Memorandum~PiDan

Painful treats =[

2010-07-19T08:15:00.000-07:00

I was uncertain about it actually =[ Most of the time, I often got into troubles when interacting with someone =[ Tragic are bound to happen to me =[ I felt that why must be me =[ Am I supposed to learn something ? Probably ? I am unsure =[

All this recent occurrence , left me into deep sorrow =[ I hope that I will not suffer from depression =[ God bless =] Amen =[ Whenever, someone turned his tail to me =[ This unexplainable thoughts appear =[ I tend to remember every bits and pieces of bitter, painful and hurting events =[ Not blaming anyone here =[ So don't get flare up or else I will rebuke !

I am a extreme polarise person, mostly to the pessimism side =[ I really had great desire for all this to end once and for all =[ I failed through many attempts of trying to get rid of it =[ Am I supposed to learn a lesson and so as to teach me about life ? Maybe =[ If it is that so, then I have no comments =[

I don't want to ask ''why me questions'' as it is awfully erroneous thought to have =[ Everybody will hate the hell out of me if I start to ask that question =[ Especially people closest to me =[ I have great fear that I might lose someone eventually =[

Numerous nightmares could be the evidence for that =[ Can anyone, console me =[ ? Or else I had to do it on my own =[ I think God wants me to have a backbone and stand on my own feet =[ Over dependence will cause me to be lazy =[ Over convenience is not worth my becoming ignorant =[ I think everything is a skill =] Some which require time to set in and make amendments accordingly =]

As I am typing out =] I feel more relieved =] Felt the torture and painstaking feeling left my soul =] Some brilliant light is shining inside me =] Am grateful for that =] Whenever some thing turns sour, I will weep =[ Quite a sissy action =] But after I wept, I feel much better =] Cry out my bitterness rather than keeping inside until one day it overcomes you =] take over your entire body =] Next moment, you killed someone without even knowing you did it ... Very dangerous so therefore take earlier signs of it =] quickly adjust before it turns permanent =]

Thank you Lord =] My everlasting healer and forgiver =] Your grace had touched me =] your almighty hands brings me closer to success XD Amen =] Tomorrow will be a great day =]

Love today and more tomorrow =]

I end off with a........ SMILE =]

After Believe the musical ends...

2010-07-14T05:59:00.000-07:00

I was pretty missing =[ It is memorable XD All the happy and crazy moments we had =] Although many things had happened during the period of rehearsals, still it is thrilling and enriching =] Never thought I could performed well without having me being nervous on the stage =] In fact, I was enjoying each scenes that just come and goes =] I would rather be on the stage then backstage as I felt more nervous -.- Never mind =] Glad that it is over =] I had time to re-focus on what my future plannings might be =] Back then, the progress of the musical left me negligible amount of time to complete my assignments and the next moment it is another day =[ It was rather scary ,especially when mid year examinations are drawing so close !! Yet, I still turned up for rehearsals =] I scored among the top three =] I am proud of myself =] Thank God for his wisdom =] Able to concentrate well during the progress of the examinations =]

Speaking about the amount of challenges I went through =] It was rather challenging for me to cope with my emotions, homeworks, rehearsals and rest time =] Fortunately, I am sought of a fast learner =] Able to absorb quick enough to understand the context of the topic =] There were ups and downs =] Not completely ups as many things actually did happen that I was not expecting for it =] Some times, I criticise myself =[ But later on, I realised that I was insane =] Thank for the social books I read that gave me confidence to confront people whom I am afraid of approaching =] A little discovery of my own growth that I had somewhat changed my attitude towards anything =] I am enthusiastic in learning new stuff, the tougher the more exciting it turn up to be =] It is great achievement I had made so far =] Most importantly, I had done my parents proud =] Not crowing here -.- Just to give thanks to God who is behind all this successes =] Exult God and it will multiply =] Thanks to Mr Alex who had nurtured me =]

I am glad and contented that there are people out there watching me =] The moment I break lose of that chain with them, that's the end of me =[ As nobody bother about me =[ Actually, everyhing is always some thing to do with your mentality =] What you think is what you get =] It can be benefitting or devastating =] There is a choice =] I have to learn to be truthful to myself =] Acceptance is power =] I will always remember that =]

Term Three started out well =] I was transferred to another class for mother tongue lesson =] I not sure whether it will be helpful or erroneous to me =] Generally, that class is just full of complains and arguing .______.ll Not sure how long can the mother tongue teacher withstand those sparking remarks ._. I find them ignorant and annoying... Seriously, no self-control, discipline not only to the teacher but towards themselves -.- Lousy attitude .__.ll God Bless them -.-

Apart from that, pur history teacher also changed into a monotonuous teacher -.- He is short-tempered, impatient and lazy .___.ll What kind of teacher is he -.- Probably not worth my respect for him -.- Had him for social studies period ._. Crap ! totally ruined my interest for Social studies =.= Not sure what is happenning to the school system -.- quite retarded actually =] Expelling all the experienced teachers and hiring new ones -- No idea or how to motivate the students =] The school reputation is going to be down flat sooner or later ._. The language teachers are far from what I expected them to be -.-

Never mind, Enoguh of all this nonsense. Grab the certificate and leave =] Never return XD
HAHAHAHAHAS !!!

Having a gathering for cast party this saturday and attending birthday parties at my friend's place =] COOL! =] After this month =] Going for a holiday to GENTING =] Somewhere new and cooling =] Thank God for that =] Loving every moment I have with my friends =] Appreciating whatever that is within my reach =]

All the mendings and healings were the cause of God 's grace =] Thank you LORD =] I am beginning to see light after so crawling through a dark tunnel =] This experienced impacted me greatly =] Never forget about this experienced =] Maybe I should use the strong determination of mine and prioritise on my work =] That way, I can captivate myself =]

Just believe, like I believe in myself =]

I end of with a... SMILE =]

Realisation

2010-07-03T09:01:00.000-07:00

I discovered something truthful about myself =] I only care for myself which is utterly selfish... I always put others after me =[ The law is totally controversial ... Is when I begin to express and show concern and love for others then they will be nice to me =]

There is practically no doubt that I was the one behind all my erroneous act ... Life is not so much about me only =[ It is about everyone, each and everyone of the entire globe =] I always thought to myself that Nobody will care about me or sympathy my feelings ... Which is also completely false =[ I just did not accept their care instead I am rejecting as I resent =[ All the while the universe seems to be signalling me by throwing pebbles at me =[ Whenever I opposed, it will increase in its size and effect =[ Probably when I was down for no reason, it was actually a sledgehammer that just struck my mind =[ If I perpetuate, a sizable boulder will land straight on my head that's when I am under condemnation =[

What I am saying here is that seeking happiness begins with me myself as a loner =] I have absolutely nothing but from there, step by step, maybe I start to resolve all my old and childish problems/Acts to attract attention =] The moment I gain confidence each time I succeeded =] I will be bold enough to step ahead to happiness !! =] I was just dreaming and wishing ...

What I need is acceptance =] I accept where I am - Position, physical appearance, knowledge, wisdom, etc. =] Acceptance may seem like a key to the next level =] Ya, it's true =] By the way, I taken all this from a book =] Lovely =] Happiness in a Nutshell =]

Oh yeah one more thing, jealousy =] A very provoking and irritating sense ... Those of you who experience should know =] It always starts from minor situation =] Small is big ... This phrase to me is important =] It will lead me on further =] I got them from Nanotechnology =] Interesting subject to talk about =]

Never mind =] Enough about my desires =] Come to think about it =] I have probably pursuing Science courses as my choice =] It is very much matching with my current curiosity about things =] Any scientific terms, I am ready to research about it =] I will get too engross over it and every I go, I will see them =] That's how I memorise things =] Especially science =] Hearing people speaking or discussing about it =] hahas =]

I met Xiang today =] That's my greatest realisation !! We were out and were playing table tennis together =] While we were playing, a topic came right into my head =] So I started sharing it =] Which is life ! =] He told me many things he did in China =] One of the village near the coast area =] He told me how terrible it is when it is during winter season whereby it is chilling and will get a frostbite ._. The education there is very limited =[ Expensive too =[ No additional resources given =[ No allowance =[ Practically nothing but he himself and his kins or friends =] Retrospection, I had so many things within reach =] I had a personal computer and laptop , I have allowance just right for the entire week , I got my own room, my house is filled with furniture, I have Healthy paternal grandparents, still alive maternal grandparents, Wonderful parents, I got a bed to sleep on, I have a printer, an arc mouse, almost everything I need =[ Yet ! I still complain about this and that =[ This is the part where by I am apologising to all my peers or whoever whom I had groused on =[ Especially to my parents and closer ones =[ Sorry for my insensibility and immature act =[ I will change my thoughts =]

Thank God for everything =] I received more than enough =] It is overflowing the abundance of grace from GOD =] Amen !! Maybe I need to change my thinking towards anything I seen or heard from =] Praise God today rehearsal, there was almost zero comment about my performance =] Which I doubt so but I just accept it =]

Maturity is an essential part of life =] Which is something I need to develop it slowly =] There will not be instantaneous results but it will gradually turns into daily routine =]

I will sign off here =]

I end off with a ....... SMILE =]

I feel the togetherness !!

2010-06-04T08:39:00.000-07:00

Today is the day I finally found a slightly closer bonding with the Gang members =] Cool =] Means I had got rid of some fear inside me =] As you know I am a timid person ! =] Thank God =] Praise him =]

At least, I am not alienated any more =] I don't want to be who I am any more =] Sounds like the lyrics !! =] Any way you can buy tickets through me =] you will get a 10% discount for every ticket, specifically for students =] *I know I am typing to myself* =] Hahas =] Whatever !!

I am mood shifter ! =] I found a good solution to enhance my focusing and concentration skill =] Just ignore those who I don't really wish to talk to =] Mainly, closer to me =] It is complicated lah ! =] Never mind =]

Material science course is over =[ Ended so soon =[ Miss Mr Andy a lot =] One of the better lecturer in RP =] Although his ranking is not at there, he is able to perform well and carry on =] Humorous person =] He emphasised on socialising with people a lot =] He kept re-arranging our group so I managed to make some new friends from the express stream =] Good move =] I am pretty active although feeling lethargic =[ Insufficient sleep =] Hahas !! God bless him =] Amen !

I really need to make a gentle reminder to myself not to criticise myself =] I really hate suffering under condemnation =[ It is quite inevitable that is why I need God to guide me =] My life is getting livelier and *higher* =] I mingled with quite a few people who had been my fear to approach =] I broke through it finally =] Open up my 14 years of complete sealed mouth =] I feel more satisfied =] I fulfill some challenges =] YEAH MAN ! =]

Life is marvellous =] I get to see the magnificent kaleidoscope sky or nature =] It is very thrilling =] For the reason, I am enthusiastic about all this =] I tend to express myself out more =]

I still finding someone who is interested and enthusiastic like me =] My dream and Goal in my life =] I definitely will meet that person =] Female or male does not matter =] I don't have such friends still =[ NONE ! ZERO ! All have different views and ambition =[ Go ahead with your whatever =] XD THere is still so many more milestones =] Patience =]

EVERYDAY IS GOING TO BE A EXCITING DAY =] TO LEARN !

Don't be offended =] Go on with whatever you yearn for =]

I end off with a.... SMILE =]

Lonely ? Does it bothers ?

2010-06-03T05:56:00.000-07:00

For me, I am quite an EMO person... Generally not favourable to the others =] Hahas but never mind, hope it will get better after some time =] Amen !

Well, I am quite a demanding person =[ For instance, I expect people to treat me well ! I know it is impossible if I do not even take the first step to treat people nicely at first =[ Guess that is me !

I talked to Yu lun during our break time in Republic Polytechnic- I am having a 5-day course work (Material Science) =] Yu lun and I actually have quite similar characteristic =] I promised not to leak the message so I shall not =] By the way, that is the best way to maintain trust in one another =] At least for me =]

I loved my lecturer =] He is quite a decent looking guy =] He is very knowledgeable in his own particular subject and mathematics too =] Maybe I should learn to speak like him =] Mr Andy =] A brilliant teacher =] He taught us efficiently =] He even helped me in my assignments ; mainly science and mathematics =] I am thankful and grateful for his time spend to help me solve the problems =] *Especially during his break time* =] He is a sympathetic person =] He has deep feelings for those special category type of people which needs extra attention and care =]

Milfirt who is in our group often been despised and asked to shut his mouth up whenever he tries to inquire something ._. Mr Andy gave a stern look at the class .... There was moment of seriousness ! Quite scary -.- After the class ended, Milfirt bolted out of the class and Mr andy stopped us from leaving the room ... He talked to us about special people =] Like I mentioned earlier he is a sympathetic person so he gave us more scenario of the cruelty being displayed by humans ... His tone increased as he speaks further =] HE is very careful with himself as he can control his anger and frustration quite well =]

This teacher has quite a unique type of personality =] He looks quite like a drama actor =] Good looking guy =] Bright career =] He always ask me if I had any problems with my maths or science... Since the first day I stepped into the class =] Cool ! From what I see, seldom there is such teachers around =]

I am out of my main topic here ! -.- Distracted =] Sudden thoughts of mine =] I feel great when I praise other people but myself ! lol =]

Back to my main theme =] I mean I have this extremely weird jealousy of people that is very close to me ! IT has been haunting me all day long =[ I prayed to God to cleanse me and it is working but somehow it is still in my mind =[ What did I do to avoid such situation ? I just avoid that person and not communicating to him/her... I find more happiness when I am not with anyone close to me =] IT causes me not to think about that person =]

During the process of rehearsal, I am quite alone =] Not blaming them but myself =] Hahas Mostly, I will just go home if I have the chance to =] The strongest weakness I had with my closer friends is that interest ! I love astronomy and everything that associates with science or nature, while the other person likes IT and design -.- Two different types ! Difficult for me =[ Therefore, lack of interest =] See the linking and connection problem ? =[ Never mind about that =]

I guess I will end off here =] I better not carry on or else I will be sued for insulting and critising IT lovers =] Seriously no offend, just an example =] Go ahead and love your IT while I enjoy the nature =] Tomorrow, tt will be a marvellous and thrilling day =] Amen ! Amen ! =] I should care for myself more instead of caring about others =] Selfish but I have no other choice =]

I will end off with a........ SMILE =]

Adult Empire

2010-05-15T08:42:00.000-07:00

Today went for a late Mother's Day celebration =] Nevertheless, I had a great time with them =] I was able to understand my parents more and relate to them .... I discovered that I had numerous of disagreement and objections towards their statement... I realised it was might be the gap interval between us was ultimately long =[ We were chatting about Christianity, I refused to say anything about my religion or should I say relation with God ? =]

Majority of my relatives and kins are all Buddhist ... I find difficult to understand explain... They told me to feel free to speak ! Okay so I continued and insisted a long ! Never mind, we dropped the subject after a while -.- THe longer it drags, it became seemingly complicated, I did not want a happy dinner to be a devastating one ....

Next they asked about me, generally what I am thinking about ! My head was blank for a moment, then started pondering =] Follow on, they questioned me, how do I deal with it ? The question they ask has never occurred to me ! I was wondering so much thing had happened... Without fail, everything that I spotted were not pleasant ones ! Usually are those guilt and jealousy !

Well, I had stopped being a atrocious person... Living my life blindly as I move on ! Retrospecting, I had lots of evidence to prove that I am found guilty of.... Countless ! My mum was worried so told me not to think so much ! I was frustrated but kept cool, so replied to her that some things I need to think more about it ! IT really concerns my future .... Who is going feed me ?

Okay lah, She told me to release all my grudges ! I had already set them free the yesterday =] A New beginning of me =] Some thing strange about my parents is that they dislike me being over grown ! Their opinion including my Aunt's were that live the Teenage life like normal teenagers do ! WOW ! Fantastic is not it ? Interesting background !

I know what they are trying to signal me but planning really needs to start now ! I am 14 going to 15 this year ! Nobody except God will help me ! Never anyone ! So far.... Minor , YEs ! Major , no ! Not neglecting previous year, one did =] He changed my entire life upside down =] I felt that he is the one who can show me what life brings ! Now ?! Forget it, everyone is busy ! Not comparing here, not complaining ! It jsut feel not upright !

This year, I am all a lone ! Deal with my own disasters ! Everytime it felt like a pebble been thrown at me ... MY Aunt shared with me an interesting theory =] She pointed out to the cup XD She continued, '' If we hold the cup for a few moment, It does not feel heavy at all. After 12 hours, the weight of the cup will be there ! '' She told me why not let go your inner complexity ! Just like letting go the cup =] It is tough for me ! I am quite stubborn at certain times !

Now looking at my progress ! I had succeeded a little =] Promoting from NT to NA ! Getting all my work and assignments done =] Able to write a long full written english text ! It takes time ! Today I am able to sit here typing out all this with conciousness ! A little la ! Not many ! Hahas ! Never mind ! Who gives a damn ! I am the reader and author ! Nobody else except me XD

Adults are very strange and unique personality.... Some hope their sons and daughters to be mature and think steadfastly with logical sense, some giving freedom .... My parents don't expect much of me but I have expectation of myself ! Quite high =] Fulfilling it is my duty and my goal XD I will rejoice whenever I achieve it ! Not stopping there, I persist =] Some things I did not think so much ! I am careful here ! Not everything I had persisted ! I want to change it around ! I want it to be appear in everything ! =] Nothing more nothing less =]

Encountering Adults' mind is extremely tedious ! Sad that my parents think that I am thinking too much for my future ! Haiz ! I will just continue leading myself to a better and righteous life =] That's the wat I should be =] Optimistic person =] Believe in God, He is almighty ! Praise him forgiving me life and such a wonderful mind =]

I will stop here,
Gerwin

I end off with a SMILE =]

A New Beginning

2010-05-14T10:00:00.001-07:00

I slowly discovering what really held me back in my past 14 years and Five months... All the while, I had been lying to myself and gave up so many opportunities to nurture myself =[ I will not blame my parents or anyone ! I blame myself for all this lawless deeds... I did not have any limitations at all ! Online gaming seemed to me as my daily routine ! Whatever the games are, it's still a form of virtual image ! Those usually procrastinates all my work !

I had been lazy and refused to accept people advice ! Yes, some went deep into my thoughts but mostly were ignored or not giving two hoots about it ! Books, movies or any other form of communication, shown or told me to be optimistic ! Hahas, some of which did exist in my daily life now ! Those mental strength and inner emotional control =]

Seriously, I did find it tough at the start but as it moves along the milestones I had embark... It gradually became enlighten =] EVERYTHING requires time and effort =] Minor or major not important as long as I BELIEVE I can, it will be =] In Jesus name =] Amen !

I have my dignity and pride for myself =] I vow today will be the mark of my journey to become a successful person in life =] Brilliant is it ? When you start praising yourself more, you feel the evil intensity automatically leave your soul =]

My point of view is that no matter whatever the problems or setbacks are, I should not have let it go ! As in give up =[ Nobody can help me including God if I don't help myself ! =] Mind is a powerful tool that can either generate disastrous and devastating results or benefiting and joyous results =] My mind is within my control =]

I am going to be from nobody to a somebody =] Nothing shall stop me or refrain me from achieving that ! I certainly worth more than any of you guys think ! I will not torture myself anymore ! I will love myself to the degree that I will surpass all my love for anyone I had in my life ! Simply, no one do not care if I live or die or suffer =]

This is my first fucking ever time, typing and meaning my words or text ! I am solemnly changing... It is unbearable and painful.... I can't watch my life pass by ! In the end, I gain nothing and I will appreciate nothing, absolutely zero !

I don't give a freaking damn thing anyone going to boast about ! Go ahead and crow ! I am too obstinate to believe that I am not far away from anyone ! I can make it ! =]

My past post are just illusions and imaginations I had ! =] A new Beginning will mark all my words ! =]

I will stop going online gaming ! I will find meaningful and productive work that will cause my mind to process ! =] I will start training myself, shift my emotions constantly in specific areas =] IF I had nothing good to say, I will just shut my fucking mouth up ! =] I promised !

All this things I pray in Jesus name. Amen! Hallelujah !

I end of with a BROAD SMILE =]

What's wrong with me !?

2010-05-13T02:36:00.000-07:00

Am I ignorant ? Am I irritating ? Do I have a sharp tongue ? Do you guys find me complicated to talk to ? Must I be good looking then you guys will accept me ? This are the mere possibilities that may cause all this ...

Yaya, I admit not good looking, so what ? Well, I discover that in this blog, there is not a single soul... In fact, I am talking to myself ? Ya ! I am insane !

I guessed God wants me to do something about it =[ Pondering about all this will not help me, instead it refrains me from getting a long with you guys ....

Okay, Enough of this rantings... I would possibly scare off readers of my blog =] I will stay positive =] I just got to get on my own feet and start searching for something meaningful.... All this little distractions are just pissing me off XD I don't want to compete anymore, I don't want to compare anymore ! I am who I am ! My limitation has been set !

I don't why people talks to me and leave me alone for the rest of the fucking life of mine.... Am I a toy to you guys !? No, I must not let anymore treat me like this ! Neither I shall criticise myself =] I think that is the best way that I can released all the condemnation inside me =]

It's bitter and painful... It is not worthwhile to think about .... I always dreaming and wishing someone ! Anyone can come to me and ask me concerning question ! Please ! Knowing that it is impossible X.X I still want =] My spirit must be strong !

Since I am this Musical ! I will make use of the powerful morality of it to enhance and nurture me ! That's what all those people are posting out there in facebook =] Believe and Believe ! I believe somebody will come to me =] In Jesus name, Amen ! =]

My post will end here,
Gerwin

I end off with a.... SMILE =]

Lost ?

2010-05-11T05:46:00.000-07:00

I am ball in the high wheats.... Every time the wind blows, I will just follow along.... There is zero value and meaning in every where I go =[

I get a double whammy whenever I am in school and outside of school.... I don't exactly know the reason but thoughts that struck me( Negative) usually cause that ... When I don't talk, not because I am depressed !

That's the problem with me, all the while fear and condemnation takes place ! I have no self-assurance that it will be fine ! None of you guys will be able to help me, only God does... Every week, I always seeking for something that would be beneficial for me ! It's quite tough !

There is still a lot more to learn... Journey does not stop ! Just like the Sun ... It will never stop burning and shining.... All this hysterical people thinks the Sun will just eventually stops burning ! Crap lol... Day after day, meteorites struck the Sun numerous times, various shapes and sizes...

I am enthusiastic about climate changes =] It makes me wonder and think XD Realising that it is the only think that could satisfy myself, I will continue to search for relevant details XD Who knows I might be interested to take in the career as a meteorologist or scientist ! =] I will follow my heart whenever it takes me, where the wind blows, I will follow ! If no one supports me , I will stand on my feet and support myself.

This musical had impacted me...Ever since I step my foot into the rehearsal hall, numerous problems and setbacks bombarded me ! I am very grateful for those who taught me the steps =] Hahas will not neglect the help of my peers in Believe the musical =]

I think I will stop my post here...

Gerwin

I end off with a... SMILE =]

Who Am I ?

2010-05-10T06:55:00.000-07:00

I am a little emotionally affected today... It had been lasting for at least Three Months straight I have this complex mindset of mine =[ It was extremely tough for me =[ Every time I felt like giving up =[ Seriously !! No Kidding !! God who loves me, does not wish to see me condemn, he whispered in me to read about Ministry of Death and Deepest root is Condemnation by Joseph Prince's Destined to Reign =]

It was rather true that I was under that circumstances to perform such thoughts in me =[ I had plenty to say... I wanted to avoid anyone from noticing it =[ I kept cool ! Life still seemed complicated but that's the way it is =[ It's inevitable ! I had to face it =[ This year has been my first Painstaking start =[ It was unbearable =[ The extreme condemnation inside me ! I cried day and night when I was a lone =[ Humming songs under my breath... All the while was depressed and wished I could reverse the time =[ I could not and it is impossible =[

YAYA ! You guys can keep giving comments and recommendations about being positive !! You guys only know how to say it but not doing it ! You try being under this pressure.... I bet you will not believe it and just suicide if you can !

On April 28th, a miracle finally arrived =[ Am I pleased ? Of course !! I was relieved ! I felt the devil that possessed in me, left automatically once I started realising that God was behind all this =] Praise the Lord ! Amen =]

Without knowing that God tries to remove me from the evil temptation ! I insisted on siding the devil but not God =[ Wretch person of me =[ Since Jesus came, his blood cleansed me whole and healed =] Thank God for his mercy =] I am living a better life right now =] Although examinations are around, I know God has finished the work and I am just doing his finished work =]

I love being a Believer =] IT leads to better living and lesser resentments =] That's why I am in this production ''BELIEVE'' =] Now I know what was holding me back =]

Today I am able to express myself to you is because of my personal rejoicing with God =] Hahas =]

It might seem to you that all doubts had been cleared... There is only a little bitterness in school and I seriously hate it !! A slight twist and that's the end ! Great ! Losing friends and love ones is the most heart breaking experience ! I had them once but it was put to an end =]

There's goes the saying Who Am I to judge ? I just an ordinary person who believe righteously in Jesus's Finished work on the cross and I am healed wholeness =] I have zero authority in any position ... In this production, I am generally a youngest in the entire cast and crew. We all start small =] Right believing leads to right living and living righteously ! =]

Although setbacks might seem troublesome and afflicting, knowing that giving up is the lousiest excuse, why not just bear the grudges and live like normal ? I should have ask that to myself 4 months ago...

Musical is drawing near =] I am nervous XD Hahas First biggest project, First experience, First major setbacks and First mendings of my personal problems !!

