminent in the world =] Risk or sacrifice something for your future =] It will give you triple of the price you made =] Hahas =] Think about it =] No forcing here =]

Poh chuan did not attend fencing today X.X Never mind... He is tired... Anyway I don't care whether my friends does go or not =] I am an independent learner =] I can work without any friends besides teachers' help =] It is because I had the experience before =] It is not only a day or a week or month ! It lasted for a year ! No guidance from friends.. In fact, all requesting for guidance X.X Today is the 6th session =] I am delighted that the session is ending soon but still feel a little sad X.X It is because I enjoy it a lot despite tough training =] I can bear with it =] Totally love the coaches =] Very patient and polite when interacting with us or teaching us =] Encourages and motivates us a lot =]

That's all for today =] Hope you guys keep it to yourself whatever you read from my blog today =] Keep quiet X.X Anyway I indicated clearly already =] Guess it is up to you guys to spread the rumours =] See you guys tomorrow =]

My first time recording

Today was a marvellous day despite of the toughness of the trainings during my fencing session =] Never mind =] It's all part of life XD Hardship will get closer to success =] I managed to try holding onto the recording camera and start filming =] OF course today was all learning the basics =] Very glad that Mr Alex taught me how to use the functions of the recording camera =] In other words, Soon chuan and I are not involve in educating the students at Batam XD Just focus on filming =] How relaxing is my job =] I don't think so it will be that simple X.X I maybe entertaining them also X.X Hahas =] Let's just hope for the best and not hope for the worst =]

MY first time filming was quite difficult as in the holding of the camera without too much frigidity when moving X.X Probably will make the audience dizzy at the end of the film X.X Hahas =] Nothing much actually =] Later went back to class to join in the Batam preparation program conducted by the councillors X.X I did not know they were so B***** X.X Except for the guy =] He is a very nice guy that I met during my leadership training camp =] He always guide me and I like him XD The rest is totally YUCKS! X.X Don't really like to listen to those arrogant people X.X Although they had the priority or the higher in position does not mean they could say whatever they like to say... Is just completely ridiculous and unreasonable! Never mind X.X At least they apologised at the end of the entire session =] Obviously I am a forgiving person =] I forgive many people before but people seldom forgive me X.X That's how selfish they are =] You guys discover something ? When you are in trouble or in doubts, people tends to leave you alone to solve your own problem X.X Unless you have something exciting or entertaining or else GOOD BYE~! That's how selfish human nature are X.X Let me give a scenario, you guys heard of the movie Titanic ? What happened ? The ship hull was damaged by the ice berg looming out of the sea X.X Sea water gushed in furiously- filling empty tanks with water- making it impossible for the ship to keep on it's balance so in the end, it begins to sink slowly X.X What do people care for ? Themselve before others X.X Am I right to say that ? So be humble with your life =] Save yourself first before others =] Unless you are that open hearted person that you don't mind dieing by saving the others X.X I am not saying that it is a mistake to make =] I know a lot of heroes had made such sacrifice so the citizens will recover peace =] Never mind actually =] It does not matter what you choose =] As long it is a wise choice then go ahead to make that assumption =]

I did not have the feeling of attending CCM today because of certain reasons =[ There are so many things that waiting for me to be present at X.X I am only one and only one X.X I don't have a clone of mine =[ So was wavered again X.X LOLS! Nevertheless, learned quite a number of things from the teacher =]

It was the session five of fencing =] Left three more sessions and I will wave goodbye =] Learned a lot of techniques to counter a attack =] Quite fun today but was tremendously exhausted after the entire session X.X My knee hurts and my fingers aching X>X Haiz... Forget it =] No point complaining and whining here =] Since it's over =] Appreciate those instructors who taught me =] I am very satisfied with my progress now =]

That's all for today XD If I do make any unnecessary mistake please enlighten me =] Feel free to tell me what mistakes I made =] Thanks XD SEe you guys tomorrow =]

Rolling with Excitement =]

Today, clearly, I was very contentious =] Basically, as you usual in the morning-I do all my regular basis to start off the day with a refreshing smile on my face =] Hahas =] Whether or not it is terrible or miserable day after the following that had taken place, is always perfect to start a day with a positive attitude =] That makes your mind generate the concept that every lesson- whether is it a speech or talk or any educational principles to be learned- is all part of life =] You want to earn a living in the future, you had to build your foundation so that you won't be easily defeated when you are out in the society =] There are all sorts people you are going to meet =] It depends, if you are unfortunate then you probably will meet those kind of people =] Okay okay X.X I will get moving =] You guys might be too desperate to find out X.X Anyway, does not matter =] I never say is a Must!