I learned the most this year ! Regardless of whatever had happened, you know most important you must not criticise yourself(myself) . Example ; not good Looking, a little fat, pudgy or whatever imperfection, Never ever fall short of yourself =]

I will close here,

Gerwin

I end off with a..... SMILE =]

Things slowly to better =]

2010-04-20T05:13:00.000-07:00

It has been long since I did not interact with my parents XD Today I did =] I know it sounded rather ridiculous but it was the fact =] My parents understood what I am undergoing =] They encouraged me and gave me advice to rest more when necessary =]

I always hope that my parents were stricter by all means =] Simply because I needed that lecture for me to be sturdy =] I starting to realise how important family bonding is =] As I always thought that my family will never understand my situation but I was absolutely wrong =] Through Christ, Grace gave me confidence to communicate with my parents =] There were truth follow up =] It is a little religious but too BAD ! =] Jesus my lord and Saviour had took all circumstances on the cross itself just to purify us (Healing) =] I began to feel his holiness and blessings =] Each time I felt like giving up, He gave me solution to overcome the setback in a condition that I (Myself) want to accept it =]

I bought the book Destined to Reign =] It taught me useful tips to be a believer and worshiper of God =] There are two different main factor which is Law and Grace =] The book written : We cannot mix Law with Grace as it is like adding ferment wine into new wine. Grace is Grace, Laws are Laws =] Two separate main points =] Grace will flow when Law is forbidden =] I chose Grace =] It will make me Reign in life XD I guessed I was too excited =]

Well, I am starting cheer myself up and compare myself with Jesus's love for me =] His heavenly father agreed to send him down to the mortal and suffered all condemnation and sins from us. From there on, people sins were forgiven =] Amazing Grace =] Something which was undeserved and unmerited favors =]

I will close here =] I believe (For me) All work is finished at the cross so I can rest from work =] Striving to hard will bring no benefits =] Certain things =] It is like chasing rainbows which you know it is impossible as it is refraction of light =] Tiny water droplets were subjected under the sunlight to produce magnificent spectrum of colours which symbolises 'Rest' ! =] Seven is a holiest number XD

Notice when I Smile =] Seven colours appears XD Cry three so Smile better =]

I end with a...... SMILE =]

Resurection

2010-04-19T07:02:00.000-07:00

Hi there ! I know my blog has been dead for a term =] I had no spare time to write or rather lazy =] I had many rehearsals and other activities (Unimportant ones !) so I tangled up my time =[ Every time I tried to encourage myself to start writing out to express myself and at the same time improve on my composition sentence structure =] Now I will go according to weekly basis =]

It had been a dramatical roller coaster journey =[ Many mishaps occurred =[ Trying to be optimistic was the most complicated job =[ Yes, I deserved it due to my ignorant act =[ It was disheartening to watch people leave me =[ I never expected that really impact my daily life =[ All day long, I had been pondering over all this nonsensical thoughts that only disrupts me in learning (General reflection) =[ I felt that why I had to be the victim ? Well, I agree with Mr Alex that Life is not fair =] I must admit it... I personally experienced it =]

Forget about my previous post =] Now come to the main topic =] Resurrection ? To what ? Not to the blog! It was certainly for me ! I need to refresh my thoughts =] I prayed in Jesus name that He will cleanse me =] Many miracles or unknowing things happenings =] You think I was the only one behind all this ! No! It was with Christ that my life changes drastically =] Pastor Joseph Prince Preached on Doctrines and Words of God =] I am interested as it was meaningful to life =] It had great effect on me =] Grace and truth are together =] He taught me through preaching on various beneficial Words of God. It transformed me into better self-confidence and self-worthiness =]

The one thing that I will never forget is, whatever anyone cast aspersions on me or persecutes me or talk back behind me or whatever means to intimidate me, their word carries zero power as I am the one who will bring vitality and clarity to the words coming from others =] Simply means, I am the only who can control my own emotions and beliefs =]

I think that's about all =] Hope you guys would realise why I stayed silent in the middle of nowhere =] Argh ! Don't bother me better ! I am insane =] Instant changes in my facial expression =]

I end off with a...... Cry

Annoyed by her !

2010-02-04T05:05:00.000-08:00

Why Sort of disturbed ?

Simply because whatever she said does not make any common sense to me ! For example: She told us specifically that not to write more than two pages full of context if not she will not understand the story line of your composition. It's completely insane right ! As a language teacher, she must be more superior in her subject ! Not complaining about being oblivious ! I had lots of disagreement with whatever she spoke for the past four weeks ! There was another case that happened today which made me confused ! She rebuked us for not reading books but when I started reading, she said that I am straining my eyes ! WT* was she trying to signal me ? Crap la ! Seriously, I am extremely disappointed with her progress ! She almost failed as a Language teacher ! She is not a professionally trained teacher. She just deliberately abusing her own powers to try to impress me by using complex words without making any meaning to it at all ! Well, to put in it a easier way, she just trying to pretend that we as the whole class will be astonished to the way she interact with complicated words which does not make a single sense at all !

She taught us Syllables and pronunciation of words today ! WoW ! Awesome, 100 marks given to her lol ! I really regret that Mr Alex left teh school =[ Now I know what he meant by other characteristic of teachers =] I had deep thoughts that this year and the following year will be quite a traumatic experience for the classes being taught be HER =[

Well, simple saying, An Absense of something makes you recall and regret greatly =[ Mostly we take things for granted =[ Including me, opportunities given but not taken in as a challenge =[ More homework does not mean that the teachers are cruel =] We as a whole have to realise that all this are beneficial towards our O's ! I didn't want to mention about N's because it's really a huge interval between the context of the question, it will be At least ten times more complicated than the N's as to compared with the O's =] I don't wish to let time flies and absorbing absolutely zero ! I agree with Mrs Smahon that 'Every moment counts' ! We have to sometimes interpret deeper and generates positive remarks of that person =] It makes everyone have a broader smile on their faces =] She has to make an attempt to change her techniques to communicate and transfer knowledge from her to us ! Both parties must evenly change =] You guys are with me ? =] I always wanted to express to her what I feel about her ! It isn't easy to opinion on others effort which they didn't ask from us =[ I had load of things want to share with her to improve the condition just finding for the right time and place to do it =] I still regard her as an elderly despite of her background and character =]

There was a part where by I totally objected ! Not all teachers always gain victory ! Students have some priority on sounding their concerns =] We pay for the teacher to come and share their knowledge with us so we have the every right to comment ! Of course in a proper and poilte way =] I must say Mrs Smahon really just spit whatever she wants in her mind without further hesitation ! =[ Gosh ! Perhaps I raised too much of her =]

Basketball ! :

Hahas just a short paragraph here =] Sleepy and exhausted !

Basically I just summarise the entire event =] We just played for three hours of basketball =] It was fun though XD Hahas I acquire the truth now =] Chin Yong's girlfriend revelation appears as quite a miraculous choice -.- He perpetuates on with that Girl from 3A2 -.- Haiz ! No comments LOL =] Jia hui seemed upset today, for certain and private reason =]

I end off with a.............. SMILE =]

She fails one after another...

2010-02-03T04:50:00.000-08:00

Reason towards her failure :

I failed to perceive her as a proper english teacher =[ Simply because she still does not understand the needs of both classes 3A1 and 3A2.... Despite so many rumours spreading from a class to another class, she still don't understand the situation going about. It has been four weeks from the start of the year, we supposed to be doing comprehensions and compositions... but she subsequently wasted time on creativity and disciplinary in her lessons itself... There are a total of 6 hours every week just for english alone... In that period of time, numerous learning can take place... She kept screaming and shouting regardless of whatever she's doing... Well, I appreciate her teachings a lot but not in this manner... Though her lessons are more or less meaningful but it does not appear in examinations ! She gradually upsets plenty of students leading to disputes in her lessons... who to blame and who is in fault ? She is the majority one who created all this miraculous problems -.- I expected her to be more professional but seems like it is quite tedious job for her.... Anyway she has got to find her ways to help to improve on the condition =] Like Mrs Smahon said ''You must help yourself in order to succeed and achieve whatever is your desires or ambitions''. Now I am returning back to her in a rephrase statement ''You must learn to stimulate students in order to attain others attention towards your teachings''. Makes absolute sense =] We do our part as a student and she must also follow what's needed to look forward to a better class and stronger bondings with the students themselves =]

Well, I just hope she discovers the requirements of us soon ... I will not let the matter continuously getting worsen to the point that we totally give up on her... That's when hatred comes and probably stays permenantly within us =[ May she realise the truth from me to her as soons as possible =] God bless ! Amen =]

Discussion of her Ends here :

Let's not interact in this way =] It is a terrible thign to do behind other people =] Well, I will not possibly wait for her to notice the true colour of the students =] I will begin on my own =] I believe I can obtain a A2 at the end of this year =] Knowing the result is virtual, I will strive harder to score for A1 =] The O's will determine how much and far you had accumulate throughout this damn Four years of education... Not a Joke ! I solemnly speaking the truth =] I can feel the complication coming from my inner thoughts and feelings =] I have great fear on that, so to prevent it from revealing, my journey towards the O's begins where I am sitting now =] I will start counting the days to the O's =] Well, impossible is nothing =]

The school on the other hand, is another major problem I discover ! All this load of crap meetings are just trying to accelerate the hour hand quickly -.- It is just a total waste of time and effort -.- Morever this year is a streaming year ! It is either you fail and remain or pass and go forward =] I rather not attend the rehearsals and fail my exams, instead stay at home and start revising over and over again =] Even If I entirely understand, I shall not be arrogant and continue working ! Arrogance blind yourself =]

Well, after all, the sixth sense I must be within me is FAITH =] Once faith surrounds me, everything will be moving smoothly =] I believe God will guide me along throughout my lessons or test =] I believe he is with me where ever I head to =] God does not attempt to even deceit mankinds =] He is trustworthy and full of righteousness =] Nobody can replace him =]

Well, I will end here =]

I end off with a.... SMILE =]

I spoilt my fan !

2010-01-27T02:12:00.000-08:00

Fan spoilt !?

Today, every period were double =[ It was like brain washing time =[ Many recaps of previous year syllabus =[ For chemistry and physics, both are completely foreign to me =[ Part of the chapter I understood but mostly blurred out =[ Slowly I am capturing what the teacher is explaining =] I am of course glad about that =[ I am not oblivous =] I am able remember certain things for years and still fresh in my head =] This few days, I was capricious =[ I left my book under the table but fortunately, I retrieved it back =[ After a few days, there again I left my file underneath the desk and just walked off the classroom without knowing =[ Once I am thrilled about something, I always forget those various location like underneath the desk which I placed my books =] Now of course it is gradually improving =] I will make an attempt to bend my spine and take a glance so as to ensure I don't leave anything behind =[ I get worried easily =[ Especially those notebooks and important stuff =[

My church said ''Worrying causes the pipe to be strangled!'' Meaning to say that the pipe is flowing calmness but because of my emotional anxiety, I am actually strangling the pipe which provide me the necessary wisdom and clarity =] It has been provided by God =] So we can't blame the God for not giving us the things we did not see =] The church services really teaches us many meaningful scenario and cruxial knowledge about the Bible; God's words =] I started praying for goodness and guidance from God when I was moody and depressed =] The following day, I had no recalls upon my yesterday's sobbers =] I beginning to feel his existence =] There was another time whereby I lost my file which contains some confidential details on a hardcopy paper =] Not really important but just don't want it to be exposed to everyone else =] So I prayed to God and the following day I found my file at Mrs Smahon class =]

It was this Monday which we had double English periods with Mrs Smahon =] So I was engaged in my reading, totally had no idea of checking underneath the file =] So there was a sudden thought which I doubt it was my own personal thought. I began feeling for the file and I felt something, I was extremely relief at that moment of time =] I am very sure that God was the one behind all this =] Amen ! XD

You know how I was feeling just now? I was petrified when my fan screw couldn't be tighten =[ I was seeking for help but there weren't =[ Nobody was at home except me =[ It all happened like this : I was intending to wash the fan because it was covered with dirt so the vandilation seems blocked by the dirt =] I unscrewed the screw and I heard some crispy sound =[ That was the time whereby I was astonished ! The contents in the screw chipped off =[ Oh my Gosh LOL ! I am dead meat ! I started punching my father's number frantically and hopefully he will be able to pick up my call =[ I don't want to keep it from them (My parents)... After all, it is their property ! Finally, they gave me a call and asked me what's the matter =[ I was afraid of telling them the tragedy =[ I took in a deep breath and told them all about it =] They were silent for a few seconds and I felt peculiar =[ I thought they would have rebuked but instead they told me not to fearful =] I felt a calmness inside me after I spoken to them =] If there's a need to change the fan, I am willing to compensate =] All the while, I was the one using it so I am the one responsible for my facilities used =]

A phobia living inside me =[ :

There was something I feared of losing =[ Every night I always come about thos virtual imagination happening to me in future =[ I always hope that will not happen =[ I am afraid of losing someone =[ It is difficult for me to let that person leave me =[ He is my everything =[ I once was lost but that person was the one who grap me from my darkness and pull me out of that place with an absence of vitality =[ It is getting more real =[ I better stop posting before it comes true as our mind is a powerful generator =[ It makes everything revealed after some time =] So better stay optimistic XD

I will pray to God, hoping he will guide me along together to understand that person more =]

I end off with a........ SMILE =]

Losing rest =[

2010-01-19T04:20:00.000-08:00

Reasons for that( Losing Rest) :

Apologies for disappearing for a couple weeks without updating my blog =[ You guys could consider my blog as lonely... simply because I seriously dont have spare time to type out =[ I had plenty of thoughts and feelings in me =[ Just find it complicated to express out to my dear readers =[ My homework are exceedingly increasing from zero to four or five assignments instantaneously =[ It is quite terrifying to experience such condition suddenly =[ But it was expected early before I hit 2010 =] Challenges arises and problems overflowing =[ I am a little frustrated to the fact that I am always distracted by a subtle noise made by the surroundings =[ Especially while reading a storybook in the morning =[ The first moment I had it and just a few seconds later, someone raises their voice, I lost track of where I am =[ I have to cultivate the habit of focusing and concentrating =] I am quite glad that it is gradually improving XD There's nothing to panic or worry about as I can't control others mouth =[ It's their vocal so it depends on that particular person =] I am learning efficiently =] I am quite contented with my progress from 4th of January untill now =] At least I was able to absorb and understand whatever the teachers are emphasising =] Most wonderful thing is, Chemistry and Physics lessons are split into two different classes =] It is to enhance the ability to teach and eliminate as much doubts as possible from the students... For certain reason, our class is huge =] I am still getting the names and observing them closely =] I don't want to mix around with those trouble makers as it will end up miserably =]

Despite of exhaustion, I still generate nightmares, horrifying ones =[ It will result me in fatigue and tensions =[ Really attempted to calm myself down at night =[ It is tough =[ Apart from studies, I still have to attend rehearsals for Mr Alex Musical 'Believe' =] I don't want to disappoint him so I have to work intensively to train my vocal =[ As a first timer, there are numerous of mistakes made, so I have to constantly listen attentively and develop a sombre attitude towards learning =] Character ''Su Zi'', I am still investigating =] I do know what it actually means =] Other than that, I have to watch over my food intake =[ Simply because I have to protect my voice =]

Enough whining or neither grousing =[ I am just feel isolated =[ So just wanted to expose my inner thoughts to everyone =] Hoping you will response and receive useful information regarding my personal enigma =]

One more important fact =] Discovered I don't have anymore entertainments in my blog anymore ? It is just plain context =] Well, I can't resolve it so turn on your own favourite music instead and enjoy each and every part of my sharings =]

I end off with a..... SMILE =]

2010 Believe !

2010-01-13T05:10:00.000-08:00

My First Rehearsal =] :

Hahas =] Today post is about my first rehearsal before the up coming Musical ''Believe'' XD I was quite enthusiastic about the first rehearsal =] Nervous at the same time X.X Fortunately didn't fool around during the rehearsal moment =] I was concentrating and focusing on my weakness and strongest =] As I can't always looked at my weakness, it will cause a depressing expression upon myself, meaning that I don't have any well to speak about myself =] Although I learned from my mistakes, there are some point whereby I need to speak good of myself =] So as to avoid such confliction between my emotion and actions =] Once I start to acquire such pessimistic thoughts of myself, it is merely possible for me to absorb anything at the moment =]

Okay enough about that =] It is my first ever huge project that I ever participate in =] Actually I was persuaded by Mr Alex to join in the cast members =] He spoke to me numerous of benefit and he encourages me a lot =] But even through all his persuation, everything lies within me after all =] If I don't wish to take part, there's nothing Mr Alex could do as he is not God =] I had lost many marvellous opportunity to develop myself in many ways =] Always end up rejecting or giving excuses to get away with it =[ So I wasted so many chances, now I will seize every opportunity given to me =] It is not about the training that counts, it is my attitude that counts =] It is the main talent we all had in ourselves =] The talent is waiting for us to develop them into our future life =] Mr Alex told me an interesting story, God gave everyone of us a coin(as in talent). So the first guy, made use of it and ending up with 10 coins and the second fellow earned 5 coins, the last guy was terrible, he instead of nurturing it, he burried into the garden of his own... In the end, he remains only one coin, so he blamed God who did not give him the talent he prayed for... It is like slapping the God's face back, He gave us already and is waiting for us to react to it =] This year supposed to be the year of REST ! =] Not rest from work but rest in work =] They are both two seperate meaning =] Well, you guys will know when you attend church services =] They are extremely meaningful =] The number 7 is a number of perfection =] If you guys think that I am trying to deceive you, count the number of days in a week, how many colours are there in a rainbow, etc. =] It is scientifically proven =] We learned that through physics =] Surprising wonders =] Well, all I have to do is be attentive as well as practice more often when I have the spare time =] Oh I forgotten something Mr Alex told me when I asked him something about talent =] He told me ''At the end of the Musical, your talent is determined by your attitude you have during rehearsals'' =] It was awesome ! Meaning to say no matter how professional you are, if you are lack of discipline or narrowed thinker, you will never go far ahead than those who are committed in accepting others opinions and criticises =] So it all depends on your attitude towards learning =] Not only applies in musical rehearsals or concert, studies are important too =] The way we gain our knowledge of that particular subject is cruxial =] Once we have doubts and hatreds of the teacher, it will be impossible for us to absorb =] So better be conscious about our mindset =] Let you and me work towards our dreams =] BELIEVE 2010 will be the most prosperous and trouble-free new year =] Not too late to make adjustments =] XD

Oh yeah, I will be representing Sembawang Secondary, I am in charge of bringing crowd to Believe Musical from my own school =] So hope you will come to support us =]

Basketball with my peers =] :

I played basketball with Chun Liang, Xiang Xiang, Soon Chuan, Jedrek, Si Kai, Kenny Ng, Edwin Foo, Li Wei, Nicholas and Chin Yong today =] Had a joyous afternoon =] Though exhausted but thrilling =]

I hardly able to grab hold of the ball and score into the net =[ It makes me feel so useless but... I refused to look at that angle, it is just too ridiculous =] In a team, there are no such happening =] Everyone gives contribution in some point =] I mentioned previously on my blog's post =] Other people can look down on you but you must stand up for yourself =] So choosing to stand up for myself will give better concept of myself =]

It same applies to everyone in this whole society =] No one is perfect, neither you nor I =] So you can't expect someone to be perfect when you are not far beyong it =] You know who I am refering to (This is for my classmates) XD Certain things are negotiable and some things are not =] Cherish what we have now and appreciate it more so we can achieve better in future =] Happiness in Hard times =] Really a marvellous book and Informative book =] What Mrs Smahon said today is completely reasonable =] What we hear or see is distorted =] Simply because we take rumours and gossips too seriously, creating more suspicion on them, doubts will lead to lack of trust in other people =] Everything has a link =] Our body are connected together =] If you perceive me in lying again, try straining your eyes =] Why we obtain a headache after that =] That defines that everything is connected =] Alright Enough of everything =] I am tired =]

I end off with a....... SMILE =]

A slight converstion =]

2010-01-09T05:25:00.000-08:00

A conversation with Xiang Xiang :

Today after my CCA, I received a message from Jia hui and Lyn as they were asking me out to study in the library which made me shocked.... Well, my sentiments exactly, it turns out to be the controversy -.- Well, didn't expect that but at least done some of my mathematical sums =] It's the new beginning of the year, so meeting up with challenges is generally obvious =]

We left the library just an hour since I sat down and started solving my mathematical problem =[ Quite pathetic right ! Their persistence in studies are so limited -.- Well, never mind, it does not matter to me as they have their own reasons and excuses, it does matter to my precious 2010 time =] So we went to a foreign place named ''Fu Shan'', whatever the spelling as it it is new to me but not to them because they often hang around there for some sort of excitement =] I can't imagine myself playing Catching with one another -.- It's just like recalling my old image of me... Playful and making nuisance out of it =] Well, that was the past, work towards the future it's better =] Though it will be a permanent scar, but if with anticipating changes to my personality and characteristic, I believe the scar will recover =] Meaning to make it a positive tragic =] Being optimistic is yet to be tedious but manageable =] Always hearing others saying ''Be positive and don't be pessimism about our thoughts'' with ease ! Yes, true ! The resolution is HOW to become which make everyone giving up =] Like me, always believe the untruth then the realistic =] It's complicated =] Moreover, everyone hates people telling them how to react to certain problems =] It's interesting isn't it ? People go around telling how to live right where they are having a hard time trying to listen to others opinion of them =] Amazing =] Even me also get confuse!

Okay! Resuming my actual topic =] I was talking about Xiang and me chatting on the way back on the train =] We were communicating about our past studies and some private but not so =] I questioned him ''Do you speak with your family members ?'' He replied ''I do it often and especially my sister! Mostly ending up quarreling '' =] So he return my question. I was a little paralysis ''I don't have such exciting moments all the time but I do have doubts =]''. Not completely negative but there are some memorable time =] I always try remembering all the joyous time, it seems very complex thing to do.... This year I have many resolution apart from academics.... There are many inner setbacks that cause that to =] It's alright =] I made quite a good progress through a couple of years =] If not I will not be here telling my own personal historical moments -.-

I had many things to emphasise on but just find it complicated to say =]

I end off with a..... SMILE =]

My New sport =]

2010-01-08T05:30:00.000-08:00

Something unbelievable had been twist into one of my favourite =] :

Cool today post seems to be similar like what our ''Beloved'' teacher, Mrs Smahon, had interpret to us yesterday and today =] Hahas XD At first, I didn't expect that basketball was within my reach but slowly, playing a few rounds, I began to develop my interest in that particular sport =] That sport train us to jump high and higher co-ordination required while playing...

Well, I must confirm something that, everything we do starts with listening =] Hey ! You guys know something attracting on television advertisement hahas Prudential and their slogan is ''Always listening and something which I could not remember'' =] I think I got it ''Always listening and understanding'' just a rough estimation of the slogan =] Seriously, I couldn't say it is entirely the same meaning as what our English teacher has taught as it neither any disaster about that nor something joyous had happened in the beginning hahas =] It is quite an unexpected thing that something I usually dislike had been a controversy feeling -.- I actually do have a motivation when I started playing basketball =] My standing broad jump normally doesn't exceed 200 cm -.- So hopefully jumping will make my thigh muscles fitter and firmer =] Hahas =] I admit that when I play I usually act a little sloppy as in slow in reaction and weak -.- Not the first time someone had inform me that, maybe, couple of times already... So if I don't change the way I am, no one else would ! Meaning if I don't change the way I performed, probably will not see any changes upon my previous general performance.... =] I read a book which had taught values of life =] Many common thoughts and feelings were expressed in the book which many people being pessimism with their emotion and mindset =] Once, we had the determination of anything, our mind will work towards it ultimately =]

I spoken to Soon Chuan that, I don't know, he was finding some complication in generating ideas for mother tongue homework which also drive me crazy when I was doing... Fortunately, I wasn't insane after that -.- Amen ! =] I told him ''Our mind does not understand the meaning of I don't know''. Looking at the author's perspective in the book, I was in a state of dilemma... Of course we do understand fully on what is I don't know, just that the mind will never get it =] You know what I meant ? =] Never mind if you don't =] As I am also quite devastated =] I will reconstruct it =] but the meaning remains the same =] It is like a mental movie playing in our mind, example we are in an absent of everything that entertains you so you were obliged to find something else to do, ''I don't know what to do'' you said with ease =] But instead of doing nothing, your mind will starting working for something to substitute with our monotony of excitement =] There, I made a new affirmation =] Read it a few times, you will get it soon =] My English aren't difficult to interpret =]

Okay okay =] Enough of explanations =] Enjoy =]

I signed off with a.... SMILE =]

My Doubts are over !

2010-01-06T04:15:00.000-08:00

Fear that living inside me for a life time LONG :

Yesterday night, I made a terrible nightmare and causes me to toss and turn around the bed... This wasn't the first time I had nightmares that made me frightened to the point whereby I had to rise up from my bed, perspiring ! I aren't sure why my mind just couldn't relax... Everyone says I always look tenser than them... but I feel that I am not !! Though all this nightmares proven to me that it was caused by excessive use of my mind... No wonder it seems rather tough for me to post everytime I begin attempting to type =] Perhaps, it is because of my anxiety... Well, sharing to my dear readers as to give an relevant excuse why nowadays I seriously had some mental mermory blocked and somehow or rather it is still in my mind circulating but just can't recall at all ! It used to be that kind of stage whereby I couldn't even remember a single thing during a diagnostic test ! My mind went as blank as a clean sheet of paper... I slowly began to realised how it had affected me so much than I expected... I tend to calm down by watching some telly programs but it always end up having a sense of guilt inside me =[ Or I tend to focus and concentrate on whatever that was appearing on the screen of the television =[ Sadly, it became my habitual as in I just can't relax... Television programs creates a guilty feeling, or else it will force me to read the subtitles more often =] Despite my calmness never seems to rest in me but I had better yet to try to relax myself more often =[ It's either I overcome it or the fear living in me overtake my mindset... SO.... 2010 resolution to me is actually not exactly striving and soaring high for my grades, Inspite of whatever it takes, I am willing to commit myself relax =] It's a promised =] May God bless me XD Amen !!

All Doubts are Clearly revealed :

Hahas !! the first paragraph was not what my theme for today is about =] It is slightly related XD It's actually what I found out =]

So I will like to comprehend that all my new teachers are knowledgeable in his/her subject =] I failed to perceive them performing lousily in discipline issues hahas =] Specifically, I meant they have fullfilled my requirements =] How horrifying of me ! Judging the teachers without the teachers doubting me X.X It is for temperament only =] Hahas =] Preparing a long slip of recommendations and feedbacks =] AW! =] Although it is good to comment but have to go though the first procedure, which is politeness ! If I am not politeful enough, who would ever wants to take in my comments adn advices ! It is just logical =] Mankinds only listen when we are calm and polite, other situation, they usually will ignore or give a bad impression of that someone else XD Discovered I don't pinpoint anyone now ? As I realised no one is perfect, neither you nor I =] So who am I to judge people =] All of us aren't as superior as god =] Moreover He is the creator of the solar system =] I learned science chemistry =] They were explaining about atoms can't be located even with a microscope that magnifies 800 times but they still see nothing =] God is amazing =] He constructed the smallest matter in the whole universe =] Quite interesting =] Science stimulates and motivates us to use more of our imagination then any other subject =] Curiousity is a definitely a need if I want to become a scientist =] I used to have an ambition of becoming a famous scientist whom had notice some other thing =] After a long time, things changes from time to time XD Gradually I became more mature =] and so do everyone else =] Hahas =] whatever the case is, I love the way I am in now =] No regrets and no resentments =]

Description of my New Teachers :

Mrs Smahon, she's a very conscious teacher =] She does not want students to be in the state like her now =] So she would nurture us from what she had gone through =] some of my peers has a mindset with fraughts =[ So they will always never achieve what the unexpected was =] Hoping they will change and presevere more often, go forward and towards their ambition and desires XD May they rest assure they will succeed unless they willing to be optimistic XD Mr Foo, I have some inner feeling of him =] He is innovative =] There are certain parts which are censure XD It will offend the other party so better not to spread nonsensicals =] I believe that we should never judge a person by his look or his physical appearance =] The blinds and deafs have brighter life than those university graduated students =] Not a good reason to become like them =] They just showing us the possibility of surviving without hands, legs or mental disability ,etc. It shouldn't be the case whereby they can succeed but we are born with healthy body and illness-free and couldn't thrive for what we want =] In fact, it will be easier for us then them =] Work hard and rewards will be grand =] If you have a job, it is worth while to do it right =] Certain jobs I meant... Hahas that's about all =]

May God bless those who wish to succeed =] Amen !

I signed off with a..... SMILE =]

2010; My first Post

2010-01-05T04:44:00.000-08:00

EXPLANATORY =] :

It's been quite a while since I didn't post any scripts =] Though I didn't post for a short term but still I was yearning something interest me to start writing again =] Well, there were plenty of things to share about =] Just the matter of me wanting to type =] Hahas =] You guys starting to sense my laziness =] It's alright =] Anyway I am guilty about it =] I felt that I had kept my words =[ As in the first ever day I created my blog, it was thrilling to post =] Now, things changes pretty fast =] Neither me nor you can help it =] Time just comes and goes away =] 2009, my most outstanding year ever ! =] I am so proud of myself despite my appearance and whatever genetics problems =.= I went to New Creation Christian church and they taught me many things that I had never heard or seen before =] Their values is meaningful =] God really love us and he take cares of us =]

There was once whereby they were interacting about appearance =] Rich people impress people who don't cares =] I have no doubt he is talking about me =] So I begin to make a change, instead of letting my appearance take over me, I shall take over my appearance =] I know how we all look are important but not as important as our self-judgement =] I watch a few episodes of ''Together;channel Eight, 9pm drama'' =] She spoken in mother tongue language =] I will do the translation =] ''Though everybody criticises you but you can't look down on yourself =]''. It is crucial =] Once you start giving up, you have high risk of falling off the cliff =] Hahas =]

2010 Brand New Experience for you and me =] :

I met my teachers and so far they are generally capable and reliable =] I just hope that they could explain and interpret well =] Mostly are new teachers =] Well, my Language teacher was pretty strict =] My mother tongue teacher is stimulative =] Oh yeah, promoted to 3A1, entirely new class =] It does not make any differences as in whether or not you are in which class =] We are learning the same topic and structure to strive in our examination =] I have some close friends together with me still ! I am grateful for that ! Thank God =] If not I will be discovering my challenges and adventures all alone =[ Pretty sulky feeling =[

Well, I promised whatever circumstances or set backs, I will never give up ! WE ARE NEVER BEATEN UNLESS WE QUIT ! =] I believe my future will bright =] Aiming to absorb as much knowledge as possible =] Whoever the teacher were, there's not an excuse for blaming them =]

I apologised as my post today will be short and simple =] Hope it do entertains you all =] Motivation to success is what I desire for =]

GOD BLESS YOU ALL !! I wish you all a PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR and a TROUBLE-FREE NEW YEAR !!

I sign off with a... SMILE =]

Laughters everwhere !!

2009-12-23T03:25:00.001-08:00

Welcome Back my fellow readers =]

Hi hi =] It's been long since I didn't post any scripts =] Apologies for my laziness =] As there are numerous subject I don't wish to share =] Hahas =] Firstly, I appreciate your patience for my upcoming post =] And therefore, welcome back to my blog's website =]

A Wishing =]:

I will like to wish you all a MERRY CHRISTMAS and A HAPPY NEW YEAR !! This year christmas is blessed =] Next year, 2010 will be the best year ever =] Sorry, just being sacarstic =] In fact, it will be filled with excitement and challenges awaiting you to compete with it =] Impossible is nothing =] Just do it ! =] Erm, copyright, too dangerous =] I rephrase Nothing is impossible to do =] Whatever the case or circumstances, try it =] You will never know that it will be useful one day =]

My very first Job =]:

Today was my first and ever day that I started to do part time =] I always mumble to myself and always grumbling about the cons of part time job and never talk about the pros =[ So I just stuck on my chair and daydream.... Sooner or later I realised that this is not going to last me long as my time to start working for money is arriving =] It was monday or couldn't remember which day but never mind... Jia Hui phoned me and told me that his Da gu needs helper to lighten her job weight =] At first, I was curious and shocked ! Slowly I recall back what Mr Alex said about me that it sunken deep down my heart... so I immediately agreed =] I can't believe I was so fortunate! I get new opportunity =] I got to experience what's being a salesman like and the toughness of the job =] The more complex the situation is, the easier it is to be done and the easier problem is, the harder it is to be completed or accomplished =] Very logical principle =] Hope you heard or seen before =] Okay for example, you were leading among four groups who were still way behind....so you decided to take a break and slack for a time period =] The one who is not leading gets the priority and started to chase up =] As soon as the leading group leaps to the ending line... Guessed what ! The unleading groups had already won =] So to make it simpler to understand, the first shall be the last and the last shall be the first =] Not very Difficult to understand I hope =] Hahas =] I am still my old writer habits =]

Review on my Day =]:

I imagined my employer as quite a fierceful looking woman but turned out to be a kind soul =] She's a little conscious about the little bits of setbacks =] Hahas =] It's alright =] I learned a lot from her =] I really like to thank her for hiring me as a part timer =] She's slightly witty =] Hahas =] The rest were alright =] Of course, I was said by her because I folded the uniform untidily =] It's perfectly fine as being reprimanded or scolded is a must if you are doing the incorrect things =] In the morning, 5.30 am =] Surprisingly, I wasn't tired at all =] Cool =] I went to take a hot bath and then set off slowly down to woodlands to meet up Jia hui =] Arrived at Yew tee at around 6.40am =] Her aunt's brother gave us a ride to Dunearn Secondary =] Hahas =] On the way there, Jia hui's aunt didn't know the school name so her brother was quite confuse on which way to go =] Finally, she recalled some memories of that particular road =] Thank god ! So we arrived at the school's entrance slightly later =] We went straight to put our bags down at the place where we are going to hold the sales there =] We grabbed heavy bags of uniform, skirts and shorts down to the canteen =] Unpacked everything and started organising them respectively =] Ranging from the smallest to the biggest size =] So we won't get confuse as to where is it =] It was still early, so her aunt suggested that we should all go take our breakfast before it's too late =] So headed to the nearest coffee shop and bought nasi lemak to eat =] When we stepped in the canteen, they started serving the customers already hahas =] First batch ! Follow up by massive rage of parents and students =] They were thronging through the queue just to get to my counter -.- I had a little knowledge on doing sales so just smile and apologise -.- I had to apologise because I kept them waiting for so long as I was serving other customer -.- Seriously, oen short two to three came in fornt of me and demanding for sizes for their kids ! -.- Of course I was quite annoyed but kept smiling =] At the same time, laughing and laughing =] Actually there's nothing humourous about it =] Just my favourite excercise =] Laugh more and you live longer =] Actually that's the true =] miserable people either suffers from mental breakdown or cause nervous system to shut down and even double the risk of heart disease and other problems =] Stay cheerful =] Since everything have a solution to resolve it =] There's nothing unsolvable =] Pain are temporary =] Cancer is permanent =] Choose the right option =] Not easy, I must say but it is still managable =] So beware of what you yearn for =] Consequences can be minor or major =] Continuing, the rest was just packing back all the uniform back to it's original place =] Quite a exhausting job =] Everything is in chaos -.- Took merely two hours to clear up the entire compound =] Argh ! Not to worry =] I was trained before =]

SGB was my first toughest appointment =] Why I called it a appointment, the primers just point here and point there -.- Rubbish =] But it's true ! SGB (Sharity Gift Box) =] Cool right =] Twelve hours per day =] Nine to nine =] Saturday and Sunday =] It's not an easy thing to do =] Waking up in the morning at 6am where you only slept for five hours is the most tedious thing =] My mind went quite blank =] It's over =] It's all worth it learned so much more about the surroundings and human nature =] The poverty of those staying in one or two rooms flat =[ Stench that they couldn't resist =] So there's always hope =] We put a smile on their faces =] That's what the main objective of that program =] From there, generosity is the key and the gratitude you are giving =] Accepting one anothers strategies =] Working together as a TogetherEveryoneAchieveMore =] Few minds is stronger than one mind =] Carrying loadful of stuffs and manoeuvring a category to another ! Whoah ! It is merely impossible to get it done by two days =.= Milo tins were uncountable -.- It's terrible =] I had a plan on my head before getting started =] So I could organise them with ease =] More or less you know what's happening =]

Bowling and Billard =] :

After the long morning, beginning to get more restless =] But my sense of humour are still active =] Laughing like mad =] I was playing bowling all by myself =[ Stupid voucher only allows for personal usage and not applicable to others =[ So I was like, WHAT !? Alone playing -.- Three pairs of eyes looking upon my scores and how I was playing -.- Damn irritating la =[ Moreover, I played lousily -.- Does not matter =] Seldom people have the courage to play alone infront of their friends -.- HA ! Well all depends on that person =] Either he will be considerating on others thoughts and feelings =] Obviously I not saying myself heartless -.- It is just because the voucher is expiring soon ! I had no choice but not to wait any longer and started to bowl alone -.- Thousand apologies to them for mistreating them =[ I am the one who was behind all this plannings -.- So I am the one to be blame =] Next time, I will not let it happen again ! -.- So threw a few times then it's over =] HAHAs =] My fingers aching now =] My persistence are quite strong =] I could tolerate long enough =] typing the scrip out =]

Next we played billard =] Gosh ! That was totally CRAP ! I didn't even know how to play !! It was my third time or second time =[ It was a huge pool somemore =[ I played even lousier =[ Probably worse than a novice =[ I am just a beginner ! Fear what =] Everyone can learn =] I just don't believe that I can't play well =] So flung the ball many times, Jia hui, Xiang Xiang and me kept laughing non-stop -.- Like laughing maniac =] Weird ! Even when I walked down the stairs also laugh =] Guess today I have lost my mind =[ It's alright, once in a while =] I just told a lie =[ XD Hahas =] It's a JOKE ! Laugh ! =] Okay la =] Ending here =]

Ending off =] :

Hope I could save my explanation through this long history =] I will like to wish you all again a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year =] God bless all of us =]

I will end off with a... SMILE =]

Fun Camp =]

2009-12-09T05:21:00.000-08:00

Today I am going to talk about my camp =] Quite a frantic camp to me =[ The worst thing was that I was late for the camp =[ I woke up at 11am... then when I almost step in the bathroom, my mum yell at me.... I was of course awaken by her yell... She was yelling at me because of my previous phone bill that cost 200+ bucks =[ I seriously don't know what was the Lucky number registration and the Local Data usage ! I was quite freak out =[ So I phoned Mr Alex for more details on the both unknown stuffs =[ They didn't include the date for the usage =[ so totally not sure whether what I press =[ Never mind XD

Camping description =]

It was obviously an exciting and fun filling atmosphere camp XD I am always yearning for that moment =] I totally enjoy myself =] Just the first day, can't imagine =] Probably because I was in high spirits =] Everything to me seems contenting to me =]

Firstly we were grouped into four different categories =] There were actually prince, witch, chipmunk and fatty =] It was taken from a movie called 'Enchanted' =] It's very soothing musical =] Quite funny =] I could get those active people =[ Perhaps, I was just too comprehensive =[ I gotten those quite dead people =[ It was just the beginning... Thank God =] There are one or two more joining our group =] So I think I just have to bear with it for a little while =]

The first game was something like grabbing water balloons while we were blind-folded with a piece of black garbage bag =] No worries, it is sterile I hope ! =] Our group was quite funny =] I have one team mate who I don't really like him because he is just too arrogant and irritating =[ I have another team member who is over conscious... At first was alright, after a period of time it gets annoying ! I don't know what to say -.- He has some phobia living inside him =[ Forget, don't want to insult people like that =] He is intelligent =] No matter what he still part of the team spirit =] Together Everyone Achieve More =] This was adapted from my previous trip to Indonesia =] One of the instructor told us when we were doing our High element rope course =] Okay continuing from here =]

Second game was blowing bubbles to form a BB 13 Coy shape =] It was quite fun but because of my team kept giving up =[ So I was quite annoy by their defeated spirits =[ Could not even make any single bubble =[ Never mind =]

Third game was using two ice cream sticks to grab the marble =] Transporting them into a mug =] It was quite fun though =] First time =] Impressive planning =] It's a warm welcome to the camp =]

Forth game was constructing a bridge that can hold ten 500ml water bottles filled to the brim =] I had an idea when they were speaking but my team members kept insisting on theirs =[ So totally screw up =[ Damn sad =[ Never mind still =]

Next was the workshop =] Our assistant chaplin was giving a speech on stress =] He shared with us great varieties of de-stressing techniques and what are the signs and symptoms of stress =] quite an interesting talk =]

I will skipped all the way to camp fire =] It was the most memorable time =] Singing along with the fire =] Dancing round the camp fire =] Performing our skid =] Hahas that's really all =]

Signing off here =]

I end off with a... SMILE =]

Travelling one to one

2009-12-01T02:15:00.000-08:00

Today woke up at 11am =] I was quite surprise that I could wake up so early no doubt I slept so late last night as I was watching some movie on MobTv Select =] Never mind since awaken why bother =] So I was thinking how should I start the day then, stay at home or go out to take a long stroll back... So i thought of it that maybe understand more on my friend's background so called some of my friends, perceiving if they are able to go out with me =] Many people gave reasons that they are engaged so didn't really force them to stroll around with me. Lastly, I thought of one person who said if I want to find someone to accompany with, I can find her =] So there she is Jia Hui =] Very nice and pleasant girl =] So it was decided that we both would meet at Sembawang tain station =]

At first I was pretty nervous as it was my first time going out with a girl alone... So why not give it a try =] Met her at the station and we planned where to head to our first destination =] She was wavered to where we should go so in the end, I picked orchard since then I discovered that she don't really know well of that place =] As Orchard was the most well-known town area where tourist attractions are also at that town, so kind of curious why she don't know the place well.... On the way in the train, we were chatting about ''What have you been doing over the first month of Second long term break and other miscellaneous question'' =] So it was only she and me travelling, feeling quite awkward as that was my very first time =] We reached and alighted at Orchard station. So told her that we going to circulate the area respectively =] ION was not chosen as our place we go because she had already gone there before =] So never mind, went to Wisma Atria to walk around =] Wisma area does not have many things attractive to see so went to Wheelock place hahas =] The main idea was to go to Borders to browse for some books =] IF there's books that I want to read, unfortunately, no =] So whatever, blah blah blah =] Suddenly, I thought of an idea since she's new to Orchard town so why not walk down to Plaza Singapura since there are more things to look =]

Confusion was the first problem that struck my head... there are many different roads, so I was in a dilemma =[ So in the end, gave up and took the train down to Dhoby ghaut Inter. =]

Before entering to the train station so I felt a little hungry so went for a lunch and she went for a drink at Xing Wang Cafe =] Well, didn't want to give a poor impression of people so gave her a treat at Xing Wang since it was my ideal to have lunch there =] When we went in, quickly ordered our food and beverages so that we could proceed on with our discussion of some human kind =] Interestingly, I really don't know that I can speak better and calmly with girls then guys... Not I don't want to is just some kind of phobia =] Whatever la =] Not despising anyone here though =] Just my preference =] So communicate more on others than us =] Which is good also =] The bill was not expensive so don't mind =] Left the place and descent down to the train station =]

When we arrived at the top of the station, I realised my instincts was correct.... Whatever la =] Went on inside as the weather is terribly humid and scorching =[ Woah! Only cool breeze within our area =] So loitered around the entire shopping mall within 2 hours =] Quite miraculous actually no =] We didn't really go in to look at most of the stalls =] We went in to Daiso to look at some artificial stuffs =] Recommended her that anything expensive at popular you can buy at Daiso as the Slogan says ''Always 2 dollars =]''. I bought a notebook for next year =] Hahas =] Wanted to buy a huge box for my old books and notes so that it would be neater in the sense =] Or else my mum is going to scream and complain =]

We both agreed to go back home since there's nothing really interesting or fascinating that is happening =] We took the North East Line and Circle Line as she didn't have the experience before =] Her opportunities are limited so when there's chance, should just try =] Unlike me, I can go anywhere I want =] except overseas X.X Hahas =]

What a memorable day is today =] I used to be shy and timid, so always lonely during school holidays =] So secondary life, I want to make it as memorable as possible =]

So signing off =] Don't worry I still able to talk to guys as much as to girls -.- =]

End off with a... SMILE =]

Bothering Me ?

2009-11-29T06:23:00.000-08:00

Today woke up at 11am... In the morning, my mum called me several times, mostly disconnected =[ So was totally irritated with my phone... that was not that old, it was only a few days since I bought it and now it is giving me problems... Haiz.. Hand phones are sometime bothersome... Never mind =] Find a day during the December month, throw it to service =[ Still prefer my older phone Nokia 6288 =] Although it looks a little fat, but as long as it is handy or portable, who cares ?! Higher the technology, the lifespan of the object is reduced =] That's what I conclude =] Even the LCD flat screen television, the most last for 5 years and that's about it =] Our old panasonic coloured screen telly lasted for almost coming to 11 years and it is still in proper condition =] Sometimes the colour will fade or turn dull but does matter =] Newer gadgets are so fake, older ones looks more traditional =] Whatever, not here to compare older and newer gadgets... Anyway carry on with my theme for today =] Post pretty late because the situation hit me that late =] Apologies =] Proceeding on...

I asked someone whether part time is it beneficial =] So he replied ''Well, that depends on you''. So I continued ''Then what do you think if I am going to do part time''. I add on ''I don't think part time is really suitable for me and Cleaning, forget it!''. So I guessed he was a little straight forward and said ''Imagine that your parents don't have enough money to give you and you have to buy school books for next year which cost you a couple of hundreds, so will you say ''What can I do'' or will you say'' what shall I do next?''. He added on ''That's because you don't have to fend for yourself as your parents are giving you enough''. There are some parts which I don't wish to say because I don't think it is necessary =] That red coloured text words really shackled my whole body... Suddenly there's focus and concentration in my mind.... I really don't know what I am afraid of =[ I really don't know anything at all apart from studying... I am just a bookworm... Nothing but education... Seriously, no talent, no art and nothing except education... Although it seems nothing to you all but it can be bothering after time goes by... Never mind.

Forget it, I better get up and find something useful to do... If not even my education is useless... Well I might not be talented but as long as I continue to look for it, I will find it one day =]

By the way, support Mr Alex for his concert =] It will be at Esplanade, Time will be 7.30pm Grand opening and Price of Tickets is 25 dollars (Free Seating so it is the best deal ever!)

Book your tickets online now at: http://www.alexwang.com/Database/OnlineBooking.html

Another month will be his concert =] It will be on the 2nd and the 3rd of January =] Hoping you will participate in his concert =]

Signing off

I will end off with a.... SMILE =]

Surprising Discovery

2009-11-27T02:28:00.000-08:00

Today woke up at 10.30am because I promised my friend from the Boy's Brigade to help him hand up the form to the officer =] As expected, he was going for a class outing =] WOW ! Stealing ideas here and there =] Never mind =] Since we didn't pay for a copy write so no point complaining that they stole our ideas =] Better care lesser than to lose temper =] Well, nothing that interesting to post =[ You guys know, school holidays...there isn't very provocative event that happened unless I am not at home =] I want explore the outer domain not my domain =[ Difficult to explain to you guys =] Never mind =] Does not matter =] I will just post as much as I can =] The rest, leave IT aside for NOW =]

Singapore just a symmetrical little island X.X What you see on the left it always appear on the right =[ So there's really much to see in Singapore apart from the artificial plantations =] Seriously, although many construction are going on now but it's all the same after all =] You see the same thing over and over again =] Not to insult the designer but the shops are limited =] What new will we probably see? More to accessories shop LOL They are expensive but cute =.= Just can't afford to waste the money on those little stuffs or else my parents, especially my mum will gone mad =[ I promised her not to buy anymore little stuffs unless it is so irresistible that it must be must buy or rather die also must buy but there's nothing irresistible to buy =] Simply because you have a choice to make =] Nothing can control us, only we ourselves can control our own actions =] I think I am miles away from my subject =]

Something interesting about teenagers =] During school days, we always used to complain on the breaks given to us =] Once our long term break arrives, we tend to get bored with the break given to us =] There's something that bothers us =] It is similar to eating the same thing over and over again =] We get tired of what we are having on our hands eventually we will think of solution to compress our problems =] This is human nature =] So we can't hide from it hahas =] Just like me =] I went for two trips, first to Indonesia and next to KL =] In Indonesia, we are trying different type of environment and living condition =] Of course we stayed in the hotel but outside of the hotel, there's absolutely nothing to compare to what we have in Singapore =] We have proper homes, road, lighting, etc. =] In Indonesia we don't have this type of facilities =[ We compare what's better =] Comparing is also human nature =] But comparing is not a very well constructed excuses for us to use =] Comparing only makes you feel even miserable, well, it is like despising yourself =] I complain about the weather, no air-conditioner and even also said studying really tiring and stressing for me =[ Now isn't true =] I enjoy everything I have now =] So better to be optimistic =] Life will be more meaningful =] Oh where was I ? =] We need an absence of something that is available for us so we will remember what we have before and now =] Sometimes comparing is good =] Of course, comparing with the good stuffs =] Never mind =] So same principle applies here, we need to be absent in school so that we know that school is a memorable place to be in =] Only those who bothers about their own education =] Different people have different affirmations =] So Don't get it mixed up =] Okay, I am done with my discovery =] You can rest assure I will not continue further on =]

Oh one more thing before I sign off, I am glad that Soon Chuan, Xiang Xiang and Chun Liang are still by my side to guide me along in my studies =] WOO =] Missing school like crazy, sadly, there still a month and three days more before the school reopening =[

I am done =] Have a pleasant holiday =]

I end off with a.... SMILE =]

Back online =]

2009-11-25T01:32:00.000-08:00

Today I woke at 12.21pm =] Tremendously tired X.X This morning weather was balmy =] So intended to sleep more but end up sleeping over =] Never mind =] It's good to be back =] Let in some life into my blog XD If not it is just me and the screen =[ Typing like a maniac but no one is noticing hahas =] Like I said before =] It's alright just I want to bring it back alive again =] It's been long since I came back from KL =] I did type some reflection on my trip in Cameron Highland =] KL part was not suppose to be revealed because of certain reason... blah blah blah =] Here I named the reasons =] Understand, no ? Good =] I carry on with my post =] Oh by the way =] 2A2 fellow classmate, Please Please support Mr Alex by buying one ticket to his concert =] He needs supporters =] You can take this opportunity to treat him =] Why not ? It is a chance for you to do something for HIM =] So what are you guys waiting for ? Hurry down to book online if you want to do something for our beloved teacher Mr Alex =] Here's the website for you guys if you wish to do something for him =] http://www.alexwang.com/Database/OnlineBooking.html =]

I am back online =] Excited ? I bet YES ! I hope =] Does not matter =] XD As long as you guys still reading my blog =] I appreciate it a lot =] Hahas =] Yesterday, I watched 'Astro Boy' at Golden Village =] It was pretty well done =] There's a moral in that movie =] I will explain a little about the movie =] It's going to end soon =[ The DVD is coming out soon =] So guys might want to buy and watch it =] I am not a fan of Astro Boy but I kind of like him =] The cartoonist quite creative eh =] Many people across the world likes him though =] Even kids enjoy all his act =] So don't look down on cartoon movies =] Disney Pictures creates all this cartoon =] In fact, Disney is the first cartoon that exist in earth I think =] I hope I am not wrong =] Mickey, Donald duck ? I couldn't remember the other character name =[ Hahas =] Never mind =] Continuing from here =]

I thought it would be something like the ones on television, just fighting and saving the city LOL =] Actually it is in fact totally the same story =] It is about a piece of floating city =] It's called metropolitan city =] It is quite interesting that the city could float because of high technology X.X You guys should know about zero gravity =] So we could float up =] Hahas =] Okay Okay =] I am probably too informative =] Might as well tell you guys the entire story =] Okay detail form =] Astro was after a name given by three robots below the metropolitan city which is the scrapyard =] His original name was Toby =] You know the professors =] Almost the similar powerpuffs girls -.- Toby's father built Astro =] Confusing isn't it ? Okay =] I elaborate =] Toby wanted see some new weapon constructed by a professor =] It's called the blue core and the red core =] When both cores are put closely together, it will repel like magnets =] The blue obviously contains the positive and the red contains negative energy =] It is from an meteorite that struck somewhere and some of the essence or remnant or whatever is collected X.X So the story begins =] There's another person who protest that the red core must be used. So they quarreled and argued, I think the professors told them they will destroy both cores =] So the other person was frustrated so he took the red core and slot it into one robot body X.X The havoc begins and Toby was in the event, the robot gone haywire so they shut a shield to prevent the robot from attacking them. On the other hand, Toby was also trapped inside the shield. The robot sucked in Toby and part of the shield, unfortunately something happened and both died X.X Toby's father was very upset so he wants to build another clone of Toby =] He used his DNA sample to create Astro =] Toby then was created =] He has the blue core in him =] The gave him incredible powers =] He could fly now =] His father again was upset =[ So he decided to destroy him as him realised that he is just only a robot so the evil plan started... Both parties the bad and the good are tracking him down.....

I don't want to tell you more =] Find out by yourself =] There's enough context for you to form a clear picture in your mind =] Simple, what do heroes do to become a legend ? You guys should know =] Ever watched before Hercules ? It is a brilliant movie =] Fantastic music =] I like old cartoon =] They are like musicals =] Not sure why they don't want to maintain the quality of cartoon movies =] Nothing complex =] If they could produce such movies in the past, they have better preference to do such thing again =] Moreover now technology are increasing like crazy... Windows are spiking and storage device have now 3.5 terrabytes=] 1 TB equals to a thousand gigabytes =] So it is huge space to stock up information =] Quite disappointed with nowadays cartoon shows =[ Yes their graphic are magnificent but there's not enough live action in it =[ pure cartoon ... Forget it =]

I like science fiction movies a lot =] Not long ago, I watched 2012 =] It was scientific prediction =] The end of the world is not for people like us to decide =] God is the mightiest =] He is the creator of the entire solar system =] Science still have zero evidence to prove that it is natural X.X So they come out of animated vision of the Solar System =] How did it start from and what happened during the creation =] You know something interesting ? Earthquakes cannot be form if no collision are taking place =] So how do earthquakes form ? It's simple, two pieces of huge land collides together =] Small movement, furious impact =] Just like meteorites, small in shape but when they enters our atmosphere their velocity spikes greatly, shooting stars are meteorites =] Cool =] Dinosaurs are killed by meteorites, you guys know ? =] Millions years ago a piece of meteorite from space impacted earth that causes earth to react erratically... I can't explain like scientist =[ If you guys watch Impact, they will show meteorites striking the moon =] Oh yeah, I want to tell you a little piece of stuff that is in the meteorite =] Meteorites originally aren't magnetised =] After travelling through the space, they generate some electricity(I think so)that electro-magnetised the meteorite, they called it, brown dwarf =] Remnant of a dead star =] Impact is about the moon colliding with earth because of a meteorite stuck the moon and it is stuck in the moon =] Gravity pulls the moon closer to the earth and soon it is close enough and it will eventually hits the north or south pole =] Scary =[ A small meteorite cause the dinosaurs to die, the moon is 2200trillion or million times bigger than ordinary meteorite so probably there will be no earth =[ Whatever it is, it is science fiction =] I believed that, when the end of the world happens, I will not be there to look =]

Okay la =] That's all =] I sign off here =] Remember =] Readers of my blog, support Mr Alex =]

I end off with a... SMILE =]

Tickets Tickets !!