I will skip the morning assembly X.X Oh yeah =] I was feeling quite down when Mr Tamil said 'The secondary twos will be proceeding to the hall for a financial program'. I thought it will be going to be a speech presented by some other visitors from outside the society =[ When I arrived at the corridor of the hall, I was quite surprise to see tables arranged neatly and there was a board game on the desk =] My instincts proved, me wrong =[ I felt quite bad after that X.X Nevertheless, the game had good morality. Simply because it is not just any other simple monopoly that we see(Or even though it seems like). It is depending on what are your decision made in order to earn some profit in the end =] I wished that I could just play the game until 12.30pm sharp X.X The game was very attracting =[ I love playing those game actually =[ Is just that I could not find the opportunity to do that or I don't have adequate number for people to play with me =[ Sad right ! =[ Whatever is it, the game also quite depends on your luck =]

After the board game, went on to take my breakfast during the recess break =] Later, went to the indoor sports hall for a talk from our Neighbourhood Police Centre(NPC) who had kindly offered to give an educational speech to us as a youth =] The talk was about loansharks =] How to deal with loansharks when you are being approached to do something illegal =] Actually I knew what they were going to say =] I am particularly irritated by the way they presented X.X It's quite an amazing thing to say that =] Their content generally is okay but I think they didn't have enough preparation... They spoke too fast or skipped words which are important.. I am not convinced by the way they presented =[ I don't think I am being too unreasonable or judgemental, but they did that has not yet fulfilled my expectations. It is just that it is very annoying when you speak fast X.X They also have difficulties standing in front of thousands of eyes staring at me X.X You will be afraid. PANIC! =] We all have room for improvement =] EVERYONE! So don't get the wrong idea that I am arrogant =[ I am just hoping for a better presentation =] Never mind =] In fact next time, I will be in their position !

Took my lunch which did not satisfy me X.X Not filling enough but never mind =] No complains because it was cheap =] Went for CCM lesson =] Today everyone came, just because Mrs chew did some threatening actions X.X Wasn't that what they wanted ? Don't you guys notice that ? No pain means enjoyment ? NO! Their patient will break at some point X.X Taking kindness for granted is a terrible mistake to make... Not saying anyone here =] Just my thoughts and feelings =] That CCM course was specially given to us to learn about other language as our third language =] The Ministry of Education had invested huge sums of money to let us learn other languages =] Out of the school, no such thing anymore =[ Even if you want, you will have to pay for it.. So be a little grateful for the things that benefit you without you paying for it =] Appreciation will be considered as gratitude; Even if you pretend or put on an act, it does not matter as long you don't interrupt or create commotion or disasters or chaos or havoc =] So think twice before making an assumption or action. All this is part of life =] You need to learn how to appreciate things given to you as an opportunity =] You can treat that as an investment in your future =] Don't you guys love money so much =] Let all the lessons be the way you wanted =] It will be joyous and at the same time beneficial for your entire journey until the day you rise up to somewhere wonderful (All Burdens Paid off). I went to CCM because I like the way the teacher teaches =] Very interesting =] Everytime I step into the class, I am prepared to listen to whatever the teacher would want to say =] She has a very unsual mindset almost like mine =] She could link to many things when explaining some words, eventually will be miles away like I when I am typing my blog =] Well, don't give up so easily =] That's what she said =] Not me ! I do give up sometimes =[ I felt quite miserable =[ No point being sorry now =] Just keep moving forward =] Well, it does not matter how slowly you go, it matters when you stop moving forward =] I like this idiom =] Very motivating to those who are not progressing fast enough =] At least it gives you more self-confidence =] That's all for today =]

See you guys tomorrow =] Yawn ! Everytime writing essays X.X =] It's okay XD Enjoyed =] ?

Balmy Weather =]

Today woke up at 9.20am =] I was very hungry so could not sleep longer =[ I also quite afraid I overslept =[ Never mind =] I went for breakfast at Macdonalds =] I had a hearty meal =] After that took a long brisk walk back home =] On my way back home, the weather was hot =[ until I reached home then the weather started to change =[ Very breezy and cloudy =] I prefered this weather than rainy days =] At least the breeze will still maintain for a few hours =] Unlike rain, once it pours heavily X.X The next hour, the weather will be blazing hot! X.X I did not really know what to do after I returned home with my tummy filled =[ I went to facebook to collect the free souvenirs then totally had no idea what to proceed on =[ The boredom finally breached ! So I went out for a walk instead of staying at home staring at the paper box =] At least outside is real =] the computer is just virtual.. Does nothing but harm our health =[ They provide you with entertainment, Yes but too much of it can lead to memory loss and eye strain .________.ll