2009-11-24T07:49:00.000-08:00

Hi today post is about TICKETS ! XD Quite interesting actually =] I am not selling actually =] I just helping to enhance the tickets sale to move forward quicker =] For 2A2 pupils you will know who I am talking about but for the public or readers of my blog, you will not know who is he =]

Description =]:

He is Mr Alex. He is holding a concert at esplanade =] Time is 7.30pm will be the opening of the theatre =] So you should be there before 7.30pm =] The ticket price is very fair =] As you guys know that esplanade ticket pricing are very alike =] Usually range around 20 odd dollars to not sure probably hundreds =] This concert is the best =] You pay 25 dollars to get to sit anywhere you like =] It is free seating =] Isn't that wonderful =] Of course early birds gets to take the better seats =] So probably some war outside the theatre because of people arguing =] Hahas =] Just kidding, it definitely will not happen because Esplanade rules and regulations are very strict =] So the best is to get there early =] But the grand opening is 7.30pm =] So don't follow the 3K's of Singaporeans =] Kia su, Kia si and Kia bo =] Just be a little conscious about the timing and you will get there early =]

Booking details:

The dates are on the 2nd or the 3rd of January =] Which is Saturday and Sunday =] Both are the same just different dates =]

Booking address: http://www.alexwang.com/Database/OnlineBooking.html

I hope you could participate in the concert =] ^(@@)^ Hope to see you there =]

End off with a.... SMILE=]

Cameron Highlands (Day two) MILE

2009-11-21T21:03:00.000-08:00

Day two in Cameron is probably our last day in Cameron Highlands because the next morning we descending down to KL =] Hahas =]

Our tour guide was a very informative guy =] Explained and elaborated to us about each and every part of Cameron Highlands =] Seldom tour guides will interpret until so clearly -.- Never mind =] We visited a total of Five parts of Cameron =] Basically all farms XD Very balmy weather =]

First we headed towards the rose garden =] We saw different type of roses and we saw a green rose which is the ugliest rose in the universe =] Interesting =] Various Species of flowers were only available to be seen in Cameron and not other places.. as the climate is cold, flowers bloom very fast =] It is all natural =] No preservatives and colouring added =] Hahas =] Very nice scenery across the sky =] The tangy blue can only be seen overseas and not Singapore =] Quite strange =] Honestly speaking, Malaysia has very huge spaces to develop =] Lots of land that had not yet been used =] Given to us(Singapore) we will be so delighted =] So there's room for tourist and the locals to stay in =] Singapore is a congested city =] Oh yeah, this rose garden is in Brinchang because it is upper region so it supposed to be colder =]

Next we visited the strawberry farm =] hahas =] Their strawberries are super juicy and fragrant =] Cameron do not export their strawberries to other country and not even to KL =] So it would be unique XD The strawberry milkshake is quite tasty but I don't like milkshakes so did not really enjoy much of the milkshake =] The strawberry sundae there is wonderful and sensational =] Very yummy =] It has been the Must visit farm in Cameron XD

Next we went to Tea plantation =] Woohoo =] Seen how they process the tea leaves into tea sachets =] Very simple process yet complicated to collect from the tea plantation =[ It is 20,000 odd hectares... Huge terracing plantation =] Only on Tea leaves so imagine that lol X.X The workers there earn only 44 ringgit per day -.- Yet they are still very grateful for that =] I bought some tea home =] For my parents to taste =] Their tea and scones there are very tasty =] especially the TEACINO =] It is very light and taste a little like cappuccino =] Hahas =] I bought one bag of it =] Pretty expensive but to us, cheap -.- LOL So Singaporean -.- Considering we bought so many stuffs back =]

We visit the butterfly farm next =] We held various insect and it was quite ticklish -.- I weren't dare to hold the scorpions because it is just to scary -.- They also have huge millipedes =[ EE ! Their collection of snakes there are ! Oh my god ! their body was translucent ! EE ! Did not like that part =[ The butterflies are nice =] Large butterflies =] Some pitcher plants there -.- so some insects probably got killed by the plant -.- My friend stepped onto one butterfly it made cracking sounds ! EE! So crunchy -.- Haiz... probably not one of my favourites =] But it is good to explore =]

We proceeded on to our last destination which is the Bee farm =] Honey bees ! =] Buzzing around =[ I was wrong, there were not a single bee out in the farm -.- Probably all staying at home hibernating =[ The hornets are trying to kill the bees -- =] hahas =] I bought some honey back home =] XD Heard it helps to reduce several problems =] Even ulcers can be cured by using their honey =]

We went back to the hotel and rest =] Exhausting =] We planned to take the 1 day trip next time round =] Looking forward to the next trip to Cameron =] Arh, next year must focus =] Fun later, work first =]

That's about it =] KL trip, I won't be posting =] Hahas =] I slowly going to post my normal day post =] Hope you guys enjoy reading =] Any problems tell me on my Chat box =] Hahas =]

End with a..... SMILE =]

Cameron Highlands (Day one) =]

2009-11-19T01:54:00.000-08:00

Today woke up at 11.49am XD I was quite tired actually though I slept at 11pm yesterday X.X Does not matter =] Apology for the late update of my blog =[ I am going to start on Cameron Highlands =] Basically I went for a trip to KL and Cameron was part of the destination we planned =]

We stepped in KLIA( KL international airport ). We were so confused because the sign boards were particularly useless for directory .___________.ll The airport was only single level so it seems dark in the morning and even worse during night time X.X Never mind, we found our way at last =] Seeking help from the customer service to get us to the arrival hall -.- She pointed at the aero-train X.X Which is the Skytrain to another building LOL. Feels a little strange as Singapore we do not have to ask for any help because the directories comprises of four different languages .____.ll Never mind =]

We got to the arrival hall finally =] Got out of the airport and proceeded on looking for the driver who is taking us to Cameron highlands =] We finally found the driver and continued our journey up the curvy and swirly road in Cameron =]

On the way up, I was quite nauseous -.- but did not puke =] I bought some sweets =] Once I had something to chew on, I will forget about the nauseous thinking =]

We finally reached our destination ; Tanah Rata =] This was the place where we stayed in =] It was so cold that hotels don't need an air conditioner -.- Our air-conditioner was the surroundings =] It was colder than ordinary hotels =[ My friend caught a cold =[ I had to take care also because once both of us is sick, that's it lol =[ Later went down to take our dinner, the food was so-so only -.- The service quite terrible but never mind =] We planned to take a half day tour for the following day =] At night, the weather cools down, temperature drops tremendously -.- Freezing ! Luckily brought along my jacket XD So we took a stroll down the streets of Tanah Rata =] It has rural buildings so I quite like the place =] I am sure the locals are happy living in Cameron =] We ate at the Hong Kong restaurant =] It was actually steamboat hahas =] Yummy ! The soup base taste wonderful =] After our dinner, we walked down the street deeper and slowly got a little hungrier -.- The coldness will cause our energy consumption to spike greatly -.- So we stocked up our food so that we will not feel hungry at night =] We saw starbucks -.- My friend was quite upset to the fact that since this entire town is rural, there shouldn't be any urban buildings around -.- Brinchang was the upper part of Cameron ; that's where all the urban buildings are constructed =] Understanding of our perspective, we prefer Tanah Rata since Singapore is already urbanise =] hahas =]

That night was pretty memorable night =] Laughed and played throughout the night hahas =]

Batam trip: Day 3(Final)

2009-11-17T03:00:00.001-08:00

The third day probably nothing much to post on. Agree ? I hope so. Never mind, here goes :

Batam Trip: Day 3 (8th November 2009):

Last day of the trip, nothing really much to post except for the wonderfully long reflection session. It was great actually =] Kind of enjoyed it =] I got to share all my thoughts and feelings towards this trip =] At least I was able to make a contribution to my team =] I wrote the pros and cons on Batam Living Condition. There were a lot to say actually =] Majority towards cons on Batam Living Condition as to compare with Singapore =] So all the pros probably on Singapore =] I guessed so =] We were all gifted to be Singaporeans =] Just that Singapore don't have much natural scenary... Mostly artificial x.X As long as the water is clean and the air is fresh, no complaints =] Hahas =] Singapore a very congested city X.X Batam very spaced out =] Plenty of space waiting to be developed into something beautiful =] Milford represented for our team =] His words are clearer than those express students X.X

I was enthusiastic upon the following destination =] SHOPPING MALL ! I need to spend all my rupiahs X.X It was quite a difficult task because I did not see anything that suits me or caught my attention -.- In the end, just bought a T-shirt, wallet and some accessories =] Cool =]

After the shopping, we proceeded on back to Singapore =] Again, thank god ! Reason being I could not really withstand the air quality there, bus exhaust that distinguishes carbon monoxide... DIE really !

The ferry was stabler than the one before(the one going to Batam ). They were selling some food and beverages in the ferry.. So many of them queuing up to buy some snacks for them to munch during the journey back X.X I slept peacefully throughout the entire journey back to Singapore =] Reached finally =]

That's all =] Thanks for your perseverance upon reading my post =] It's over =] NO MORE ! XD Coming up on my trip to Cameron Highlands and KL =] SOON! =]

I end of with a.... =] Smile~

Batam Trip : Day 2

2009-11-09T06:27:00.000-08:00

Today post will be the continuation of my Batam trip =] There was a lot more to write but I decided not to type too much details XD You may want to approach me and ask about the adventure I had in Batam =] Despite the living condition in Batam, everything seems alright to me =] They don't have a proper road but at least they had a road for vehicles to pass =] Batam is a very blissful place to stay in =] I meant for a vacation =] Visit some other countries may help your history a lot =] Learning about other countries tradition is very exciting =] More of curiosity taking place =] Since you had the chance to travel so why not learn something about their culture or lifestyle =] At least take a glance at their development =] You can make assumption whether the country is developed a not =] Simply looking at the streets, example, the street lamps: is it bright or dim.

In Batam Day 2 (7th November 2009):

I will continue from yesterday onwards =] My journey did not end there =] There were more interesting ones ahead XD

I woke up at around 4.45am local time in Batam which is 5.45am in Singapore =] We were following Singapore time =] When the alarm rang, Chun Liang was quite frustrated because he did not sleep well the day before X.X He and Rabbani kept disturbing me when I tried sleeping X.X They used the pillow to hit me X.X I think they slept quite late at night... They were unwilling to wake up... So I did not bother them and went on bathing =] Took a hot bathe and felt refreshing after that shower =] After I showered, I walked out and Chun Liang was already waiting for me. He was lying on the bed, asking me if I am done X.X Tiaos ! So I took the chance to do some packing first =] My sentiments told me that night will be tight ! It appeared to be true =] So I was fortunate to pack earlier =] Even if it does not, I still able to plan what to do after I return back to Singapore or rather what should I blog =] Hahas =] I will be away for 7days =] Could not wait ! =]

So I packed everything and started filming around the room =] Since I had left a few minutes of tape so why not use it for the hotel =] Later, brought all my necessities down to the conference room and assemble =] Everybody seem half awake and the room only the counselors screaming and shouting -.- So Quite irritated actually.. Sickening ! How boring it was in the morning ! Finally the breakfast time arrived, hoping they would get some energy to talk at least =] Very desperate to eat =] I had a hearty meal in the Nmorning =] After I ate my breakfast, the room began to be more lively =] Now the counselors were the ones who were annoyed X.X Bla Bla BLA ! I don't care =] Mr Raj came and briefed us on what is going to happen throughout the day =] Day 2 was an important day because they was a cultural night taking place. Sharing cultural stuffs with each another =]

We took a group photo before heading towards the school =] After the photo taking session, we went to the school immediately =] Same problem when we got there, the entrance was too low for the bus to pass X.X A few guys were pushing away the levelers =] It took quite long for them because i think it is heavy X.X As usual the road was soggy on the way up to the school =] Some of the students were expecting us =] I felt like a VIP on the way up =] Hahas =] Proceeded on straight to the english package =] I set myself a goal =] It was to interact with the Batam students =] At least one or two =] I will be delighted =] In the end, I made some friends X.X About seven or eight them =] Seven girls and one boy =] Since many of them focusing on the guys so I take the opportunity to teach the girls =] So as to balance up =] I taught them verbs =] taught them some games =] Hahas =] I really don't mind spending more time with them =] They were very attentive when I was sharing with them =] Appreciated it a lot =] Due to some crash in timing, we had to leave earlier =[ So bid farewell to them =] Hoping they would remember this memorable session =] I told them to read some simple english book will help to improve their english =] The nod their heads =] Which means I hope they agree to do so =]

We went for lunch first and then resumed the activities planned by the teachers and counselors =] The scavenger hunt was totally exhausting X.X We were so engaged in the activities that we almost forgotten about the reporting time X.X They were very persistence =] I was tracking for the time =] So it was almost time up =] Started making noises =] I did not really help much =[ Feeling quite terrible... I was busy filming the whole scavenger hunt =[ Took very nice shots of the scenery and people running around searching for clues =] I was very afraid we would get scoldings from the teachers if we don't report on time. I was just afraid of Milford because he always slipped off suddenly without anyone knowing X.X So our group leader went to accompany him back to the original place =] Najihah, Zaharah and me walked back together =] I could feel their tiredness as they still had rehearsal later =[ Pitied them =[ I was quite worried for them so kept asking them if they were alright =[ When we reached the reporting place, we went to crave for drinks first =] Was very thirsty X.X I was still carrying a bag =[ Many valuables inside and I can't afford if I loose them =[ I sat down and felt a little better =] They were still trying to solve the mystery =[ So I was a little irritated after a while... I approached my group and tried helping but it was too late X.X Before my words, they had done the puzzle. Never mind XD Next time =]

We went back to the hotel to rest and freshen up ourselves before the cultural night =] Thank GOD ! I was exhausted so do my group members =] Brilliant team of mine =] Took a warm shower =] I laid on the bed and almost fell asleep.. Our adjoining neighbour kept knocking on the door so did not sleep =[ I did not intend to sleep actually because I know that tonight there will be story tellings within my room mates X.X Finally, the time has arrived =] Pretty excited =] Indeed !

During the cultural night, my throat felt a little sore =[ Probably after eating the dinner provided.. Nevertheless, filming the entire cultural night. I was roaving around the hall and Soon Chuan was stationaring at the middle of the audiences =] Gosh! His battery went flat in the middle of the performances X.X He was in trouble X.X I sense it but there wasn't =] So it was a good news for him =] Mr Alex sang two songs =] It was probably the last journey with Sembawang for him =] After that went back to the hotel to take a rest =]

Quite crazy actually.. I was expecting a reflection tonight but there was not X.X It was postponed to the following day X.X ''It will be a very long reflection session tomorrow so better sleep well and tight tonight!'' I told myself =]

Apologise for the long term break I am having -.- I was in KL for the past six days =[ The air quality is terrible ! Coughing and felt like spitting the flams from my throat X.X Glad that I am finally back home =] Singapore, well civilised country and everything well within control =] Appreciate Singapore more than before =] Tourist will probably love Singapore a lot =] Except for one thing that is Singapore is very symmetrical. Meaning to say that everything you see on the left it will appear on your right =]

Will not be posting about my trip to KL as it was a little secrecy for it to be revealed =] I can tell some but not entirely =]

That's all. Seeing some of you this friday =] Looking forward to your presence =]

Batam Trip : Day 1

2009-11-08T04:42:00.000-08:00

Hahas... I am back from Batam XD Quite exhausting but it was an experience for me which I had never been before =] I loved the hotel the most among all of the above =] Simply because it was cooling and relaxing for me =] I am the room I.C. My room mates were Chun Liang, Rabbani, Audric and me =] They were quite funny in the sense =] Giving you more details in a while =] I am just starting with a open greetings to my fellow blog viewers =] For this entire 3days and 2nights stay in Batam, many different types of events that took place... Mostly enjoyable ones =] There were something major that happened in the Hotel but I don't wish to recall that incident since they had already apologised =] It's over so no point grumbling about the past unhappiness =]

In Batam Day 1 (6th November 2009):

It was my first trip to other country without my parents accompanying along with me =] Moreover I was going with my peers and my beloved teacher, Mr Alex to Batam.

We assembled at the school's foyer. Awaiting for further instructions from the teachers-in-charge =] I was quite confuse whether to film them when I was in between to important points, I was not sure if I could start filming in the morning so waited for Mr Alex to arrive =] Soon he came, he raised his voice a little at both of us because we did not start doig video recording =[ The video camera was totally weighing a tonne! I was carrying both at the same time, bag pack and the video cam holder =[ I was very engaged in the morning epecially. Even though we planned the day before the trip what to film but I still unsure on what to do =[ I was a first timer so I hope everything I recorded is still acceptable =]

Our group consist of Najihah, Zaharah, Ridzuan, Kenny Ng, Chun Liang, Milford, Jia hui, Kelvin and me myself =] I was quite surprise the fact that Milford was in our group because from group six onwards all the way to group eight was only our class pupil. Nevertheless, we still took care of him =] Hoping he would learn a bit at a time =]

We boarded the bus and proceeded on to our next destination, Harbor Front terminal =] That's the place where we were going to board the ferry to Batam =] On the way down to Harbor Front, I was quite dizzy because I did not sleep or eat enough X.X So I slept throughout the entire journey so as to prevent puking. Finally we reached, alighted and started panning shot various parts of the Harbor =] I was not use to video recording but after a few practices, I managed to learn how to use properly =] Which is wonderful skill to learn =]

I remembered that I was stuck at some point where my passport could not scan through that new machine constructed for the convenience of all passengers. I think I had to renew my passport next time so as to restrain from such problems again =] Fortunately, there were still counters available. If not I will not be able to enter the ferry =[ I was quite enthusiastic in filming them =] It was pretty exciting, making them shy and timid makes me feel a lot better when I film =] No matter what it is, there were still emotion taking place if not I was like transparent.

The ferry was shaking from left to right =[ I felt a little nauseous =[ So did not record anymore =[ I sat down and went on sleeping =] We reached within 30-45 minutes, could not remember clearly but never mind =] Everything was reversed ! The time was rewind one hour behind of Singapore's time. Hahas, it was balmy there =] Loved the scenary a lot =]

Our first visit at Batam was the school =] The journey was smooth all the way though there were a lot of hornings created by the bus. Quite dangerous to drive in Indonesia actually =[ Firstly, road are very congested and narrow. Secondly, traffic flows are very unusual. We stopped at some point because there were something blocking the way for the bus to move forward. I looked further and saw the bars were too low for the bus to cross over so some people were sent to push open the railings =] Soon, the railings were open wide =] Able to resume the decent down the dried mud road X.X

I was quite afraid at first when I stepped into the classroom, there were like forty pair of eyes staring at us =[ So scary ! Moreover I don't know how to speak simple english so totally don't understand what they were interacting about.. So did not speak for that day =[ Just standing around smiling at them =] Our lunch was so-so only =] As long as there are food to eat and it is edible, I will just try to eat =] Better to eat than be hungry and have gastric problems later =]

I was looking forward to the high elements Rope course as I loved those very much in Singapore =] We were doing some shift =] We did the ralf building first before the rope course =] It's okay XD Does not matter which is first =] Anyway we were going to do both at any time =] The ralf building was simple to me =] We had four empty barrels, four pipes and two wooden planks for pladdling =] So I decided to do something simpler =] I produced a picture of the ralf when it is done =] They understood and I was very grateful =] At least they were willing to take in my opinions =] I appreciated it a lot =] Very strong team forces within our group =] We went on tying the ropes =] I taught them what I learned during my adventure camp organised by my CCA primers =] They did learn =] I thought they would insist but never mind =] I tied them tightly so when it is carried to the shore, it would not break into a few parts =] We test the ralf and it floats ! My idea was successful =] Six of us sat on the ralf and started paddling using our planks =] When I sat on the pipe, the barrel went behind my butt ! Fortunately, we survived =] Mr Alex was proud with us =] Fantastic team =]

Next we do the Rope course =] Another funfilled program =] I wanted the toughest one and I managed to get the chance to do the one I like =] My spirits went high =] I cleared the obstacles in about 15 to 20 minutes =] I did it fast enough =] Very bouncy and high chance to slip =] luckily did not slip =] God blessed me =] Very thankful for that =] The last point was the flying fox =] I did once flying fox when I was only primary five =] I had great fear when I was climbing up for the first time... Open surroundings and very high tendacy to fall =[ Many people was encouraging me to move ahead =] I believed that I could do it and I did ! So I overcome the fear of heights when I was young =] It is always good to start learning when we are young =] We tend to absorb very fast when we were young =] I saw many people were afraid =[ My team was excellent =] They did not give up and I liked that =] Everyone at least gave a try =] Does not matter whether you pass or fail =] Those arrogant ones were unable to continue X.X CHEY

We checked in our hotels =] I was so desperate to see what the rooms looks like =] I was impressed with the quality =] Quite good facilities actually =] We rest for one and a half hours =] Showered in a very nice bathroom =]

We went for a seafood dinner after our shower =] WOW ! I guessed first day was an important occasion =] Maybe just a warm start of the trip =] Later would be tougher =] Never mind XD I told myself, I could do it regardless =] I eventually did it =] Amazing ! XD The seafood dinner was pathetic but never mind =] I had an very blissful time there =] Nice genre from the Friday night fever =] Mr Gwee and Mr Zaf sang joined also =] I had taken some photos of them =] Hahas =]

We went back to hotel and rest =] Relaxing in our vast room with adjoining rooms =] He An, Edwin Chan, Milford and one malay guy from 2E something was only a door apart =] Moreover our rooms are adjoining ones =] So quite cool =]

I slept soundly later though my room mates were quite noisy =[ Hahas =] Just think that they are still energetic =]

Celebrate my first 100th Post

2009-11-04T04:44:00.000-08:00

Today theme's is about celebrity type =] I woke up at 8.30am =] I was famished so could not sleep further =] I am under medication =] Just a little weak of me this few days =] Nothing to worry about anyway... It is my problem so nothing to do with you guys =] Moreover tomorrow will be meeting Soon Chuan and Mr Alex for filming session =] We will be planning what to shoot during the day =] I don't want to be absent tomorrow =]

The whole day I was watching some comedy =] It was my mother's favourite person =] She's Ella =] She also like F4 =] They are handsome and charming =] My parents watched the entire movie before =] They were very anxious to buy at that time =] They ran from place to place just to buy that DVD =] Seeing them so excited makes my life feel more lively =] If not it would be like some cemetry, we will do our own things without any concerns or comments given. At least now, my parents seemed rather relax now =] So I am very glad they are =] Their new hobby is gardening ! Everytime seeing them watering the plants at my corridoor =] The plants decorates my corridoor =] It feels more like a home to me =] The interior is beautiful =] It looks broaden and brighter =] Last time was plain and dull =[ Well, no point looking in the past =] Looking forward to the future will bring us greater meaning to our life =]

This few days kept raining. Even now it seems cloudy. Lightning flashes across the sky =] Thunder ruttling. Soon rain lashes on my window railings =] Wonderful weather for us to sleep =]

I guess that's about all =] See you guys soon =]

Nice melody =]

2009-11-03T06:42:00.000-08:00

I know I posted this morning but never mind =]It's okay to post another =] I was listening to music the whole day =] I listened to a song and found it quite meaningful =] Without music and dance life would be meaningless =] So a girl was thankful for the music =] The music brings a joyous time =] Quite like it =] The only part I did not like was they hidden song behind another =[ So people might thing it is blank or over recorded so will skipped the song and move the following song =]

I hope you will be happier to see me in this state rather than self-criticising =] I know I said those harsh words which was unreasonable =] Hope you will understand =] I know it is not the first time =[ I know I always ask for forgiveness after every mistake I commited =[ I will assure you that this will be the last time. Promised.

That's about all =]

Suffering from my agonies

2009-11-02T19:56:00.000-08:00

Hi guys, I posting early because I am suffering from depression... Yesterday had something that had happened.. I don't wish that would happen but I will not blame that person.. It's all my fault, all the war and commotion is me the one who created, laughters and lively conversations goes to that person... I don't know why this always appear in front of me! My mental emotion kills me, I blame myself, I will never blame my parents for the inheritation to me..

I guessed I have to continue with my life =] Too bad for me =] I WANT TO CHANGE ! WAITING FOR FORGIVENESS ! =[ It's very painful for me.. Thrilling me but I will turn them upside down... My tummy hurts more than before... The sourness and bitterness I can't stand further more =[ I had to be more optimistic =] Okay enough said =]

What I had I learned ? I learned not to be so BIG mouth, understand about the situation and most importantly , not letting my emotional take control of my life =] I think it is better for me to say something nicer if I want forgiveness =] The sense of guilt will never have rooms for improvement =] Yes, I am broken hearted, blue seems the day we parted but I will move on =]

^(@@)^ Give me another chance to serve you =]

That's all for today =] Seeing Soon chuan and Mr Alex soon =] So exciting =] We could laugh and play =] Can't wait =]

Batam Preparation =]

2009-11-02T04:31:00.000-08:00

Today I woke up at 11.11am =] Quite a wonderful timing =] hahas =] Ask my parents buy the four numbers ^^ Just Kidding XD I am not a gambler =] Gambling only ruins my own future =] There's a slogan, it said 'Say NO! To gambling' =] Never mind =]

In the morning, I was terribly hungry so I was thinking what I am suppose to eat...Then an idea came across my mind =] I bought some mantou yesterday from NTUC =] Hahas =] Singaporeans favourite super market =] Cheap and fresh =] LOL ! I was so frustrated with the mantou =[ At first I was trying to remove the package but I could not find a scissors ! I tried tearing them by pulling horizontally but still failed to do so =[ There was too little allowance for the package to split open -.- Nevertheless, I found a nail clipper! Suddenly I felt a little relief =] I clipped at the end of one side and managed to tear them but it was a disaster ! It tore so quickly that three mantous dropped ! AH ! =[ It's okay =] Mantous don't have feelings =] I guessed I think too much =[ I always thought non-living thing had feelings =[ I always think that they were once a living thing but became a non-living things after that =[ Science will be affirmation of life after death =] After anything is being slaughtered or killed, they loses heat and eventually there's nothing left to convert into other forms of energy =[ Well, pigs are generally presdestinated to be slaughtered =[ Meanwhile I am a PIG fan =[ Quite a depressing thing to hear =[ Never mind =[ I am being too unrealistic -.- Hahas =] Continuing from here XD So I picked it up and washed it before steaming it =] I was very busy in the morning =[ I was washing and scrubbing utensils =[ My brother was just inconsiderate =[ Leaving without washing them thoroughly =[ Let's look on the bright side =] If I start washing plates and bowls, it would be a skill to learn also =] A dish washer maybe =] Obviously this is not my ambition =] So I started cleaning them without hatred kept inside me =] I left the mantou for steaming until it is ready to serve =] I ate five mantous and one cup of hot milo =] Listening to some music and eating =] Quite a blissful time I had in the morning =]

After I ate, I was again irritated with the left over mantou sticking on the steel wok =[ I took a knife and started scrapping off bits of the mantou =] By the I had finished, it was already 12.21 in the afternoon =[ Time passes that quickly =] I just hope that I could freeze where I am now =] Time never waits for us =] It just pass like nobody else business =] I did not know what to do next so I decided to pack my bag pack =] So again ironing my clothes and running about my home searching for the items =[ It was like folding wantons X.X =]

Soon, my parents returned =] I was surprised that my mum did not go for work today =[ She was ill again =[ My dad specially brought her back home to change and then set off together with her to consult a doctor =] I tagged along also since I had something to buy =] Meanwhile, it was raining cats and dogs outside =] I found everything I wanted =] I was quite stupid ! I bought two packs of triple A batteries which contains two alkaline batteries in each pack but later then I saw one pack which had four in one package and cost cheaper than what I bought =[ Whatever LA ! Give them the twenty cents ! Proceed on finding for track pants =] I discovered that Sports Link sells track pants and holding a sale ! =] So delighted =] Sorry for being a cheap stocker =] I prefer buying cheaper stuffs =] So tried it out and it FITTED nicely =] Bought two at a great deal =]

Got back home and the weather started change =] Rain poured heavily =] Lashing against the railing and droplets fill in my living room =] So relaxing =] Watch a couple of movies to destress myself =] Enjoy at the same time try to do something constuctive =] Tried talking to my friend but he left me alone because he was busy =] So I had no choice but to entertain myself =]

That's about all =] Meeting Mr Alex this thursday together with Soon Chuan for a training on filming =] It had not yet ended =] See you two then =] Enjoy ^(@@)^

W2(i)

2009-11-01T01:31:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 11.34am =] I dreamed of my primary five mathematics teacher teaching us mathematics =] We were learning some strange(Ostracize) method to solve some problems. I was late for the lesson and I was panicking because I did not understand anything from what the teachers had said X.X The funny thing was, my primary school mathematics teacher also got it mess up =] I said to myself 'Phew! That was a close call'. After I spoke that few words, I woke up and heard my handphone ringing...Alone in the Garden~. I think that it was the tone that made me make such dreams =] Nevertheless, I received two messages and one missed call from Pei Wen as well as Mr Alex. Mr Alex did not call me X.X Well, everyone is out today.. Not coming back until late midnight =[ I am all alone now =[ So decided to call back Pei Wen to ask whether I could go to his house to play his Wii which is today's theme =] Guessed you guys already know that he agreed so =] Kenny Chay tagged along also =]

Before going to Pei Wen's house, I was waiting for Kenny Chay at the back gate of the school's perimeter =] He asked me to wait for him there so I did it. On the contrary, I met him diagonally opposite at the bus stop near the carpark X.X Weird person =] Hahas. Along the way, talked to him, we laughed and joked around =] Imagining strange things like people crossing the road while there was a huge vehicle moving at their direction then hoping it would crash onto them =] LOL =] Terrible ! =] Just kinding actually =] Of course, we said to each other X.X On the journey down to the bus stop close to Pei Wen's house, a married woman with her daughter boarded... The mother successfully tapped her Cepas card on the scanner but her daughter failed X.X Then I told Kenny Chay, 跟我下车，下车！Softly =] Hahas =] Then he said Kao Pei -.- Hahas =] I packed something from the nearby coffee shop so that I could eat at Pei Wen's house =] I was famished X.X Reached Pei Wen's doorstep, Pei Wen had a grouchy face X.X It was as if he don't want anyone to distract him playing -.- Nevertheless, we were let in =] Actually does not matter whether he let us in or not =] I could just go back and relax =] It is even better than playing =] Playing will takes up memory from us =] Hahas =]

While I was eating, we were discussing about some tricks to make Pei Wen to entertain us X.X It is rude to leave the visitors alone while you enjoy yourself only =[ Unless the visitor wants to be free or else you had to find some way to make us feel comfortable =] Finally they came, we were about to leave but was stopped by his father X.X I felt quite sorry for his dad =[ Never mind =] We played for a few hours then find a little bored =[ So Kenny Chay took his leave first. I was alone with him in the living room. Sudden silent =[ So at the end, we played a game that helps me to increase my excitement =] Left at about 5pm =] That video game was straining my eyes so I don't want to play anymore =[ It was because it had been a long term that I had not play high graphical games =[ I think I don't want to play anymore =[ Better maintain my standards than to lose everything =[

My tummy was aching again when walking to the bus stop =[ I returned home and proceeded to the toilet first =[ I hope it will stop =[ Batam trip arriving =[ I don't wish to have my tummy destroying my upcoming fun adventure =[

That's all for today =] See you guys soon =]

Last Session: Fencing

2009-10-30T21:27:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I had a tummy ache... I had a terrible feeling while fencing =[ I think I ate something wrong that cause me to have a tummy ache =[ Never mind about it =] As long as I am getting better =] It will last for a few days =] So I should give it some time for it to fade away =]

During school curriculum time, I went up on stage to collect an award =] It was to recognise my effort put in throughout my years =] It was not that easy that you guys expected. I came from technical stream and laterally transfered to Normal Academic. I will not said that going to technical would be a waste of time because I learned many things during that year =] Without that CPA lesson, I will not be able to use powerpoint and microsoft words... I know it is quite dumb for a 14 year old boy to not know how to use those basic software which the whole world knows... Even a primary three kid, had also experienced it before X.X Well, it is never too late to learn something that is simple and you don't know =] I was quite anxious taking awards though =] After the prize giving ceremony, proceed on to the Semb. Star X.X Which was totally sarcarstic and pathetic -.- There was a girl who wore a short skirt and started dancing around -.- Then everyone was so excited, especially the guys(Perverts) LOL... Never mind.. The first contestant was corrupted ! I could not even hear a single thing from him except for EVERYDAY! Quite disgusted and felt like puking X.X Whatever the case is X.X I did not enjoy myself during that moment of time X.X

Later, went with Soon chuan, Xiang Xiang and Mr Alex for lunch =] We ate at Xing Wang =] Mr Alex was going to give us a treat to us so it is impolite to reget =] At that time, I felt something sharp in my stomach... It was as if someone stabbing a knife into my stomach and twist ! I suspect it was the food or drinks that I had taken in the morning... I better watch out for those hazard food and beverages that will cause harm to me =[ My health seem to get worsen since the day my tummy was bloated =[ I cancelled today's cycling organised by my CCA X.X Whatever the case is, had a great time there with them =]

I went for fencing as it was my final session =] I was so enthusiastic because it was too exciting =] I can't possibly be absent. I loved the coaches =] They are amazing =] Very kind and polite coaches =] Ultimately patient =] I bouted twice yesterday =] I won one match amongst the two matches =] It was just a friendly match =] So it does not matter whether you win or lose =] It was not a competition at all =] Even if it is, you still have to ahve some respect for the opponent after you lost =] Basic courtesy =] It was just for us to tryout fencing and experiencing what is it like to fence =] No regret for attending all the sessions =] That sport focus directly on coordination a lot =] Coordination is very important in most of the sports =] So I think it is a good choice to join that sport =] Well, maybe I should go searching for trainings on fencing =] Nevertheless, totally lighten up my life =]

See you guys soon =] BATAM trip =] Okay that's all =]

Third time leading =]

2009-10-29T03:02:00.000-07:00

Today was my third time in my life leading ahead =] Actually it was just a small role to play but I think that it is a challenge for me =] Have you ever feel very nervous or the whole body seem shiver a lot ? I had that many time =[ Although it is an honourable thing but still again shy X.X hahas =] I had to lead one fine day =] Usually will be during my CCA =] They teaches us many leadership skills more than the school =] I quite like the CCA that I am in now =] Despite of tiredness and scoldings from the officer or primers, I do learn many things from them =]

I went for Semb-experience instead of Botanical Garden with my class as it was class outing day =] Nevertheless, heard that it was not very successful X.X So I think that I made the correct decision =] I intended to argue with the teacher-in-charge until they give up but I think that it is no point being so anxious... I will treat it as the teacher chose me because I am qualified to become a leader =] I learned many different things through all this fell =] The 'Fell' I am refering to is everything seems to be the controversy of what I hope =] Never mind about whatever I face =] A true man hates no one =] Like this idiom ? =] It looks simple but when action takes place, I will bet you will shake your head furiously from left to right X.X Okay, I will tell you more about what had happened during the entire morning =]

At first I was quite afraid that I will make terrible mistake X.X That's very common =] You tends to get more self-confidence through fear =] Too much of it you will probably loose it out X.X Just some will do =] I was very surprise that I could speak more than I expected X.X They just came and sat down =] I repeated myself quite a number times just to give them a clear idea of what was the game about =] Fortunately for me, there were not some hysterical person that pissed me off X.X I dislike those kids whose mouth cannot stop praising themselves with words like 'See, I already knew about that'. Whatever !I typically hate those people who are being so arrogant X.X It irritates me a lot whenever I heard those few words X.X They are not as confident as we are for instant =] They just want others to agree with them so that they will have better configuration to say that they are smart =] I will share with you some short story =] You guys know foetus(Infant) ? Or maybe young kids, about kindergarten age =] They always seek for assurance before they would be contented X.X So same concept here X.X Why people boast ? Simply they are lack of self-confidence and self-image, that's all. You don't see heroes boast right ? Do you see Batman telling others that he is brave ? No! He just stands out for himself and save Gotham City =] So there's a principle here =] People recognise you as brave or smart when you are not telling others that you are smart or genius X.X

I will move on to fencing session =] I had a lot of fun when I was bouting with my opponent =] We were basically having a friendly match =] After we practised so many times, so if you don't try fencing with someone, it would be in vain X.X It is a very tough training for me =] I also agree with the sentence 'We must at least go through a few moments of tedious time before we could even think of succeeding' =] Like I said yesterday =] You have to make an sacrifice or risk for yourself in order to get back the profit which is thrice as much =] It is just like investing money for your own company =] Whether a not if it will be a failure, does not matter =] Losing everything with pride is a perfect decision to make =] At least you will get some consolation words for yourself after you had made an effort =] You will feel great about yourself =] It gives you encouragement to persist on with your investment =] Each time you fail, you get up and continue forward =] Achieve what you yearn for =] Have a vast ambition of yourself =] It will come true one day =] Even though the setbacks are giving you a lot of troubles and problems, I think it is part of life =] Okay, I will talk about my bout =] I had bouted twice with my peers =] It is so interesting =] I had to plan lots of strategy in order to make a successful strike on my opponents body =] How I wield my weapon was very important =] All your strength will be on your sword position =] I had to be fast in defending and attacking my opponent when chance comes =] Pushing the foil away from me was the situation I faced X.X It was not that simple as I thought ! It is like pushing a guy who is stronger than you X.X There were rules and regulations to follow X.X No point being victorious when you disobeyed the rules. You will feel guilty about it X.X So fight in the right way =] There was another difficulty I faced X.X It was disengaging the defensive technique away from my opponent X.X It is quite complex with foil wriggling around when I take a step X.X I looks like a WORM ! =] A few of my peers fought rather fiercely X.X They were jumping about and attacking with great intensity =] I am sure the impact is very powerful with you exposing your unprotected body =] Sure do =] It could possibly penetrates through your body! Hahas =] Just imagining =] I watched the Indiano Jones and the crystal skull. They really fought with exposing bodies X.X They were using the pistol grip which is firmer =] Hahas =] There were quite a number of commands =] Generally it will be interesting to learn something new =] A skill at least =]

THat's all for today XD See you guys tomorrow =] Last day of school in Sembawang Secondary school in the year 2009 =] Could not wait for the upcoming joyous overseas I will be going =] WOOO!

Outrages Act!

2009-10-28T02:02:00.000-07:00

Today had a very outrages act ! I not going to indicate that person because like I said earlier, my blog has zero offences to anybody =] I will start with what had happened in the morning first =] It is always best to start at the beginning =] Same principle here when you are writing composition =] You are not a chinese composer who writes backwards X.X You have to give a clear context for the examiner to see =] IF not they had totally no idea what you were exactly interpreting =] So bear that in your mind =] It is very important to do so =] No pressure XD Again, do whatever you like. No judgement, only consequences and results you will perceive =]

In the morning, it was the sports fiesta so I was not really involved in it =[ I was at the DJ's table sitting down and at the same time serving for Mr Alex =] HE was the one who appointed me as his assistant =] It was not a bad choice actually =] I am over stressed out about certain things that worries me =[ I need to calm down more or else I will just explode in my mind and do some crazy act or probably faint =[ That was part of the reason why I did not insist to sit down and admire at the beautiful scenery of the morning dew =] Actually there was not X.X It is just some hysterical people jumping and running around the field X.X I could see that Mr Alex had a hard time adjusting the mixer- pulling in and out of the board's connectors X.X Quite terrible actually X.X That mixer was more than a decade old X.X I am surprise that they did not have yet changed into a newer one X.X What budget are they having anyway X.X Mr Alex told me that the mixer only cost a couple of hundreds X.X It is the matter of whether you know how to use it not about the size X.X Never mind about the school X.X I can't be bothered by this kind of things X.X It is not my problem anyway X.X Where I was talking previously? Oh, I stopped at the hysterical... Continuing from here =] So in the end we had no choice but to use the stone age method X.X Which is using a microphone stand with a mike on it and faced the mike head on the speaker =] I don't know what to call that thing X.X It's okay =] I will assume that as a head =] I typically like those songs sang by EBBA =] Especially the 'MAMA MIA' and 'Dancing Queen' =] I watched twice of the show MAMA MIA =] It is a musical movie =] There are some funny parts =] The whole session ended at about 12.10 including the prize ceremony =] Reported back to the Form teacher's classroom to take back our holistic report card/book =] I am impressed with my improvements made =] Nevertheless, no reasons why I should stop even though I got the top three amongst the whole Normal Academic =] Not boasting here! My expectations are simple and easy to fulfill =] I just do my best and strive =] Does not matter whether you are going to decrease or increase =] As long you done your best, it is the conclusion =] No more Buts ! It is your best effort you can give so don't feel guilty =] Unless you had not, then it is none of my business =]

Later went for rehearsal at the indoor sports hall =] After completed once, I rushed back for Conversational lesson =] I just wanted to make myself present =] Did not want to disappoint my teacher =[ She is a very patient and passionate teacher =] She treated us like her own kids or son =] It is just different manner =] There was an commotion in between the lessons =[ It was like this... A girl from other class wanted to inform her friends from our class to attend the Netball.. But instead of just seeking for permission from my teacher, she just pointed out to her friend as an sign language so that her friend would take notice =[ The teacher was annoyed from what she did X.X So she was furious with that girl X.X The girl has no control in her manner X.X Totally outrages and unacceptable attitude X.X The teacher started to raise her voice and the girl stared at her with fiery in her eyes and had an intension of fighting back with the teacher in charge X.X Not saying anyone here!.. I discovered that many teenagers have poor self-image and no self-control at all... They just wanted to act brave or pretend to be brave so that people would like them X.X It is totally ridiculous in the sense X.X They have zero respect for the elders X.X I really hated those girls who uses vulgarities because it just prove me that they have zero acceptance in who are them in present.. They don't have the ability to like themselves how do expect to be liked by the others X.X Like the teacher said ''Outer beauty is not the way you should judge a person, it is the inner beauty that counts!''=] It is like the idiom : Do not judge the book by it's cover X.X You never know what interesting that will happen or being discovered =] Very common mistake made by every teenagers, including me =] I sometimes had very little patient in doing things =[ But, I will try to work onto my tolerance =] Again like I said very long ago ''Everyone will only remember what terrible things you done and not remembering that you are highly respected person before''. Everyone has the responsibility to take consciousness in their actions or words... It can be very offensive sometimes. So do try to think what you want others to think of you =] If you want to have a better personal character ? Then work for it! In this world, there are no such things as easy way =] It applies to certain things =] Not everything but most of the things =] Yes, relaxation is to maintain stability but you had to add some roughness to your plannings =] Always preparing for the worst consequences, be prepare to confront or face it =] If you make mistakes, take that as an educational lesson =] OF course don't always conflict the same things over and over again =] It just make no sense at all =] I read about the novel of 'If you Keep Doing The Same things..'' by Andrew Matthews ''If you keep doing the same things, don't be surprise to get back the same results'' =] So change your attitude a little =] Everybody had at least fell once before and it is not just a subtle one, a rather major ones =] They hang on and persist to try to get out of the deepest descent they made =] This is how life goes =] Mistakes are better than success =] That's the key for being successful in life =] No Pain means No Game! =] Have more self-awareness =] I am also working for it =] Nobody is perfect =] But we can work towards perfection =] Entrepreneur also takes high risk in investment =] That's why they are now eminent in the world =] Risk or sacrifice something for your future =] It will give you triple of the price you made =] Hahas =] Think about it =] No forcing here =]

Poh chuan did not attend fencing today X.X Never mind... He is tired... Anyway I don't care whether my friends does go or not =] I am an independent learner =] I can work without any friends besides teachers' help =] It is because I had the experience before =] It is not only a day or a week or month ! It lasted for a year ! No guidance from friends.. In fact, all requesting for guidance X.X Today is the 6th session =] I am delighted that the session is ending soon but still feel a little sad X.X It is because I enjoy it a lot despite tough training =] I can bear with it =] Totally love the coaches =] Very patient and polite when interacting with us or teaching us =] Encourages and motivates us a lot =]

That's all for today =] Hope you guys keep it to yourself whatever you read from my blog today =] Keep quiet X.X Anyway I indicated clearly already =] Guess it is up to you guys to spread the rumours =] See you guys tomorrow =]

My first time recording

2009-10-27T02:24:00.000-07:00

Today was a marvellous day despite of the toughness of the trainings during my fencing session =] Never mind =] It's all part of life XD Hardship will get closer to success =] I managed to try holding onto the recording camera and start filming =] OF course today was all learning the basics =] Very glad that Mr Alex taught me how to use the functions of the recording camera =] In other words, Soon chuan and I are not involve in educating the students at Batam XD Just focus on filming =] How relaxing is my job =] I don't think so it will be that simple X.X I maybe entertaining them also X.X Hahas =] Let's just hope for the best and not hope for the worst =]

MY first time filming was quite difficult as in the holding of the camera without too much frigidity when moving X.X Probably will make the audience dizzy at the end of the film X.X Hahas =] Nothing much actually =] Later went back to class to join in the Batam preparation program conducted by the councillors X.X I did not know they were so B***** X.X Except for the guy =] He is a very nice guy that I met during my leadership training camp =] He always guide me and I like him XD The rest is totally YUCKS! X.X Don't really like to listen to those arrogant people X.X Although they had the priority or the higher in position does not mean they could say whatever they like to say... Is just completely ridiculous and unreasonable! Never mind X.X At least they apologised at the end of the entire session =] Obviously I am a forgiving person =] I forgive many people before but people seldom forgive me X.X That's how selfish they are =] You guys discover something ? When you are in trouble or in doubts, people tends to leave you alone to solve your own problem X.X Unless you have something exciting or entertaining or else GOOD BYE~! That's how selfish human nature are X.X Let me give a scenario, you guys heard of the movie Titanic ? What happened ? The ship hull was damaged by the ice berg looming out of the sea X.X Sea water gushed in furiously- filling empty tanks with water- making it impossible for the ship to keep on it's balance so in the end, it begins to sink slowly X.X What do people care for ? Themselve before others X.X Am I right to say that ? So be humble with your life =] Save yourself first before others =] Unless you are that open hearted person that you don't mind dieing by saving the others X.X I am not saying that it is a mistake to make =] I know a lot of heroes had made such sacrifice so the citizens will recover peace =] Never mind actually =] It does not matter what you choose =] As long it is a wise choice then go ahead to make that assumption =]

I did not have the feeling of attending CCM today because of certain reasons =[ There are so many things that waiting for me to be present at X.X I am only one and only one X.X I don't have a clone of mine =[ So was wavered again X.X LOLS! Nevertheless, learned quite a number of things from the teacher =]

It was the session five of fencing =] Left three more sessions and I will wave goodbye =] Learned a lot of techniques to counter a attack =] Quite fun today but was tremendously exhausted after the entire session X.X My knee hurts and my fingers aching X>X Haiz... Forget it =] No point complaining and whining here =] Since it's over =] Appreciate those instructors who taught me =] I am very satisfied with my progress now =]

That's all for today XD If I do make any unnecessary mistake please enlighten me =] Feel free to tell me what mistakes I made =] Thanks XD SEe you guys tomorrow =]

Rolling with Excitement =]

2009-10-26T01:07:00.000-07:00

Today, clearly, I was very contentious =] Basically, as you usual in the morning-I do all my regular basis to start off the day with a refreshing smile on my face =] Hahas =] Whether or not it is terrible or miserable day after the following that had taken place, is always perfect to start a day with a positive attitude =] That makes your mind generate the concept that every lesson- whether is it a speech or talk or any educational principles to be learned- is all part of life =] You want to earn a living in the future, you had to build your foundation so that you won't be easily defeated when you are out in the society =] There are all sorts people you are going to meet =] It depends, if you are unfortunate then you probably will meet those kind of people =] Okay okay X.X I will get moving =] You guys might be too desperate to find out X.X Anyway, does not matter =] I never say is a Must!

I will skip the morning assembly X.X Oh yeah =] I was feeling quite down when Mr Tamil said 'The secondary twos will be proceeding to the hall for a financial program'. I thought it will be going to be a speech presented by some other visitors from outside the society =[ When I arrived at the corridor of the hall, I was quite surprise to see tables arranged neatly and there was a board game on the desk =] My instincts proved, me wrong =[ I felt quite bad after that X.X Nevertheless, the game had good morality. Simply because it is not just any other simple monopoly that we see(Or even though it seems like). It is depending on what are your decision made in order to earn some profit in the end =] I wished that I could just play the game until 12.30pm sharp X.X The game was very attracting =[ I love playing those game actually =[ Is just that I could not find the opportunity to do that or I don't have adequate number for people to play with me =[ Sad right ! =[ Whatever is it, the game also quite depends on your luck =]

After the board game, went on to take my breakfast during the recess break =] Later, went to the indoor sports hall for a talk from our Neighbourhood Police Centre(NPC) who had kindly offered to give an educational speech to us as a youth =] The talk was about loansharks =] How to deal with loansharks when you are being approached to do something illegal =] Actually I knew what they were going to say =] I am particularly irritated by the way they presented X.X It's quite an amazing thing to say that =] Their content generally is okay but I think they didn't have enough preparation... They spoke too fast or skipped words which are important.. I am not convinced by the way they presented =[ I don't think I am being too unreasonable or judgemental, but they did that has not yet fulfilled my expectations. It is just that it is very annoying when you speak fast X.X They also have difficulties standing in front of thousands of eyes staring at me X.X You will be afraid. PANIC! =] We all have room for improvement =] EVERYONE! So don't get the wrong idea that I am arrogant =[ I am just hoping for a better presentation =] Never mind =] In fact next time, I will be in their position !

Took my lunch which did not satisfy me X.X Not filling enough but never mind =] No complains because it was cheap =] Went for CCM lesson =] Today everyone came, just because Mrs chew did some threatening actions X.X Wasn't that what they wanted ? Don't you guys notice that ? No pain means enjoyment ? NO! Their patient will break at some point X.X Taking kindness for granted is a terrible mistake to make... Not saying anyone here =] Just my thoughts and feelings =] That CCM course was specially given to us to learn about other language as our third language =] The Ministry of Education had invested huge sums of money to let us learn other languages =] Out of the school, no such thing anymore =[ Even if you want, you will have to pay for it.. So be a little grateful for the things that benefit you without you paying for it =] Appreciation will be considered as gratitude; Even if you pretend or put on an act, it does not matter as long you don't interrupt or create commotion or disasters or chaos or havoc =] So think twice before making an assumption or action. All this is part of life =] You need to learn how to appreciate things given to you as an opportunity =] You can treat that as an investment in your future =] Don't you guys love money so much =] Let all the lessons be the way you wanted =] It will be joyous and at the same time beneficial for your entire journey until the day you rise up to somewhere wonderful (All Burdens Paid off). I went to CCM because I like the way the teacher teaches =] Very interesting =] Everytime I step into the class, I am prepared to listen to whatever the teacher would want to say =] She has a very unsual mindset almost like mine =] She could link to many things when explaining some words, eventually will be miles away like I when I am typing my blog =] Well, don't give up so easily =] That's what she said =] Not me ! I do give up sometimes =[ I felt quite miserable =[ No point being sorry now =] Just keep moving forward =] Well, it does not matter how slowly you go, it matters when you stop moving forward =] I like this idiom =] Very motivating to those who are not progressing fast enough =] At least it gives you more self-confidence =] That's all for today =]

See you guys tomorrow =] Yawn ! Everytime writing essays X.X =] It's okay XD Enjoyed =] ?