I all the way down to Ang Mo Kio hub alone X.X At first I did not know where to go X.X I was wavered on where to go -.- I did not want to go too far or too near X.X So i make up my mind, went to amk hub in the end X.X Sounds so unpopular -.- Everytime going to the same old places or rather common places where everyone already went a couple of times X.X Well, Singapore has limited resources and land X.X So no point complaining X.X It is very fortunate to stay in Singapore than in other countries =] Here again, there are pros and cons in this lion city =] The pros are no natural disaster and very socialised and civillised country =] The cons are definitely boredom and expensive X.X Never mind =] I quite enjoy walking alone =] Apaprt from loneliness, there is a lot of freedom =] No stress or pressure =] No kidding XD

I think there are nothing that took place or any interesting event that had happen when I was out X.X I will sign off here =] The weather makes me quite sick sometime =[ Okay okay.. Before I go any further =] I better stop if not I will never stop and just keep continuing my history X.X

See you guys tomorrow XD Sometimes loneliness is good but not too much =]

Back to my CCA

Today woke up at 8am =] I was totally tired and could not think of anything =[ I did not sleep that well last night =[ Made some terrifying nightmares again X.X I really cannot help it =[ I tried hard to think too much when I am sleeping but still... Maybe I did not rest for a while before turning in =[ Whatever it is, I hope it is temporary =] XD

I went back to my Co-curriculum activity(CCA): Boy's Bridgade X.X I was so engross in my studies for the past few days X.X My whole body felt stiffens when I did my drill =[ Surprisingly, I still managed to march properly =] Fortunately for me, my knee were not tired as yesterday there's fencing session. Most of the time, my knee and thigh hurts a lot after the session =] For some reason, only my knee hurts a little for today =] Phew ! If not I will be fry by my cadet lieutenant or second cadet lieutenant X.X Another exciting news was that, my officer were not around at parade today =] With them around, life will not be as relaxing as for today X.X Only primers around, officer off day ! It is hardly or rather very rare that my officers are not coming for parade =] Hahas... Very exhausted after my CCA =[ It was like fitness training or some sort of torturement X.X We were under the scorching sun for an hour X.X Gosh ! My skin probably will turn darker ! Definitely will ! I was felt like complaining but I don't want to X.X Just part of life =] Some pushing and pressing is good =] Too much it will cause dire consequences =] It is like the principle of the turning coal into diamonds =] You guys heard about it recently =] The amount of pressure can turn coal into diamond.. Also the same amount of pressure can turn diamond into sand X.X So it is depending on how our elders pressurized us =] There's something my assistant chaplin shared with us today =] It is about faithfulness =] Fanny crosby was blind when she was six years old X.X Not because of when she was foetus she already blinded but was a doctor queck(A unqualified doctor) who made her blind through his ridiculous cure X.X The reason her mother looked for the doctor queck because there was not a single qualified doctor and it was an urgent to seek for a doctor... She had a tremendousl high fever X.X So the unqualified doctor told her to use coal to stuff it into her eyes and take it out later so the heat will be absorb into the coal and she will be alright after that X.X The parents also quite incorrigibly took the risk ! Diaos ! But Fanny Crosby wrote 8,000 hyms and survived until 95 years old X.X That's a phenomenon ! Her persistence and her faithfulness kept her going =] She said ''God gave it to her'' =] She was not resentful instead she was grateful towards the god =] Her hearings became very sensitive =] So don't look down on handicaps X.X They have brighter future then we have =] They are smarter than we expected =] There're pros and cons of being handicap =] Most of it are cons(disadvantage) =[ They had better higher possibility in success =] Like Andrew Matthews wrote in his novel =] Why do we need problems ? He wrote problems are the ones which will involve us taking actions to solve it =] I read many interesting facts from his novels =] It really gave me higher security, happiness and self-confidence =] The another the book I am reading also helps me in communications with all sorts of people around the world =] Hahas =] If who happens to drop by my blog, tag me on my blog chatbox =] I really feel delighted when someone tags me =] So all my efforts are not in vain =] Thanks for all of your contribution to my happiness =]

My tummy still seems round X.X Never mind =] It's fine =] It will go off after some time =] That's all for today =] Hope you guys enjoy reading my blog as far as possible =] Not to worry =] Even if not a single soul would want to read my post for whatever reasons, I am still contentious =] Like I said earlier on =] It does not matter whether you guys would bother to read it a not =] It is the matter for me to expel my thoughts and feelings onto this blog =] I will be very polite and I won't type hurting messages to anyone =] Bear in mind, I will not make it to the point that it will affect my friendship or relationship or any hatred from anyone to me =] Okay enough devotions =]

Thanks for all of you guys support that made my blog a vital one =] See you guys other day =]

Fencing session: 4

Today woke up quite early =[ Partly was about that I was hungry so could not sleep any further =[ There were some other types of mysterious feeling X.X I also made a terrible 'morning-mare' ! It was so terrifying that it made my heart beat fast =[ Not going to emphasise on it =] Continuing.... =]