Balmy Weather =]

2009-10-25T01:35:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 9.20am =] I was very hungry so could not sleep longer =[ I also quite afraid I overslept =[ Never mind =] I went for breakfast at Macdonalds =] I had a hearty meal =] After that took a long brisk walk back home =] On my way back home, the weather was hot =[ until I reached home then the weather started to change =[ Very breezy and cloudy =] I prefered this weather than rainy days =] At least the breeze will still maintain for a few hours =] Unlike rain, once it pours heavily X.X The next hour, the weather will be blazing hot! X.X I did not really know what to do after I returned home with my tummy filled =[ I went to facebook to collect the free souvenirs then totally had no idea what to proceed on =[ The boredom finally breached ! So I went out for a walk instead of staying at home staring at the paper box =] At least outside is real =] the computer is just virtual.. Does nothing but harm our health =[ They provide you with entertainment, Yes but too much of it can lead to memory loss and eye strain .________.ll

I all the way down to Ang Mo Kio hub alone X.X At first I did not know where to go X.X I was wavered on where to go -.- I did not want to go too far or too near X.X So i make up my mind, went to amk hub in the end X.X Sounds so unpopular -.- Everytime going to the same old places or rather common places where everyone already went a couple of times X.X Well, Singapore has limited resources and land X.X So no point complaining X.X It is very fortunate to stay in Singapore than in other countries =] Here again, there are pros and cons in this lion city =] The pros are no natural disaster and very socialised and civillised country =] The cons are definitely boredom and expensive X.X Never mind =] I quite enjoy walking alone =] Apaprt from loneliness, there is a lot of freedom =] No stress or pressure =] No kidding XD

I think there are nothing that took place or any interesting event that had happen when I was out X.X I will sign off here =] The weather makes me quite sick sometime =[ Okay okay.. Before I go any further =] I better stop if not I will never stop and just keep continuing my history X.X

See you guys tomorrow XD Sometimes loneliness is good but not too much =]

Back to my CCA

2009-10-24T01:03:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 8am =] I was totally tired and could not think of anything =[ I did not sleep that well last night =[ Made some terrifying nightmares again X.X I really cannot help it =[ I tried hard to think too much when I am sleeping but still... Maybe I did not rest for a while before turning in =[ Whatever it is, I hope it is temporary =] XD

I went back to my Co-curriculum activity(CCA): Boy's Bridgade X.X I was so engross in my studies for the past few days X.X My whole body felt stiffens when I did my drill =[ Surprisingly, I still managed to march properly =] Fortunately for me, my knee were not tired as yesterday there's fencing session. Most of the time, my knee and thigh hurts a lot after the session =] For some reason, only my knee hurts a little for today =] Phew ! If not I will be fry by my cadet lieutenant or second cadet lieutenant X.X Another exciting news was that, my officer were not around at parade today =] With them around, life will not be as relaxing as for today X.X Only primers around, officer off day ! It is hardly or rather very rare that my officers are not coming for parade =] Hahas... Very exhausted after my CCA =[ It was like fitness training or some sort of torturement X.X We were under the scorching sun for an hour X.X Gosh ! My skin probably will turn darker ! Definitely will ! I was felt like complaining but I don't want to X.X Just part of life =] Some pushing and pressing is good =] Too much it will cause dire consequences =] It is like the principle of the turning coal into diamonds =] You guys heard about it recently =] The amount of pressure can turn coal into diamond.. Also the same amount of pressure can turn diamond into sand X.X So it is depending on how our elders pressurized us =] There's something my assistant chaplin shared with us today =] It is about faithfulness =] Fanny crosby was blind when she was six years old X.X Not because of when she was foetus she already blinded but was a doctor queck(A unqualified doctor) who made her blind through his ridiculous cure X.X The reason her mother looked for the doctor queck because there was not a single qualified doctor and it was an urgent to seek for a doctor... She had a tremendousl high fever X.X So the unqualified doctor told her to use coal to stuff it into her eyes and take it out later so the heat will be absorb into the coal and she will be alright after that X.X The parents also quite incorrigibly took the risk ! Diaos ! But Fanny Crosby wrote 8,000 hyms and survived until 95 years old X.X That's a phenomenon ! Her persistence and her faithfulness kept her going =] She said ''God gave it to her'' =] She was not resentful instead she was grateful towards the god =] Her hearings became very sensitive =] So don't look down on handicaps X.X They have brighter future then we have =] They are smarter than we expected =] There're pros and cons of being handicap =] Most of it are cons(disadvantage) =[ They had better higher possibility in success =] Like Andrew Matthews wrote in his novel =] Why do we need problems ? He wrote problems are the ones which will involve us taking actions to solve it =] I read many interesting facts from his novels =] It really gave me higher security, happiness and self-confidence =] The another the book I am reading also helps me in communications with all sorts of people around the world =] Hahas =] If who happens to drop by my blog, tag me on my blog chatbox =] I really feel delighted when someone tags me =] So all my efforts are not in vain =] Thanks for all of your contribution to my happiness =]

My tummy still seems round X.X Never mind =] It's fine =] It will go off after some time =] That's all for today =] Hope you guys enjoy reading my blog as far as possible =] Not to worry =] Even if not a single soul would want to read my post for whatever reasons, I am still contentious =] Like I said earlier on =] It does not matter whether you guys would bother to read it a not =] It is the matter for me to expel my thoughts and feelings onto this blog =] I will be very polite and I won't type hurting messages to anyone =] Bear in mind, I will not make it to the point that it will affect my friendship or relationship or any hatred from anyone to me =] Okay enough devotions =]

Thanks for all of you guys support that made my blog a vital one =] See you guys other day =]

Fencing session: 4

2009-10-23T03:55:00.000-07:00

Today woke up quite early =[ Partly was about that I was hungry so could not sleep any further =[ There were some other types of mysterious feeling X.X I also made a terrible 'morning-mare' ! It was so terrifying that it made my heart beat fast =[ Not going to emphasise on it =] Continuing.... =]

Today fencing was quite iteresting =] Oh yeah, I missed one part =] Before getting into the indoor sports hall, I was quite anxious to find out where the fencing was held... There were red barrier tapes around the entrance which was the stairs, so it made me assume that there were construction going about =[ I went around the school to search for it finally I return back to where I started =] Fortunately I saw one of the fencing coach came out from the doors =] I rushed up with excitement =] When I arrived there, I was quite surprise that Pei Wen was not present X.X I thought he likes fencing =] but he did not turn up... Never mind about him =] My tummy still feeling awkward =[ It still looks round even though I ate some digestion medicine =[ So I tried to brisk walk after every meal I had =] Hoping it will slightly reduce the size and also taking more fruits and vegetables... I also restrain from taking fried stuffs from now =] Eating everything naturally =] Meaning no adding of soya products X.X If this still persist, I might consult a doctor to give it a check =] Today fencing was quite alright =] I was amazed that the foil could be hold with one finger without dropping =] There's a balance weight of the foil =] We did a few lunges and jumps throughout the whole practise =] Sports also can burn calories =] No doubts about it =]

This afternoon went out with Mr Alex =] We tour around the place =] We shifted from on place to another =] We just felt bored with the surroundings in Singapore =] Nevertheless, enjoyed myself =]

Apologise that my stomach don't feel well X.X So cannot compose that much today =[ Moreover tomorrow I had to attend my CCA =[ Or else my officer will nag at me =[ They will use my promotion to press me down X.X This is them =] That's why I am so hoping that I don't promote to higher ranking X.X The more superior you are, the more duty you will encounter X.X It is very sulky ! After my CCA, I will just run back home without staying X.X Can't be bother with my CCA though exams are over =[ Seriously X.X

Okay.. That's it =] See you guys after the weekends then =] Stay fit and healthy =]

Origami =]

2009-10-22T01:43:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 6.04am =] Took a shower and felt refreshing though it was very freezing in the morning =]

Something I experimented =] Actually showering in the morning is a good idea =] It is because when your body sure to start heating up after your freezing sleep ;the moment you wakes up =] When heating takes place, for some other people, for example me, my face tends to get oilier than morning =[ Despite many times I washed my face, it will still produce a natural oil to protect my face =] I just weight the pros and cons of the oily base of your faces =] The advantage is that you are protect against sun that emits harmful rays so it is to prevent those Ultra Violet Rays(UVR) from direct contacting with your skin immediately =] The disadvantage is that your face gets so oily that it makes your pores filled with the natural oil, once your finger touches it, that's it =[ Fingers especially the nails are very filthy no matter how many times you washed it X.X I guessed that's the reason why our body produce this oil base for our faces =] You guys noticed that a lot of solution is for clearing oil base either for scalp or face, does not matter X.X Showering before going to school or office(when you are older) cools down your body temperature =] So there will not be a instant rise in your inner temperature X.X I think this is part of the reason... There's a lot more than that X.X I might be wrong =[ So don't penalise me =] Just a wild guess =]

Never mind, continueing from here =] Today's topic is about 'Origami' ... Not during ciriculum time of course XD During CCM(Conversation malay) =] I think I miss one part =] I will briefly describe my experienced for today or rather events that had took place =]

In the morning got my finalised results =] I am very proud with myself =] Note down the word 'MYSELF' ! Don't get the idea that I am trying to boast around X.X What for ? As long as I score high, I don't have to be arrogant =] People automatically will recognise or know =] No point anyway X.X It is only temporary.. It will go away some time =] Unless I maintain that standards or strive higher for better aggregates =] My mother tongue failed by 0.5 marks =[ I had already done my best so I should not feel depress about it =] Everybody has ups and downs =] Not everyone knows everything but we can learn as much as we can throughout the entire of our life until the day we rise into somewhere wonderful =] Will be working extra harder during my holidays =] A1 is my desire for english during the O's... Not only english ! I want everything A1 =] How fantastic it would be if I have all A1s =] Mother tongue at least a C5 ! =] Is a MUST =] I am going to make it happen =] My ambition will come true one day =] Everything will go as smooth as silk =] Okay I think that's enough =]

The batam thing was just a waste of time... Not going to talk about it X.X Strange and weird school of mine X.X

I will zoom to my origami session =] Actually it is not really origami =] No folding process so cannot say it is a origami =] It was just learning how to make a Ketupat using ribbons =] Very difficult ! So complicated =[ She said turn here turn there X.X I listen until my mind is so confuse X.X Even the teacher herself also got messed up when teaching us =] She said that she would teach us how to make one next monday =] She had lots of talent =] Numerous =]

That's it =] No more XD Don't be greedy =] Tomorrow then I will continue my adventure =] Is coming to an end soon =] I meant secondary two life =] Haha =] Work hard and strive high =] See you guys tomorrow XD

MA MA MIA !

2009-10-21T02:53:00.000-07:00

Today I am tremendously excited and fun filled =] The whole day was inter class games X.X That part was sulky =[ I had just simply wasted my precious time there =[ I should not be there X.X I will look at it at the bright site =] I went to cheer and encourage my peers =] That's rather better for me =] Filling my life with joys and laughters XD I am quite havoc today actually =] Don't know why I am but I don't want to know XD

The conversational malay lesson was quite interesting today =] She introduced to us many things about ceremonial and celebrity of malay culture =] She explained rather specifically and clearly to us about it =] Our traditions and their traditions are almost similar XD Just different FEELING ! =] She gave us some treats =] I bet she does like us =] If not she would have bother to buy snacks for us =] She's doesn't scold even if we speak wrongly =] On the contrary, she praised us =] Quite fortunate to have her =] I really love stimulating teachers =] I hate those teachers who are serious and never showing their smile X.X It makes them feel grouchy and making us feel irritated X.X Agree =] Sure do XD I can assure you =] Who likes a teacher with a serious looking and never put a smile on the face X.X Only those hysterical ones X.X Or rather just can't be bother how that guy motivates the students X.X Not saying anyone here =] Again, just my thoughts and feelings.

Never Mind about that =] Just something for you guys to think about =] Not to worry, I won't judge you even if you disagree =] Everyone has different mind sets, including me =] I watched the show MA MA MIA ! XD A very marvellous musical movie =] Hahas XD I totally loved the effects and musics XD Their voice did not sound that bad in the movie =] In fact, quite amazing =] Also very funny =] The daughter invited three of her father to her wedding =] She wants to acknowledge her father but it was too confusing as all of them were telling the same thing X.X Her mother was the only one who knew who was the father of her daughter =] Sophie's mother just refuse to tell her daughter about it =[ So she secretly invited them(Her dads) over =] Her mother foundo out so she was terrified X.X In the end, at the wedding scene, instead of Sophie and his boyfriend, Sky, were married, it was the mother married X.X LOL... Then they were dancing about and shouting 'Chance, Chance, Chance... with echoed' =] The ground burst =] Then sophie mother screamed its 'The goddess of LOVE !' I could not really know how to spell the actual one =[ Her wish came true =] She was exmtremely happy =] There were lots of people in that scene =] A lot of dance moves =] I like watching musical movies =] Generally have much more event and harmony taking place =] Unlike those romantic shows where they show absolutely nothing but kissing and hugging each other LOL ! I had ever watch those movie before so I know =] Not spousing nonsense here X.X Hahas =]

That's all for today =] My tummy still feels umcomfortable =[ Kept bloating like a balloon =[ I am not pregnant ! I am a guy not a woman ! Never mind =] You guys need not worry about me =] Just care and concern of your lifes XD See you guys tomorrow XD

Fencing session:3

2009-10-20T05:22:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 6.27am =[ I wokeup at quite late =[ I was horrified when I saw the sky bright blue =[ So quickly got up and rush to the bathroom and do a thorough clean =] Basically my usual routine everytime I wakes up =]

There is one sad news I want to share with you guys =[ That is my laptop is almost about to die off =[ It beginning to dump physical memory =[ I don't know how those things happens but I am sure that it is something that I had downloaded or clicked accidentally that end up like this =[ Not to worry =] I still have my desktop with me =] The only disadvantage is that my desktop is unable to sustain for an adequate time of connection =[ At first, my desktop worked perfectly fine until one day, it suddenly shutting down and beginning to create lots of problems =[ I did consulted some computer technicians or expert for help but it did not work successfully =[ Actually everything runs well except the connection =[ So it does not matter =] As long I am able to collect my daily souvenirs on the facebook's games =] Hahas =] Don't know why i called it souvenirs but never mind =] Maybe it is a gift =] hahas =] Continueing from here XD

Today collected back all the papers =] I was totally astonish when I got back my physics paper =[ I did not expect that I could score so high despite of not reading instructions clearly =[ I thought the examiner would deduct my marks for writing it on the fulscap paper =[ Quite surprising actually =] There was another miracle =] I passed my chinese subject ! =] My wish came true =] I just hope the combination would not make too much difference on my SA2 results =[ I am quite terrified because I failed my CA1 and CA2 =[ X.X The scoring also not really that close to borderline =[ It was like 35 ! X.X Nevertheless, there still hope =] It was quite a coincidence that my mathematics and science achieved the same result =] Hahas =] English I am sure I will be able to pass =] XD It is because I had not been failing my english for the entire of this year =] Haha =] Enough from achievements XD Guess those close to me will feel delighted with my score =] I hope =] Not being arrogant here XD

Today's fencing lessons was very exciting =] I was quite looking forward to the fencing =] Oh apologise =[ I still left out conversational malay =[ The CCM still very enriching XD Hahas =] No doubts that I had learned a lot of socials studies through my CCM teacher =] Cikgu Farahin =] She was very generous person =] Never asking us to repay kindness even when we misbehave =] She still gave us beverages to quench our thirst XD I guessed that's why she's able to survive in the society with this kind of attitude =] It's good =] Kindness is a matter =] I just read from the Reader's Digest that kindness it's beneficial for our health =] Cool XD I learned some new things from what I had read =] When I typed out, I tend to memorise every single thing I wrote =] In summary form XD It's quite amazing =] You guys could also, just believe you guys can do it =] Just like Mr Alex said to you guys =] Impossible is nothing =] Hahas =] Which meant to me that if you don't try or just yearn ! You will never succeed =] Not CURSING here ! Just emphasising on it =] XD Moving on to FENCING ! Today's objective XD

Today, I will give a talk on my experience with fencing =] At first fencing to me was like building fences around ! I misinterpret or just being literate ! X.X It was not that ! I think I ever wrote about this before =] So I won't explain again =] It is just pure boring =[ It could be an insult to me ! Simply because I just using past written post and paste it in today's post ! Meaning to say that I cannot think anymore or create anymore =] I don't want that to happen =] So if I happen repeat the same thing again. inform me =] I will make necessary changes =] I refering to topic, NOT WORDS ! I am not GOD ! X.X I cannot replace preposition ! zzz... Just kidding =] XD Just to make my blog a little exciting =] I take it from the Reader's digest also =] Taught me how to write a memoir XD Add on some thoughts and feelings to your post. I can assure you that it will turn out to be a fantastic one =] Just like George Orwell said in his novel : Animal Farm =] I could not really remember what he written but just something that affects me =] Haha.. I am thousand miles away from my topic again =] Well, managed to get my hands on that sickening FOIL ! Kidding =] I am enthusiastic on gripping on the grip of the foil =] It would be a life time to get my hands on it =] I know there's fencing clubs that offers fence but this is cheaper than other lessons outside in the universe ! I bet they learn almost the same technique as us =] Sure there would be some differences but not really a lot =] Perhaps more moves and steps =] I hope there would be another chance where they offer fencing on school =] Be the first to join ! =] Holding the foil is not that exciting =] Of course I could play with it =] Using my knowledge on fencing and produce the styles with a foil instead of just empty hands swinging around the surroundings X.X

I am signing off from here =[ As I told earlier, my laptop is going to 'Tong Tong Chiang !' meaning dead sooner or later =] Just hope it would last enough for me to type my dairy =] See you guys tomorrow =] Hope you guys would be happy with your performance =] Whatever it is, it is just temporary =] Copy-righted from Mr Alex =]

Tremendously HOT !

2009-10-19T05:47:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 12pm XD I had nightmares again =[ Those eccentric ones X.X I nightmared about I was late for school and did not complete my assignments X.X I don't know why would I bother on that as it is already post-exams activity time X.X Never mind XD In the morning, my mother was using the laptop =] She was too quiet and silent when using the laptop X.X I was not aware that she was using the laptop X.X My ears aren't sensitive enough X.X The whole afternoon was tremendously humid =[ I could have get a sun burn from that X.X My mother told me to turn on the air condition but I refused... I felt just normal X.X Might be the living room was like an oven X.X Quite strange X.X It should be smaller area gets heated up faster... It is totally the opposite X.X Instead is the larger place gets heated easily X.X Haiz.. I won't bother about that XD As long I feel normal... =]

I went to Yishun to take a walk around X.X Since there's nothing much I could do at home =[ I was loitering around the whole shopping center X.X I felt rather relaxing =] It is obvious ahhas =] There were air conditioners circulating the whole shopping mall X.X I went to the popular and saw something caught my attention =] I saw a few photo frames with printed glazing words on it =] The frame has been lubricated XD So it is smooth on the surface =] Eventually I bought it XD I went up to the third level to look at some computer games =] Maybe some old games might attract me in buying them to play =] I saw the 'Dynasty Warrior 6' =] I ever played that before on play station two =] It is very fun and exciting =] I could remember some of the moves =] Their special power is 'Muso mode' =] Very highly animated spells =] It happens to be available on computers =] Hahas =] It gave me some excitement and enthusiasm in buying it =] At last I did not buy X.X I should put some thoughts in my education X.X Although exams are over but still must maintain the standards =] Nevertheless, I will still consider getting it =] It cost 40 bucks X.X Quite expensive but not really =]

While I was walking back home, I could feel the intense heat travelling to and fro X.X Terrible, horrible and vegetable weather ! X.X It has been a long weekend =] Had some memorable events that took place during these weekends =] Tomorrow all the results will be reveal =] Wish you guys pass with flying colours =]

I went out with my parents for dinner =] My mother behaves rather strangely today X.X She's like that =] I am used to her weird behaviour XD Not often she is like that =] Sometimes =] She really motivates me by scolding my father =] hahas =] It is like this =] My father was argueing with her about some miscellaneous stuffs then she said 'Shuddup' LOL Then my father kept quiet X.X She said learned from us X.X -.- It was just a jokingly said of course x.X It is quite dangerous sometimes =[ It could just create commotion by asking others to shaddup X.X Especially to your love ones X.X so becareful of what you said =] Althought action speaks louder than words but words carries power too.. If you said that you will never pass any subject, you will never pass any subject X.X It is totally the fact =] Whatever is it X.X Just beware =] Be conscious about it XD

That's all for today XD See you guys tomorrow =] Thrive and Strive =]

Crabby Village =]

2009-10-18T08:42:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 10.51am XD hahas =] Pretty long day though XD Very balmy weather XD I was doing some writing and playing some flash games =] That's all I did today at home =]

Today's theme is about Crabby Village XD Hahas =] My granny's birthday falls on the October 26... but due to the packness of my parents.. We postponed it to today =] Hahas =] I will take this chance to visit them at the same time give them a joyous celebration XD My grandparents are very nice mankinds =] I seldom seen grandmother so caring and loving =[ I don't know =[ Maybe I am wrong =] I always see children dislikes their grandparents because they are too nosey... Hahas =] Never mind =] But there are really good grandparents around =] Last time, I always visit my grandparent's home which is my father's sister house XD My aunt is an architech =] Her profession is in project XD She instruct the construction workers to build of course =] I believe that she is really kind =] She told me that she seldom scold the workers =] Unless there's some mistake that cannot be tolerated X.X If not is just soft-hearted X.X Never mind =] Continue from here XD This crabby village is just a name that I created for that restaurant =] I don't know how to read the chinese character so I will transmit into english language XD I ate the 'Volcanic Tofu'' XD Is really amazing that they could make a volcano shape from the tofu =] I was fascinated with it =] I really could see the crater XD Then there is like eruption going on =] I guessed I think too much XD But I had pretty good imagination =] That's why science was my favourite subject =] It requires you to process through =] Especially physics XD Of course chemistry also but just lesser as chemistry for now just need to memorise the equation XD Later will be marvellous XD Pouring chemical one into another =] Boiling or combusting =] So interesting XD I think always miles apart from today's theme XD I think you guys would like it better if I tell you more about my thinking and feeling XD If not it would just be pure boring X.X Perhaps =] Well, I did not expect my granny to give me a red packet =[ It's her birthday =[ I should be giving her something X.X Never mind =] It's rude to reject gifts =[ Especially from elderly =[ You guys know there's something strange in the adult empire ? They usually rejects money going to them X.X You notice ? When you are with your parents =] Your grandparents often attempt to give your parents red packets but your parents always refuse to accept =] Hahas XD They will say ''Mai La, Mai La'',''Lu Sui'' I will translate =] ''Don't want la, Don't want la!'',''You keep it for yourself'' XD Everytime it seems to have some collision when monetary takes place between them... Haiz ! Don't want give me la X.X Just kidding hahas =] They just filial towards their parents =] Back to the crabby village =] That restaurant is famous for crabs so their connoisseurship obviously is crab =] I hate crabs ! That's because I am seafood free =[ I am quite simple person =] I don't need expensive products to convince myself =] I just need those normal and common food to fill my tummy =] I am slightly like a vegetarian =] Of course I do take meat XD Fish I also take =] Prawns occasionally =] XD Squid.. Er.. I only take them when they are fried =] You guys know calamari rings XD They are very tasty when you dipped with mayonnaise XD Yummy =] I try not take too much fried stuffs now =[ My stomach is giving lots of symptoms and signs that it is not feeling well =[ Mr Loke said 'Always listen to your body' =] I agreed what he said XD Oh my god X.X I am miles away again X.X Anyway, had a sumptuous meal with them =] Is nice to meet them XD My paternal and maternal sites are very loving grandchildren =]

Gosh ! It has been long since I did not visit my maternal site grandparents =[ My maternal site have slightly more illness than my paternal site =[ I am quite worried for her =[ She looked after me closely when I was only three months old =[ Heard that she did suffer a lot when looking after me while I was still a child =[ The only thing that I was glad is that I did not wain a lot =] When I was still a child, I had been diagnose with some illness X.X I heard that half of my body were not functioning X.X So admitted to the hospital numerous time but still not vaccinated X.X My family doctor cured me =] That's why I have today XD Hahas =] Still my mother's sister are preferable to me =] They are better in the sense =] XD They cracked lots of jokes X.X Filling your life with more laughter expands your lifespan =] Unless you want to die faster than don't bother to laugh =] Just continue to fill your life with fraughts XD Probably a few years that's it =] Not cursing anyone here =] It is just facts XD

Okay X.X I will stop here for today XD Quite late already =] In fact, it is the next day X.X Wow =] Nevertheless XD See you guys on tuesday XD Great desire to see you guys pass with flying colours XD Stay healthy

Coloured Hair =]

2009-10-17T03:27:00.001-07:00

Today woke up 12.21pm X.X I was quite tired in the morning so went on sleepings XD The whole afternoon felt humid =[ Now my room smells like cheese =[ After turn on the fan should be alright =] Tonight will be breezeless =[ X.X Nothing major happen today =[ I was just reading some books and playing Cafe World on facebook =] The food looks marvellous to me but the timing really sucks =[ I had to wait for four hours to get the food ready to serve =] It was quite different from Restaurant City XD As it is like buffet XD You just place the food there and they count by number of servings per food... SO i meant that the food i cooked was 205 servings =] Hahas =] They ate distinctively fast =[ The tables are extremely expensive =[ Very difficult to earn money =[ I am in a lonely street =[ So pathetic ! Only my Cafe is on the land X.X Never mind =] Hope you guys would come to my street to pay a visit XD

Today's theme is about Coloured hair =] Not I coloured my hair ! Is obviously not me coloured X.X Is actually Mr Alex XD Yesterday, I went out with him for lunch... So he asked me whether I would want to wait for him in the salon while he colours his hair =] So I agreed. Never expected it to be so long ! Although I did complain a little =[ Feel sorry for him =[ It is not his fault =[ Moreover I complain bored =[ Nevertheless had a wonderful time with him yesterday XD Hahas... I will tell you the whole process =] A hairstylist helped Mr Alex to apply some soloution to his hair =] I thought it was colour but it turned out to be washing away the colour X.X LOL ! His hair was so bright ! I jocularly asked him whether is it done LOL X.X Then he turned to me and said ''Are you crazy! If i go back to school in this form, I will not be able to enter the school !''. Hahas =] Just wanted to get some entertainment from that question =] I was using the netbook of his... unfortunately, that salon reception was quite lousy =[ So kept disconnecting =[ I did not bring along my books to read so was suffering from boredom =[ Mr Alex did sacrifice his IPod for me to listen to music =[ Again, I feel bad for him =[ I was listening to some of his just bought album of some of his favourite singers while he was still being applied to some solution on his hair.. After that, waited for 30 minutes then he went to wash his hair =] I was like WOW ! The hair colour looks brighter than I thought =] He told me chestnut brown XD Is nice but is prohibited in school LOL X.X I told him ''Don't care la''. Hahas XD He said ''Cannot!''. Later, the process presumed =] His hair was applied some 'Hair Drops' X.X He was getting some massage of course =] To get the drops even =] I had no idea whatever the drops were X.X but it supposed to be friendly to the hair XD There was two colourless solution that had been use =] The final one was so funny lol... The hairstylist was pissed off pressing the bottle, waiting for the droplets to come out X.X So he unscrewed the bottle and just pour it on Mr Alex's hair -.- X.X Wow! =]

At first I thought that after he coloured his hair than we could go for dinner as I was famished =[ No. He still cutting his hair =[ Never mind =] After the entire treatment X.X It was 8pm X.X His hair looks fantastic LOL =] I am so jealous X.X of course not going to compare with him... I am who I am and he is who himself is =] Like I said previously =] I love the state that I am in now =] Quite a successful person I am(For now) =]

Try to love yourselves more =] It does not matter how the others would want to look down on you =] Friends who judges by looks are not your friends =] Okay I will elaborate on it =] Friends who only look upon your looks are not your friends because it is just unreasonable =] Just be beautiful inside and of course outside try to find ways to be cool also =] But get your inside full of perfections first =] hahas XD It takes two hands to clap =] Same principle here =] If your outside is fragrant but your inside smells.. No point =] XD I rather have a friend who is brighter in the inside and outside not really look nice(Ordinary and modernise) than the one I said earlier =] Don't you guys agreed with me ? =] If you agree, tag me =] If you don't than forget it =]

That's all for today =] Today as usual is a combination of yesterday's and today's post =] I arrived home late yesterday and was feeling exhausted after I returned home =[ See you guys on tuesday XD Brights and shines to your lifes XD

My Ex-Friend

2009-10-15T03:49:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 6.26am =] I was refresh in the morning, went to school and everything went on as per normal =] Today is briefing on what we going to do as a school during our post-exams activities =] Quite surprisingly, I managed to overcome the monotone of the teachers' talk... They were quite talkative in the sense =[ I could possibly just fell asleep =] but I won't la =] Unlikey to fall asleep =] If not sure been reprimanded =[

Okay I move on to my history lessons =] I just met my old friend from my montessori =] We knew each other for seven years straight since kindergarten two =] Cool XD I almost could not recognise him because of his name changed =[ Partly it was his absense in present so I could not really make clear assumptions that he is really my ex-friend from YES Development Center.. After he elaborate more than I am able to process some image in my mind =] It had been two years since i left that montessori =[ Still quite amazing that I do remember things quite well =] Which means that my mind could capture older images than newer ones =] I am sure to say that =] I still remember what i did when I was still small =] I am quite a wild child in my montessori =] Hahas =] Often making teachers angry than I will be contented =] Those people who are close to me will know =] Either irritate or making others angry =] That's not the point anyway =] He said that I changed a lot through this two years =] It is rather obvious that I would change due to the surroundings I am in =] He said I emo also X.X Do you think I really am ? X.X No. I don't think so =] I felt that I am able to speak better now =] Often making noises X.X =] His english also quite 'wonderful' LOL... He uses all sorts of short forms making me think hard of what the word is X.X I cultivated the habit of writing in full British English =] so those short forms are very eccentric to me now =] You guys should also change =] Try and persist =] Slowly and gradually you guys would be able to find that writing compositions are as simple as 'ABC' =] Start by typing =] If you aren't convince with what you are doing, write it out =] That's the best =] Your mind would be able to produce some acid that would make it a long term memory =]

Today those who were talking with Mr Alex after class should know =] Mr Alex is totally brilliant =] He could just make up any historical stories to emphasise to us =] His mind works very fast because he often does things quickly so as to reduce time wastage =] In arguements, he will be the winner of course =] His words are polite and carries power in it =] Once he spit it out, you are finish =] X.X

There's another depressing news during FT interaction today =[ I was chosen to be the 'Sembawang.. don't know what IH...'. Suay Suay the class outing fall on that day... So is like What the F**K lol X.X I have to sacrifice instead of going out with my beloved class, now going for the stupid programme =[ Well no point complaining here... She does not even know my blog LOL X.X Even if she knows, well, who cares =] Blogs are meant to be open minded people who wants to share their thoughts and feelings =] Mr Alex kept despising me X.X because i not going X.X Whatever ! Don't go than don't go lor... As if I will die when I don't go ! So far apart from I expected him to say to me X.X Forget it ! I know his pattern well enough.. So I won't bother lol.. He also likes to give me despairs X.X Used to it already =]

I had a dual relaxation again =] I took a marvellous of an hour nap =] while listening to my blog songs =] I dreamt of many things =] No ugly ones, only splendid ones =] So happens that today I got the feeling to type out all my feelings =] I feel triplets' relax =] I am able to expel all my thoughts that is on my mind =] Actually I like myself a lot apart from my physical appearance =] In the way, I love the way I am in now =] Unlike last time, doubts and despises all around me =[ Quite a sulky feeling =[

Okay la... That's all for today =] If not complain again =] Anyway doesn't matter if you like reading my blog a not... I won't care anyway =] If you do, I appreciate =] If you don't, I also won't force you guys to read X.X Totally ridiculous X.X Never mind =] See some of you guys tomorrow =] XD

MEAT BALLS !! =]

2009-10-14T02:44:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 12.10pm =] No school for today as there were still examination presuming =] Finally is time for me to relax =] Hahas =] Just awaiting for the results =] Really hope that the scores are high =] Especially for mathematics =] A1 is my yearning, hahas =] XD It's good to aim higher than your normal expectations =] Words and thoughts are powerful =] It will come true eventually =] So always hope for the best =] It will gradually gives you more confidence in whatever you are doing =] The entire day was just simply boring =[ I rather go to school =[ At least in school I get to meet my peers compared to be at home staring and admiring the screen or scenary =[ So holidays, maybe I will attend all the camps instead =]

Today's theme is about meat balls =] XD hahas =] Sounds boring right ! XD Meat balls who also know =] Actually it is not the way you guys think =] It is the movie ''Cloudy With the Chance of Meat Ball''. Yesterday did not post because i was too exhausted =[ My mind quite blank after I arrived home X.X Moreover I used up a lot of energy on the papers recently =[ I was checking here and there to see if I had made careless mistakes =] Check till my mind loaded with words =[ Never mind =] Continueing from here XD That show was very cute =] Hahas =] The scientist invented a machine that can generate food with just water =] Flint Lockwood is the scientist name and of course Mr Lockwood is his father =] Flint's mother died when she was only about... Could not remember =] XD Before her mum passed away, she gave her son a piece of encouraging words and a coat that her son yearn to get the most =] There was a time when Flint was in school presenting his new invention: 'The sparkling shoe spray' =] He told everyone in the class that once you spray this on your legs, you would not have tying shoe laces problem =] So he demonstrated and let every see what was it =] Everyone 'Woooww' except a guy named Brent doubt his new invention so told him to take it off =] Flint was horrified when the spray could not be taken off =[ Everyone looked down on him =[ He was depressed so he ran home using all the possible tools to remove the sparkles shoe =[ Unfortunately, it is a permanent spray =[ His mum told him that the shoes are nice so he was slightly contented =] He continued inventing many new things that resulted in disaster... So he was so notorious in that island that is famous for sardin =] His final machine built was the one I said earlier on =] The machine had very long name... Just some sort of molecular processor =] He succeeded in that invention though in the end, it was destroyed by him... He met a weather reporter =] The weather reporter was also not well-known but later on her career improves after there was a rain fall of cheese burger =] He saved the whole city by introducing other types of food =] Soon the machine breached. Everything produced, became larger than normal =[ It causes many disasters in other countries =[ But it was damn funny =] You guys should watch =] Has a pretty good moral =] You guys go find out =] I told you too much in fact =[ X.X

That's all =] Today post will be a combination of yesterday's and today's post =] Is better for me =] So I don't have to make up stories X.X See you guys tomorrow =] XD

Blissful Nap~

2009-10-12T04:00:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 6.23am XD Feeling rather better than those feel days =] Might be it is because of the weather i think and probably able to sleep without thinking of anything at night... Only one thing that was terrible... It was my tummy ! Yesterday went out with my parents and my brother to eat our dinner together... We went to the Buckaroo... The food there was seriously very expensive... The cream of mushroom cost $8.80... Even if there was no service charge (There's really no service charge) the food still cost distinctively high... Everything absorb into the food price before X.X I ate the Fish'N'Chips. The food portion was huge X.X I could not finish them by myself of course so shared among ourselves X.X But nevertheless, had a wondwerful time with my parents =] My mum new hairstyle makes her look prettier and younger =] Hahas XD

Today exams were alright to me...I made a terrible mistake and I will not conflict again =[ I did not read the instructions clearly... Last minute I was engaged in transferring all my answer from the fulscap into the question paper =[ Fortunately Mr Gwee gave me a chance this time round =] He told me ''Next time, I will not be so lenient or if other teacher marks this paper, they will give you a zero straight away for section C''. I took his words seriously =] I will open my eyes wide and read through =]

Mr Gwee very nice person =] Although he is still learning but he is very resourceful =] He can use objects to represent something and elaborate to us =] His lessons were never boring =] I sure to say that =] Like I said, every teacher has different view in teaching the students =] Not every teacher will follow symmetrically the technique used by the other teacher which was effective =]

Chemistry teacher also =] Very adorable female teacher =] Mrs Yip =] Hahas =] Starting I was doubting her lessons but now I don't =] She proven to me that the lessons are respectively interesting =] She sometimes tired than laid her heads on the table until we arrive, she still sitting on the chair then she woke up suddenly and started flagging her hands asking us to come in =] This time round the chemistry paper was set by Miss Eu(Our Ex-chemistry teacher) =] It was quite challenging to me =] I did not expect the paper to be so high level =] Most of it was covered by Mrs Yip in class =] She summarised everything into a list and than compound it together as our study notes =] Very grateful towards her =] I hope I don't make too much mistake =]

Today mathematics paper was easier than I expected =] YES, there were some complex question but majority of the paper is simple as compared to Mid-year paper =] There were some chapter missing in the paper itself =] I think paper two should be harder than paper one =]

Mother tongue i just yearn to get a C6 =] That's all I want for my mother tongue language =] Actually I can learn mother tongue and english at the same time =] I could just ask my buddy(Soon Chuan or Xiang Xiang) to explain it to me in english and the Hanyu-Pinyin of the words =] From there I will kill 2 birds with one stone =] WOW =] As my english vocabulary needs to bulk up =] Secondary three I will aim to write flawlessly =] Hahas =] Cool =]

Okay.. That's all for today... Eh wait =] I am forgetting something =] I had a blissful nap =] The weather was cooling =] At the same time, I turn on the speaker to listen to the piano music on my blog while falling asleep =] Double relaxing strategy in one time =] I am very refreshed now so I could type out all the happenings for today =]

Okay that's all =] REALLY =] XD See you guys tomorrow =] Last paper for those who are taking Normal academic mathematics =] All the best for tomorrow exam =] Onward and upward

Our Mind

2009-10-10T05:14:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 11.51am... Actually i woke up at 8.30am but there was some commotion at the living room.. So I continue sleeping... Later at 9, it started to rain cats and dogs =[ The wind was very strong as it woke me up; its freezing =[ Anyway, does not matter =]

This afternoon went out with Pei Wen and Kenny Chay.. LOL.. Spent quite a lot of money =[ We went to the arcade to play... At first, I did not feel like going to to the arcade because I lost the interest in playing high quality games =[ Simply because I felt that it was just a virtual image on the screen itself... It's not real at all, does not help us in our studies at all... Moreover exams are on the following week =[ I cannot afford to fail my exams especially for my favourite subjects =] I was too embarrass as I did not foot any sum at all =[ Moreover I got the chance to play =] They both are quite generous and kind =] When they change into tokens, they gave me some =] They were quite desperate in playing the 'Catch-and-drop machine' but I felt that it was a waste of money =[ I was flattered so I used up $6 on that stupid machine X.X Never mind =] Once in a while is okay =]

Playing computer games takes up our memory in our mind... Human minds is very powerful machine... It could not withstand boredom... How to make our mind works ? That's very interesting here =] It will need the absence of everything in order to start the imagination... For me, why I could I quit computer games so successfully is through the process of differentiating on what is the more important =] After you managed to do that, that's when you need to act on your decision =] Your mind will slowly play mental movies =] Later on, you will realise how amazing is it =] I found classical instrumental music very effective =] It helps me to relax my mind =] Giving me more confidence in the sense =] You guys can try getting your desire through that process =] Is very useful =] I also like comtemporary opera =] Is very soothing and I like it =]

The whole of the evening I was listening to classical instrumental =] I was trying to cool myself down as the weather was humid =[ I could fry an egg on my window railing X.X It was that hot X.X It's very common in singapore.. Simply because Singapore don't experience four seasons since Singapore is close to the equator =] It has eccentric weathers =] Sometimes freezing, sometimes scorching... No prediction =] I shall not complain as Singapore is counted as the best country ever =] No natural disaster taking place =] The things that are disadvantage to us is that our land scarcity, lack of natural resources for burning to generate electricity and insufficient place to dispose our rubbish =[ So all the incinerator plants will dispose all our waste into the waste area which is the sea.. They just combust the rubbish into ashes and dumps them into the sea which later on forming a land =] Probably, there would be an aroma therapy there =]

That's all for today =] See you guys on monday =]

Bricks of knowledge

2009-10-09T05:26:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 6.04 am =] I went to take a shower =] It was rather refreshing though i did not feel like bathing in the morning =] I guess I will get use to it soon XD hahas =]

Today, mother tongue paper =[ I had left out quite a number of words in my composition =[ I feeling quite afraid now although I don't have much interest in mother tongue but I am willing to learn =] We are chinese, our roots are from Mother tongue language =] Chinese who don't know how to speak Mother Tongue will be disregard =] Is quite shameful actually, next time in society, you will never know when you need to submit a letter in chinese to a China person.. I bet they will laugh their heads out if they see how 'Wonderful' your letter was written =[ So better learn now =] Polytechnic are not going to offer any mother tongue language course =] I am very sure about this =] Your interest in mother tongue is not through one day of process... You must be consistent in order to build up the interest =] If you look at it in much simpler way, it is like constructing a wall of knowledge for mother tongue =] Every single word you learned will be a brick of knowledge which is going to be build into a wall later on=] During examination, you will be using the bricks to cover the paper =] Those uncovered places will be where your weakness is =] Am I logical here ? IF not I think you can consult Mr Alex to give you a talk =] He is smarter in stimulating students =] His mind has many brilliant ideas, I am just an apprentice.. Hahas =]

I have a slight confidence in my mother tongue paper =] I really hope I could get at least a C6 or C5 for my mother tongue =] This is my target =] It will be my first history in my Academic year =]

The next paper will be combine science =] Chemistry and Physics will be tested together =] I have to plan my strategy in order to complete the both paper in two hours time over the weekends=] Of course I would not forget about my mathematics =] I going do revision on it =]

Last time study to me is tedious but now is lighten or rather easier =] I had no idea how I got the interest in study =[ Never mind about that =] Study is our career as a student =]

See you guys after the weekends =] Enjoy your Weekends and at the same time relax =] Stay healthy.. See you guys then =] I will end my post from here

Time has arrived!

2009-10-08T03:37:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 6.19am XD Since Mr Alex is not going to school anyway X.X So I could take this chance to sleep longer =] I had not been sleeping well for the past few days =[ My mind full of tensity =[ I was too engage in memorising all the formulas and steps in order to pass my exams =[ I had succeeded =] I managed to remember every single thing my teacher had taught me =] I am feeling very relax now =]

Tomorrow is show time =] Mother tongue paper 1 =] I am going get at least a pass for my mother tongue; whether is it borderline pass, I won't feel terrible =] My mother tongue, my language is as important as english =] Without them, I won't be able to face in reality X.X My aim for SA2 was passing every single subject =] I am quite sure about that because I am ready to take the challenge =] Whether the mother paper 1 and 2 is difficult, I will still make an effort to complete it =]

The year is coming to an end soon =] Journey is coming to an end =] After exams, I am going to start hiking the new mountain which is Secondary three =] I am always ready to take challenges =] Next year will be another marvellous year 2010 =] How about you guys ?

That's all for today =] I know tomorrow is mother tongue paper but do try to relax =] Your mind works well for you when you treat with care =] See you tomorrow =] All the best to you guys =]

Memorable

2009-10-07T03:57:00.000-07:00

Hahas =] Today woke up thrice X.X Nightmares X.X This nightmare was the worse ever X.X I will share out to you guys XD
It goes like this, everyone was engaged in their studies, Mr Alex was telling us some alien jokes... Suddenly there was a very loud alarm that went off.. The sound was getting closer then everything stopped like as if the earth stood still... The sound of the stillness was eccentric to me.. You know those racers when they drift, it made creak noises... It was totally the same sound I heard... I saw an alien walking towards me... I was tremendously afraid... I woke up and found out that it was just a nightmare... Do you guys have ever came across to such situation ? For example, the feeling of going downwards movement in distinctly fast speed through a roller coaster.. There was a downwards movement, gravity pulls you down... Never mind ... Is okay anyway...

I went to the bathroom to wash up and brush my teeth... At the same time kept thinking of the incident X.X One of my most terrifying experience ever... Quite difficult to forget about it because it impacts me a lot X.X If this type of nightmares still continue, I will just die of heart attack X.X When you are scare by your friends, it made you have a powerful shock which causes your heart rate to increase tremendously X.X That's why it is dangerous to scare your grandparents X.X You will never know what will happen to them after you game them a fright X.X You may scare them for the first few times but sooner later you will frighten them to death before they could even react to you X.X No joke ! It had happened before...

In the morning, Mr Alex shared with me a very horrifying news =[ Never mind about that X.X I am pretty tired because I woke up many times =[ I did not have a proper sleep... During lessons time, I kept playing some music in my mind trying to keep me awake =] This method works a lot better =] My mind will not be painful anymore =] Is good to add some music to your life... Some music could lighten your stress, some gives you great desire to learn it =] There was some talkings about music. It says that those who never listens to music, life would be full of stress =] I find it true =]

Duirng form teacher's period, we got our class T-shirts =] It was a gift from our form teachers =] I appreciated it a lot =] As it cost SG$8 for each and every T-shirts X.X Quite expensive to those income low families or rather foreigners who came to singapore to study =] Nevertheless, I must work hard for my up coming three examinations =] My mum gave me the best gift ever =] I could not possibly showing her poor aggregates... I must show her the results that would make her contented and less worried for me =] So far showing them high scores was my greatest gift to them ever =] That's what their expectation of me =] Really fortunate to have such parents =]

That's all for today =] Quite tense still ! X.X See you guys tomorrow =] Onwards and upwards

Sweet Nap~

2009-10-06T03:27:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 6.14am... My alarm clashed again =[ X.X Fortunately, I managed to wake up due to the weather condition =] It was about to rain so it was freezing =] I was shivering while brushing my teeth =[ I managed to get to school at 6.35 am =] Hahas =] Earlier than Mr Alex =]

The morning assembly was in the classroom =] My mind was set to read as much as possible for today =] I had a eccenric feeling today... It might be the oral examination that caused me to read =] I read the article on 'The Child' composed by Mr Alex =] I found it deep inside my cupboard =] I love the story very much =] He had also wrote another story about 'Vindication' =] It was very informative and interesting =] His language was wonderful =] I so hope that I will able to write that during my O's...

During Integrated Humanities lessons, there was a test for content =[ I was very desperate then =[ I tried every possible answer to be fitted with the question... Well, I hope I will at least get a pass for that particular content test =] Later continue doing the mindmap.. Again I was alone by myself =[ I had chose to so I should not complain here X.X My team mates said my puzzle was ugly ! Well, I said ''Okay, since you said it is ugly then produce one better quality than mine masterpiece!''. I could be sure that he could not even give his best shot for that project... From what I observed for this entire year X.X He already had difficulties working with himself. He still refuse to let help hands to help him... I know he is very innovative; his mind full of brilliant idea to be share out. Unfortunately, he does not have the patient to do things X.X I don't know why and I don't want to know...

During Literature and English periods, Mr Alex is conducting a oral test. Here again, I felt quite tense ....I calmed myself down with the way Mr Raj taught us to do when we are stressed out... It did work but when it came to my turn, I was astonished =[ That was quick... I read a few words wrongly as well as pronouns quite a few words wrongly... It is unlikely to fail oral as Mr Alex told me before 'As long your mouth opens, you will able to score'. Same for my previous mother tongue teacher( Miss Tan Sook Ching ) I think I spelt correctly =] She was a marvellous mother tongue teacher =] She was also a stimulative teacher =] Very depressed when she left the school for whatever reasons X.X She was able to elaborate to us in english compared to our mother tongue teacher, she was better =] Of course I am not saying that Miss Phang teaching was terrible, she had tried her best there are no other ways she could find to teach us. Oh apologised... I think I am miles away from my topic X.X Sorry, I seemed to have a powerful memory on those people who treat me nice =] I could not resist myself to tell you guys about them =] They are like my role model =] There was another teacher who I admire was Mr Jimmy Lee =] He was very fond in teaching our class last year =] Whenever came his period, it was like heaven =] His lessons always been interesting ever since I had had the first lesson together with the class and him =] Surprisingly, he was promoted to become the vice principal. I should congratulate him instead of asking him to presume teaching me X.O hahas, I am so evil ! =] For the entire of last year, I did not give a single problem to my teacher, same for Soon Chuan. I don't really know about Xiang Xiang because different classes X.X Soon Chuan english language is quite powerful =] He is like my buddy =] Okay.. Continue from here.. I was feeling miserable for what i had done for my composition =[ I could have done better =[ At the same time, I was playing some music in my mind =] So was confused..

I was looking forward to the lunch time as I could have a chance to talk to Mr Alex... Sadly he was unable to go for lunch with me.. Of course I was quite depress =[ I heard soon chuan calling my name =] We went for lunch together at Cavana =] Soon Chuan and I chatted for the entire of an hour =] Sharing life stories... =] He told me that it was his first time eating at Singapore's restaurant X.X I was shocked X.O HE meant that his entire of one and 5/6 of the year he did not eat at Singapore's restaurant before !! X.X His parents worked very hard in order to let him continue his education in Singapore =] He could not possibly disappoint them of course X.X His parents' monthly income quite high as they both are bosses and ladybosses =] Thanks to him =] As he made my lunch time one of the memorable type =] Never forget this is my first lunch with my buddy =] Hope our friendship would be everlasting =] Hahas =] It is possible if we maintain =]

I had a deep nap during the late afternoon.. I was dreaming many miraculous things =] I was dreaming about I being a swordmans, slaying all the monsters with my incredible power and at the same time imagining that I am playing some piano music on stage where there were thousands of people looking =] When I woke up, It was already 6.21pm ! X.X I slept for an hour thirty minutes X.X I was distinctively tired =[

That's all for today, I did not expect that I could write that much even when my mind is expiring for the day =[ Whatever it is, see you guys tomorrow =]

Nice teacher~

2009-10-05T05:24:00.002-07:00

Today woke up at 6.15am... In the morning, I was zapped by Mr Alex =[ Simply because I was not suppose to tell anyone about the stuff X.X Never mind, I was not that affected... So quietly sat down on my chair and do my self-study =] During PE lesson, we went up to the lab where it was the place where we studied Computer Application =] It was my missing homeroom for CPA =] I was glad to be back again at the lab =] The moment i stepped into the homeroom, i smelt the sense of the fragrant lab =] It was quite a pretty indescribable feeling =] Mr Loke gave me a massage on my shoulders =] He told me that my muscles are very tense.. Which was true =] He convinced me to relax =] I was afraid of many things =[ I am not able to control .... I tried many times but was useless =[ During assembly, Mr Raj shared with us on how to relax ourselves for the upcoming examination =] I realised that I have to tell myself positive things more than the negative thoughts =] So as to calm myself down =] Everything flows normally if I am not pressuring myself too much =] Of course there must be slight stress for us to achieve our goals =] The little stress were supposed to give you a sign of endurance =] Never mind about me =]

During Conversational Malay lessons, my teacher was elaborating to us many things =] She told us ''Regardless of whether you know a few words, it is still better then nothing''. I swear that I did not hear wrongly =] It was very rarely heard from any of the teachers in this school... X.X She was a stimulative teacher =] She was quite understanding =] Moreover, she treat us drinks during our break =] That was another rare occasion =] Seldom teachers would treat teenagers sweets or rather snacks X.X She appreciated our teachings towards her mother tongue language =] Once again, I bet most of the teachers hate being corrected by students... As they thinks that the students are trying to be smart of whatever X.X That kind of teacher can go ahead and die X.X No point surviving in this society without being corrected X.X Not cursing of swearing at those teachers here X.X It is just the FACT ! X.X Nobody is PERFECT !

Never mind if you guys don't understand =] See you guys tomorrow =] Quite a blissful day =] Weather was fantastic =]

~ ''Secret'' ~

2009-10-04T03:04:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 12.21... I thought it was only 10am but I was wrong... Did not manage to eat breakfast... I had no choice but to take my lunch =[ After I ate my lunch, I proceeded on watching ''Secret'' =] Quite a romantic story =] I love the piano music =] It was about a guy who fell in love with a girl... The girl taught the guy how to play the 'Secret' note =] It was very nice =] There were some misunderstanding in between them as they move on into deeper part of love =] The guy fought with an oppoenent by challenging him with piano sound =] Their battle was very hililarious... LOL -.- Well.. In the end, the guy played the 'Secret' and was killed by a crane's giant metal ball during construction... He was quite hysterical type -.- He knew that there was construction going on but still went into the place where they are taking place... It was just to be with the girl... So they both were now spirits meaning that nobody were able to see them X.X No matter how vigorously they shuffle their hands infront of the other's face, the others still would not be able to see anything.. Both of them could only correspond between them X.X Quite crazy X.X No choice, this is just a story X.X I felt drowsy afterwards X.X Did not feel like doing anything.. I told myself cannot ! Unless it is after exams then I shall continue =] I marked my mathematics and move on to science revision =] I maybe doing some mother tongue revision also =] Since mother tongue exams is the next paper I am going to sit for X.X

Yesterday did not post because I did not feel like so =] Moreover, I had nothing much to post about X.X There were some events but I don't wish to share =] I watched the final fantasy VII =] Quite nice =] Their hairstyles and faces of course animated =]

Never mind, see you guys tomorrow XD Onwards and upwards XD By the way, if you like my new music on my blog, just pass by and tag me =]

Thank you =]

2009-10-02T04:36:00.000-07:00

First of all, I would like to thank my friends who had comfort me through my stress days =] I especially want to thank Mr Alex for his teachings =] Without him, I would not have today =] He told me many interesting stories since the day we met =] During the bridging programme, I found him rather weird =] I never since such teacher before like him =] His great sense of humour =] He is very reliable teacher =] He never gives up so easily =] I am feeling sorry for creating many doubts and problems for him =[ Never mind, I so wish that I could be like him =] Withstanding large intensity =]

Continueing from here :
Today woke up at 6.14am.. I was very tired but told myself not to sleep any further... I feeling rather terrible =[ The moment I stepped into the school, my slowly regaining back my confidence =] I had great desire to score well for today's paper...For other paper, I aimed high =] This is me. Everything can be done without further hesitation =] Yesterday I had changed my short message on my MSN =] I find it rather meaningful =]

Circle of life:
Wherever I may be wanted,
there will I come,
And to whomever I may come, A friend will I be.

Honestly, I am feeling quite afraid now of my composition and situational writing =[ It seemed that I had not yet give my 100% effort into the script =[ All my instincts told me that I am in a dangerous situational =[ One mistake, everything will be over =[ I should have chosen Personal Recount but I went to write Narrative =[ How stupid am I =[ Never mind, I just hope I will pass my end of year paper =[ That's all for today =[ I see you guys on next monday =] Enjoy your weekend =] Have faith in yourselves =]

Just like that ~

2009-10-01T02:18:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 6.15 am... I went to school, i thought that Mr Alex was in his classroom. Unexpectedly that he came late, never mind about that ... That's not the point ! I waited for him at the male's toilet near to Mr Gamini favourite place together with Soon Chuan... I was totally annoyed when he told me that he was in the classroom already ! X.X I tried many times, trying to catch of his appearance... Totally screw my morning... Again, I was still tense even after some comfort from Mr Alex... Never mind...