Today fencing was quite iteresting =] Oh yeah, I missed one part =] Before getting into the indoor sports hall, I was quite anxious to find out where the fencing was held... There were red barrier tapes around the entrance which was the stairs, so it made me assume that there were construction going about =[ I went around the school to search for it finally I return back to where I started =] Fortunately I saw one of the fencing coach came out from the doors =] I rushed up with excitement =] When I arrived there, I was quite surprise that Pei Wen was not present X.X I thought he likes fencing =] but he did not turn up... Never mind about him =] My tummy still feeling awkward =[ It still looks round even though I ate some digestion medicine =[ So I tried to brisk walk after every meal I had =] Hoping it will slightly reduce the size and also taking more fruits and vegetables... I also restrain from taking fried stuffs from now =] Eating everything naturally =] Meaning no adding of soya products X.X If this still persist, I might consult a doctor to give it a check =] Today fencing was quite alright =] I was amazed that the foil could be hold with one finger without dropping =] There's a balance weight of the foil =] We did a few lunges and jumps throughout the whole practise =] Sports also can burn calories =] No doubts about it =]

This afternoon went out with Mr Alex =] We tour around the place =] We shifted from on place to another =] We just felt bored with the surroundings in Singapore =] Nevertheless, enjoyed myself =]

Apologise that my stomach don't feel well X.X So cannot compose that much today =[ Moreover tomorrow I had to attend my CCA =[ Or else my officer will nag at me =[ They will use my promotion to press me down X.X This is them =] That's why I am so hoping that I don't promote to higher ranking X.X The more superior you are, the more duty you will encounter X.X It is very sulky ! After my CCA, I will just run back home without staying X.X Can't be bother with my CCA though exams are over =[ Seriously X.X

Okay.. That's it =] See you guys after the weekends then =] Stay fit and healthy =]

Origami =]

Today woke up at 6.04am =] Took a shower and felt refreshing though it was very freezing in the morning =]

Something I experimented =] Actually showering in the morning is a good idea =] It is because when your body sure to start heating up after your freezing sleep ;the moment you wakes up =] When heating takes place, for some other people, for example me, my face tends to get oilier than morning =[ Despite many times I washed my face, it will still produce a natural oil to protect my face =] I just weight the pros and cons of the oily base of your faces =] The advantage is that you are protect against sun that emits harmful rays so it is to prevent those Ultra Violet Rays(UVR) from direct contacting with your skin immediately =] The disadvantage is that your face gets so oily that it makes your pores filled with the natural oil, once your finger touches it, that's it =[ Fingers especially the nails are very filthy no matter how many times you washed it X.X I guessed that's the reason why our body produce this oil base for our faces =] You guys noticed that a lot of solution is for clearing oil base either for scalp or face, does not matter X.X Showering before going to school or office(when you are older) cools down your body temperature =] So there will not be a instant rise in your inner temperature X.X I think this is part of the reason... There's a lot more than that X.X I might be wrong =[ So don't penalise me =] Just a wild guess =]

Never mind, continueing from here =] Today's topic is about 'Origami' ... Not during ciriculum time of course XD During CCM(Conversation malay) =] I think I miss one part =] I will briefly describe my experienced for today or rather events that had took place =]

In the morning got my finalised results =] I am very proud with myself =] Note down the word 'MYSELF' ! Don't get the idea that I am trying to boast around X.X What for ? As long as I score high, I don't have to be arrogant =] People automatically will recognise or know =] No point anyway X.X It is only temporary.. It will go away some time =] Unless I maintain that standards or strive higher for better aggregates =] My mother tongue failed by 0.5 marks =[ I had already done my best so I should not feel depress about it =] Everybody has ups and downs =] Not everyone knows everything but we can learn as much as we can throughout the entire of our life until the day we rise into somewhere wonderful =] Will be working extra harder during my holidays =] A1 is my desire for english during the O's... Not only english ! I want everything A1 =] How fantastic it would be if I have all A1s =] Mother tongue at least a C5 ! =] Is a MUST =] I am going to make it happen =] My ambition will come true one day =] Everything will go as smooth as silk =] Okay I think that's enough =]

The batam thing was just a waste of time... Not going to talk about it X.X Strange and weird school of mine X.X

I will zoom to my origami session =] Actually it is not really origami =] No folding process so cannot say it is a origami =] It was just learning how to make a Ketupat using ribbons =] Very difficult ! So complicated =[ She said turn here turn there X.X I listen until my mind is so confuse X.X Even the teacher herself also got messed up when teaching us =] She said that she would teach us how to make one next monday =] She had lots of talent =] Numerous =]

That's it =] No more XD Don't be greedy =] Tomorrow then I will continue my adventure =] Is coming to an end soon =] I meant secondary two life =] Haha =] Work hard and strive high =] See you guys tomorrow XD