During silent reading, I flipped through my English file, just searching for some information... I was typically quite weak in Cloze Passage and comprehension, I am willing to continue learning =[

English period : Went through the Cloze Passage, I made a lot of mistakes and used too much simple words... I had no desire to do it half heartedly meaning to say, no effort or focus put in... I just did not read carefully... Of course, I felt moody later =[ I was afraid that I am not going to make it for tomorrow's test =[

Mother Tongue: I was very frustrated that the fact that my Cloze Passage made too much mistakes =[ I did not concentrate well during mother tongue lesson... I was given a comprehension to be completed by two periods... I managed to learn a few idioms that's all.. I am very grateful with Soon Chuan's and Xiang Xiang's helping on strengthening on my mother tongue language =] At the same time, I was thinking what should I do next for my tomorrow's english paper...

Finally, after the whole day, I got the last comfort from Mr Alex before I tackle tomorrow's test =] He told me that the paper can be done... He told me to go home, don't revise anymore, instead go and relax your mind =] Simply because I am too stressed out through those days... Last few days, only revision came about to my mind =[ I had no mood in playing facebook's game... I only concentrated on revising... Moreover, since i had memorised all the important points for the situational writing, comprehension and composition... So he told not to worry about it =] Forcing myself to remember things through my tension might be fatal =[ In the sense, I would rather forget than to remember it =[ So i decided then... Rest today =] Still, i will flip through my file later =]

That's not today topic that I want to tell you guys. A year, just like this, passed. Through this adventurous year of mine, I encountered many setbacks and difficulties through the hike of this steeped mountain... I never expected that it would be so tough in Normal Academic after my promotion from Normal technical to Normal Academic =[ From the start of the year, the three of us (Soon Chuan, Xiang Xiang and me) was nervous to interact with the class.. So we stuck together regardless =] I felt slightly bored so I tried to mix around with some of them in the class =] Actually, it could be describe that they came to me instead of me approaching them =] My life then became more brighten than before =] I was facing many new challenges =]

English: Comprehension, composition, Cloze passage, situational writing and oral... The most tedious thing was that tackling the tenses, vocabulary, subject-verb-agreement and sentence construction =] This is common in everyone =] Up till now, I reduced such mistakes a lot =] Counting that from Technical to Academic was not that simple as you guys think =[ If you guys were to put into our shoes, I bet you guys will just simply give up... From the experience with you guys for the entire of 5/6 completion of the year, I observed very closely =] That's why i made such conclusion =] A lot of you are lazy, not judging or trying to crow around here X.X Just my thoughts and feelings of you guys =[

Chemistry and Physics : Totally foreign subject to us at the start... After three months of questioning, we then understood... Totally wrecking our mind =[ Again here, you guys also did not show sympathy to three of us... You guys already knew what was the topic about so refused to cover the topic again... Miss Eu, one of the kindest teacher that i met =] Explaining and elaborating to us this and that =] She made me fond on the subject =] The way she emphasise =] Her kindness was taken for granted... She had to withstand so much noise coming from the class and presuming her teachings at the same time =[ I really pitied her X.X Unfortunately, she invited Mr Lee to teach us instead =] Again, although he was fierce but you guys still went on creating noise X.X Chemistry teacher changed after the June holidays =] It was Mrs Yip. Full of inspiration as well as a sense of humour =] You guys still take for granted, well I had got nothing to comment =[ It seems peculiar that you guys needed to be deal with harshness... Only during physics lessons, you guys kept quiet -.-
Mr Gwee also very informative =] He found it surprising that we three came from technical =] He taught us plenty of stuffs =] Up till now i remembered every single thing that he taught =] Very grateful towards him =] Miss Eu and Mrs Yip also =] Miss Eu and Mrs Yip had similar teaching methods that stimulates me =]

Mathematics : Until now, mathematics was my favourite subject ever =] Mdm Tini was a very encouraging teacher =] She refused laziness in her class and always pushing us regardless whatever the reason was=] Although at the start was simple =] Later, it gets tougher =[ Mr Alex again, still refuse to tell me answers directly =] He helped me a lot on my mathematics =] Tears and sweats when I trying to process the answers =[ I am not shy to say that I really sob when doing mathematics.. Under pressure of him of course =[ I did not hate him instead appreciate him =] He made me understand the questions even better in the sense =] Mdm tini today told us not give up =] This is the spirit to survive in this society =] Mr Alex told us his stories also =] I totally enjoyed his teachings =] Best english teacher I ever approached =] Very knowledgeable in his subject =] Later i knew that he was a actor, musician =] He is an entrepreneur =] Very successful in life =]

Mother tongue: Ms Phang X.X Very weak teacher =[ She could not discipline the class well =[ Her persistence kept her going =] She also very refusing to give up =] After hundreds of circumstances, she still had not given up on us =] There was once she told me that I am improving a lot as well as a smile on her face =] I passed my SA1 =] Unfortunately for my CA1 that pulled my marks down =[ In the end, I failed =[

The others like Design and Technology =] Ms Sharmini very polite teacher =] Guiding me along =]

Tomorrow will be the english examination =] I feeling rather excited about the test =] Although i am quite afraid =] Are you guys ready ? See guys tomorrow =] Good luck with your test tomorrow =]

Disappointing =[

2009-09-29T02:41:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 6.08am =] Did not feel rather strange when i woke up, so I managed to get up earlier than those recent days =] I was not that tired.... Perfectly alright until i reached school =[ When i stepped into Mr Alex's classroom, suddenly, i felt very tense in my mind.... Mr Alex was playing the same game as yesterday X.X I should not have looked at the screen... It made my situation worsen X.X In the morning i could not concentrate really well on my readings... Quite terrible actually X.X Miss Sharmini approached me and told me to stay back after school to patch up my products X.X My Design and Technology work was left half done... Anyway i had agreed to X.X No point complaining here... Okay never mind, moving on to the first two period... It was IH, the subject that I hated the most, it was not the context that made me hated it, it was the way the teacher was presenting to us X.X Never mind, we were instructed earlier to complete our projects in two weeks time... Oh my god X.X Taking away the time from my revisions for the up coming paper which is this week...I would left with only probably a estimated one week works time to produce the project...

I am too exhausted today, i will skip some of the lessons X.X I shall talk about the literature period and english period...

Literature, was again told to accomplish a composition on Matilda... I immediately started to recall the storyline... Fortunately, I managed to remember most of the events that took place =] So quickly wrote down what was on my mind before i began to forget X.X Not saying that i had a short-term memory, it is just that don't want to be slow... I can generate fast ideas but always turned out to be a failure =[ Why ? Simply because I did not focus much on it X.X I will keep trying to master my tenses, subject-verb-agreement and sentence construction... This are my weak points for this year =[ Quite terrible actually, after so much emphasising from Mr Alex, I still had not change....

English, this paragraph here was why I was disappointed with myself =[ We went through the summary and I got only a point for my summary... Retarded right ? Perhaps it was too much confidence in me X.X My standards have been shrinking a lot ever since after June holiday... I feeling very awkward now...

Design and Technology, Oh this is the worse ever, well waited for the teacher for thirty minutes X.X When she arrived i was feeling rather lesser enthusiastism than before... I took away the entire two hours of my precious time to complete my work... I had to run up and down to get my wood sanded and cut ! Obviously i was annoyed the fact that there were much more people than i expected zzz All secondary ones, eek!...

Whatever the case is, some hardship to my life would be better =] So i will start to respond faster as well as think faster or generate quicker. In another words, restraining from being sloppy... For this year grade, i want to get at least a 60% on my total aggregate... Regardless of any circumstances or barrier that is stopping from my desire.... This is my ambitions for this year...

That's all for today =] See you guys tomorrow =]

Lecture~

2009-09-28T03:36:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 6.10am... I was too tired so eventually slept more than I usually do =] Woke up and saw the sky bright blue =[ I was totally shocked adnd terrified X.X I quickly activate the flash on my phone(The lighting of the screen) =] Haiz, I was relieved that it was only 6.35 am =] So could slowly =] When I stepped out of the house, I felt a little pain on my shoulder.. My bag was extremely heavy today X.X It was as if I was carrying tones of gold bars or rather stones in my bag =[ Bear the pain until I reached Mr Alex's classroom and settled down X.X I managed to take out a book to reduce the weight of my bag =] Hahas... There were many crowding near at the teacher's table =] I thought there were something interesting around there, so took a look at what was going on =] Quite surprised when I saw the screen =] It was the game i played yesterday X.X It made me strain my eyes =[ That was the reason why I was distinctively tired today =[ In the morning, it was like lecture time, but actually not =] Quite the opposite actually =] I was clear of what Mr Loke was trying to emphasise =] He told me how tedious life would be if you don't pass your english =] He shared with us that ''By the time you reached 20 or 21 years old and you still don't know what to do for your career, you are in deep trouble'' I agreed with him =] I had better to start thinking what would I want to be in future =] Mr Loke did elaborate that '' Secondary two is the best time to build up basic foundation of what you want to be in future'' Which was also the fact =] Hahas =] Through his story, seemed that he had suffered due to the failure of his English language. English and mathematics is a *MUST* subject to pass =] If not you will not be able to choose the course you like =] Mathematics was from Mdm Tini, she always tries to stimulate people's interest in mathematics =] It was quite a good move but still not really a good technique though =] LOLS =] Never mind =] During Mdm Tini's period, Edwin was caught doing other subject apart from mathematics... Unfortunately, Pei Wen's script was confiscated by Mdm Tini... I was thinking, Pei Wen was a generous person X.X He was reprimanded then X.X -.- I was totally shocked that my marks gotten from my confident. Refering to the comprehension... Oh my god.. Never expected it too be so much more inferential then i thought... I guessed next time i better not be too early to throw my words =[ All my answers interpreted wrongly, answers were not sufficient enough... I had to study more and understand more on the situation =[ I cannot anymore jsut read blindly =[ Mr Alex said he was going strict on marking our scripts... I was quite afraid then... His words are always true and no joke!...Had to be extremely careful =[ During assembly, went to the indoor sports hall to listen to a speech on the criteria for pormoting to secondary 3 =] They did told us to moderate on our results as secondary 4 and 5 are not so lenient as for now =[ Also one last thing was to be ambitious in what we are to take after our O levels =] I will move on to Conversational Malay lessons =] The teacher has a sense of humour =] She was resourceful and cheerful person =] Appreciated her teachings a lot =] Similar to all my teachers that taught me the principles of life =]

That's all for today =] Told you that when I am not at home, I tends to have more events that take place in that particular day =] See you guys tomorrow =] Examination starting in three days time =] Be prepared to face them =]

Humid !

2009-09-27T04:27:00.000-07:00

Today woke at 10am... It was because of the alarm i set and the message ring tone X.X I was walking half drunken X.X When i took a look at the message X.X I was tired out -.- It was from my bridgade members =] He asked me whether I could attend the hell de-brief X.X No way ! From what I experienced lately, I did not wish to attend any of their meetings =] Moreover the progamme ended three weeks ago and examination coming around... Could not stand them ! Never mind about that ! I just threw my phone on the bed and continue to sleep =] Woke up at 11am =] I told myself ''Don't sleep anymore, if not night time could not sleep =[ ''. So got up unwillingly X.X After I had washed my face, brushed my teeth, felt a little awake =] I was alone at home again =[ I turned on the laptop and sat down in a tiring manner =] Later, I received a phone call from my dad.. At first did not feel like picking up but later had no choice just picked up =] My dad asked me what do I want to eat =] I was slightly shocked =] He helped me to pack back Nasi Lemak =] It was quite delicous =] The whole of the afternoon was quite terrible... I had nothing to do =[ So I searched for assignments not done, then i remembered my physics homework and mother tongue letter writing ... Gosh ! I quickly get it done and proceeded to english revision =] As english paper one and two this friday =[ I was actually looking forward to the End of Year examination, expecially english language ! I was too annoyed X.X I chatted with Jia Hui and Pei Wen =] Just a short one... Mostly from Pei Wen, he kept asking me how to do this, how to do that X.X I just gave him some hint =] He is quite weird sometimes X.X Where times he got plenty of time, he chose to play X.X Now, where there is little time, he then wants to work hard X.X Now asking profusingly for help in his studies... Well, not say it was too late =] Just a little late =]

Apologised, I had very few things to talk about during my weekends =[ Usually more on public days or weekdays =] Not much event happening when I am at home X.X I not going to describe what i ate for dinner... That's all for today =] See you guys tomorrow XD

Fruitful

2009-09-26T06:03:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 9.58am.... I had nightmares again -.- Quite strange ones, rather involved many characters inside all my nightmares. Probably i was too depressed that time =[ In the morning, thought of eating MacDonald's Hotcakes for breakfast... I was too lazy to walk to the outlet X.X I had thought about ordering online but too expensive, moreover my mother at home... Later she grumble again... Mostly said i very rich X.X Never mind, I waited till lunch time =] I managed to do one letter writing for mother tongue =] X.X Left two more, to be complete by tomorrow =] After that, totally famished, so went down to the nearby coffee shop to take my lunch =] While I was walking to the coffee shop, I was wavered at that moment... As in, i did not know what to eat... After considering for a while, decided to eat Roti Prata since i have not tasted it for a long time =] I ordered the 'Plaster' which meant to them as an egg on top of the plain prata =] It was quite filling though =] Walked home with bloated stomach =] Proceeded in doing comprehension next =] I did understand what was the situation of the passage about =] After reading through a few times, got it finally =] Then started attempting the answers =] It was so-so to me.. For the summary, gosh ! It was more difficult then i expected it to be... There was a criteria that freaks me out of my mind =[ Took a total of 1 hour to complete the summary... WOW ! X.X I just told a lie X.X ._____________.ll Never mind about that, i rest ofr a while by playing some games =] I felt bored so decided to give a call to poh chuan asking him whether we could meet up for dinner =] Fortunately, he agreed =] I told him to eat out but he said don't want... He told me to go to his house to take dinner =[ I was embarassed or rather i felt impolite to keep eating at other people's place... I did not pay a single penny for it... So i did not feel a pinch... Poh Chuan was too kind and I appreciated his gratitude towards me but felt like refusing many times... Again it was also wrong to reject other people invitation... I was irritated... Never mind, her mother knows how to cook claypot rice =] I was impressed and it taste not quite bad =] The soup was my favourite =] I had a fruitful time at Poh Chuan's house =] That's all for today XD See you guys on monday =]

Fencing =]

2009-09-25T02:35:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 6.10 am... I woke up three times, at 3.45am ,4.45am and the last one was 5.58am... Just had some nightmares =[ Fortunately today was considering the lightest of all =] Many sports came about today =] In the morning, learned some new conjunction or preposition i think =] Not quite sure what was it but I was assure that it helps a lot in my writing =] Just had to memorise those few conjunction i will definitely pass my mother tongue writing =] For now, focusing a lot on English as next week will be English paper 1 and paper 2... Just another four days excluding weekends =] Gosh ! I failed again =[ My comprehension scored below average =[ Never mind, will succeed next time round =] I am not afraid of failure but i am afraid of embarassment =] This is my character =] It's quite common among people around the world =] Some of you might have the similar characteristic as me =] I don't know =] Perhaps =] Never mind about that =] I loved Design and Technology a lot =] It was probably, getting to design on my own not from the others =] I will go forward to the fencing progamme part =] Something funny here =] I thought that fencing was like building a fence only X.X You guys could go ahead and laugh.. Well, as if i could not make mistake at all ! I was just too straight forward.. meaning to say that i just simply using what my knowledge on fencing was =] It was not ! It was like fighting with each other using a foil =] Did not know that one of the coach had such a protuberant tummy X.X It was that huge that it seemed as if he was pregnant =[ Just my thinking, not provoking him or whatever ! The instructors mostly from Russia, I think... As they spoke in russian =] Whenever they speak english, most of the time it ended with draggy sound =[ X.X Could not really understand when they explained to us X.X It was clearer when they just speak in short sentences =] Never mind about that =] As long as i enjoyed the session, that would be sufficient for me =] That's all =] See you guys on Monday =] Enjoy your weekend =] Take care of yourselves =]

Eccentric

2009-09-24T06:16:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 6.16am =] Right from the start which was in the morning, I was scared by my mother... She was so mysterious X.X It happened like this, I was washing my face and then i heard peculiar noises like something hitting against something... The noise was like empty bottles knocking against each other when it got closer towards me =[ Then suddenly, my mother appeared from no where =[ I was horrified ... so i shouted =[ What a frightening start of the day, half of my life gone =[ Luckily, i still got longer life span, if this continues, probably dead by the end of this year X.X... She said me mad, as in ''I am your mother then you still frighten of me ?'' I had nothing to say so just silently left the house X.X Went to school, totally no mood because of that incident... So decided to read a book instead of just admiring at the plain classroom and looking at the teacher without any communication taking place X.X How boring it could be =[ Fortunately, my companion came =] Haha.. It was Soon Chuan =] He was the best student to talk to... He was very humble regardless =] So that fulfilled my requirement XD Not saying you guys are not humble or whatever X.X He was preferable to talk with =] And I liked him =] Not Gay ! Get this straight -.- He mostly helped me out during mother tongue lesson as i had a hard time understanding the context of the question =[ But still up to me whether to learn or not =] Never mind about that =] Today chemistry lessons was relaxing =] Just given a Chemistry End of year paper and to be completed that's all =] I treat it as revision for my up coming Chemistry paper =] Most important of all, English =[ I had got nothing to comment about English language X.X Miss Phang always giving us lots of letter writing to prepare us for the End of year paper, so do other teachers =] There was another thing that I was so glad to hear it =] No make up lessons for Design and Technology today =] Was so relieve to hear that result =] Quite contented XD After school dismissal ,went with Pei Wen and Mr Alex for lunch together at Sun Plaza's Kopitiam =] There was something eccentric about me... I really did not like to go out with groups as i felt that I was useless as in I didn't know anything =[ It was because last time i was engrossed with my computer games and did not watch any television broadcast =[ I regretted so much =[ I prefer to go out with only one to one =] So, when i was at the Laser Flair, i took a step back home first =] I don't know ! It should be the more the merrier but to me, is the totally opposite =[ Never mind about that then... Sometimes being silent might be a very good idea =] Waiting for people to approach me, although it seemed very ridiculous but i felt that it was like the fact =] That's all for today XD See you guys tomorrow =] Oh, Sorry for the late posting =] If you guys don't mind =]

Coincidence

2009-09-23T05:31:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 6.10am... Got up and get dressed into school uniform and went to school.. Was very sleepy though =[ In the morning i met Soon Chuan... He was at the other end and i was at the other end... We both walking towards the middle where Mr Alex's classroom was =] What a coincidence ! =] Guessed that i was too fortunate haha X.X We(Soon Chuan and me) was disturbing Chun Liang in the morning =] Haha just joking only, but he reacted rather fiercely =] Then Chun Liang just said on word or rather name that starts with ''B and ends with an A'' =] X.X Soon Chuan then got frustrated and told me that ''I want to shoot him already!''. X.X Unlucky for him, his middle finger seemed hurt X.X So could not shoot... LOL... For me, was Kenny Chay X.X That rascal X.X Always bully me =[ He always start the commotion =[ Not me, I admit last time was me but now i disagree =] Well, quite enjoy quarrelling with him =] Haha... continueing from here =] Silent reading followed by Art... X.X Well, was instructed to draw some picture from what I see ; there were colour pencils, pen knife and scissors nicely designed by us X.X I just told a lie.. Wahahaha =] Could not draw really well but the important fact was that i did try =] Quit whining and complaining X.X Jun Ming kept saying that he could not do this and that.. Well, guessed what, it will turn out the way he had yearn for X.X I had once or for the past few years i had been refusing to learn... Simply because I found it hard to understand or tough.. So never managed to get to Normal stream during my Primary six and Secondary one X.X My primary school life was totally a disaster as well as crappy... Especially during my fifth year in primary shcool which was Primary five X.X Completely switched off my mind during lessons, if i not wrong i kept playing with Bertrand Lau during mathematics lessons or rather all other subject lessons... Totally neglected my studies =[ In the end, dropped all the way to EM3 x.x Everyone was blaming that person who i played with during lessons period... But not completely true too...I was also part of it... I had two spilt ways to go : first route was to switch off my mind and continue playing with him, the second the route was ignore him and keep on moving forward... I chose the wrong freaking way =[ Regretted but it was too late =[ No point crying over a spilt milk anyway... My parents was tremendously furious with me of course; especially my mother.. Was picking out all the bad points of the EM3 stream X.X Did not say anything at that moment of time... The next day, my father drove me to school with great disappointment X.X It was like the dark clouds forming and ready to strike me X.X I did not expect him to react so kindly though =[ He told me that mum was mad about me... My brother also like that, even me followed his footstep... Did not talk for months... Slowly, slowly, I was ignoring them completely... Did not intend not to talk to them.. As I was afraid and scared X.X Up to now, I would not forget that incident... It was my greatest fell ever X.X Lost one precious year =[ Actually cannot said that, I learned many things though =] CPA, PowerPoint and Microsoft words =] Most basic of the above if doing projects =] Haha, I managed to do a great leap to normal academic in the end =] Could not possibly fell again, rather could not afford to lose this chance =] Wow.. I am miles away from what i was talking X.X Apologise =[ Well, nothing much actually =] English period.. Hmm.. Oh yeah thought of it =] Today quite strange as there were four Secondary five students in Mr Alex's classroom X.X At first i thought they were leaving when the lesson starts, but no X.X It was lecture TIME ! X.X Told us how tidious it was to struggle during the O levels examination year =[ I could imagine that =] X.X They told us to look forward at our future... If we don't build our knowledge for english now, whatever, any other subject, we will have a tough time to pass our N and O levels =] I agreed with them =] I ever heard that before =] Never mind =] Refresh my memory =] Polytechnic was my dream place to go =] Did not want to end up in ITE even when i was in the Technical stream =] I told myself that the Polytechnic is calling my name then from the ITE X.X =] Quite crazy right but who cares =] Everyone had every rights to think of whatever thing they like =] God gave each and everyone of us a brain to think and generate as well as store the knowledge of goods =] Haha... Pei Wen went to my house after school dismissal =] Could see his rose of his academic and attitude in his studies =] Same for all my peers =] I shall not name them ; too much to named la =] As you already know who was refering to =]

Okay... The end.. If not complain to me again that i wrote too long =[ X.X Aiya... I also never force you guys to read X.X You guys wanted to =] So don't blame me =] Just kidding, don't take it so seriously =] See you guys tomorrow =] Wish you guys passed with flying colours =]

Strait's time

2009-09-22T05:46:00.002-07:00

First time seeing me posting on the strait's time ? =] Well just telling some interesting facts here =] Here goes :

First headlines i read was about the children suffering from behaviour disorders =[ There was a spike in ADHD cases... They said children with ADHD generally do not perform well academically,as they could not concentrate well and have poor short-term memory, among other factors... There was an short story about Mrs Lee's son,,, she said her son was suffering from ADHD(Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder) Her mother tongue teacher hit him on the shoulders because he kept talking non-stop throughout the lessons =[ Other pupils thinks that he was a bad and poorly brought up children=[ Sympathy him =[ But after medical treatment and therapy, her son was known to be talkative now learned to concentrate more on his academic as well as behaving better in class =] So this concluded that ''Given the right support, ADHD kids can also do well. They just need understanding, caring as well as acceptance that's all =] Found some new disorders =] Development disorders, Autism, Dyslexia, Emotional Disorders, Depressions and Anxiety Disorders. =]

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The ''Make it can read, can write =]'' Basically is explaining why nowadays People around the world are not using proper english terms to communicate with others... It was due to SMS-ing, Twitter, internet chats that made all this short form... In resulted situation, they started using short forms instead of the full ones =[ X.X I like this particular interesting article because it also concerns me =] Well, they said many people uses more english language to communicate with their family members, on the contrary, Mother Tongue was neglected =[ Now i understood why some students dislike mother tongue =[ They found it difficult and hard to understand or diffitculties in remembering all the strokes of a word... No critism here, here equal friendly.. I also hated chinese since primary three... When the text books seems to have fewer Han Yu Ping Ying letters to guide me along =[ X.X It was my laziness that affected me a lot =[ X.X I think I am out of his topic, never mind continueing here =] The motive of that article was to encourage us to speak more of the language if you were weak in to improve =] That's about it =] The last thing was ''Can speak ,can read but cannot write'' So make it ''Can read, can speak and also can write'' =]

Hahas.. That's about all XD See you guys tomorrow =] Enjoy reading my post =]

2009-09-22T05:46:00.001-07:00

Late Reply

2009-09-21T03:15:00.000-07:00

Firstly sorry for the late post =] Yesterday was not at home so could not post anything... Quite interesting XD Very blissful for today and yesterday =] The sunlight was not that glaring and the weather was perfect =] Today went out with Mr Alex to play tennis =] Was very fun indeed... Last time usually flies out of the court but now it slightly maintain around our reach =] Cool ! Which meant that i had improved =] X.X Later went for lunch together =] I felt like slapping the waitresses =[ We went to the Figs and Olives restaurant to take our lunch =] The food was nice but the service screwed =[ X.X Did not fell like paying for the service charge which was 10% of the entire meal =[ X.X They acted as if they were dummies but they were not =[ Never mind, forget it =] X.X Went home later to finish some of my ''HomieWorks'' =] Just for excitement X.X Don't prompt me anything about spelling errors =] See you guys tomorrow XD

Lantern Festival~

2009-09-19T08:49:00.003-07:00

Today woke up at 10am =] XD It was a very cooling day =] Cloudy and windy =] The breeze was pretty strong =] I later met Poh Chuan first at Sun Plaza as i had not taken my lunch yet =[ I ate fired fish fillet with rice =] It was sensational XD Loved it =] We then proceeded back to my home =] He just wanted to go to my house to play Facebook's games, example : Restaurant City, Pet Society and Country Story =] Did not mind letting him come to my house to use the computer =] I was pretty bored too =] Wanted some companion beside me =] After that, Pei Wen came to my house =] I asked him this morning, then he agreed =] Pei Wen told me the harvested crops can be sold =] Haha =] I thought it was that difficult to earned money =] Chey XD Just a piece of cake XD Never mind =] We set off at about 4.55pm =] Arrived at China Town 5.52 pm =] X.X Was quite early =] Never mind, better be early then late =] We met Mr Alex ; went to MacDonalds to take our dinner =] This part was very interesting =] X.X We were all talking crap =] Of course i am not going to tell everything about the conversation between us =] We laughed alot =] XD Our objective was to go there to watch the Lantern Festival or rather mid-autumn Festival done by the DES : Dance Ensemble Singapore=] Yu Lun then joined us =] It was brilliant =] The lighting up of the lantern was my favourite part of the whole session =] There were short fire sparks =] They free the the lantern in the lantern to the sky =] haha =] Reminds me about Taiwan traditions =] Cool =] Their performance was marvellous =] The people there were so annoying, kept moving in and out X.X We left at 8.45pm as we could not continue watching while STANDING ! =] We went to Plaza Singapura instead =] We had a splendid supper there =] XD Secret Recipe, one of my favourite restaurant =] Loved the cheese cake =] XD Especially the Baked cheese =] XD Yummy =] I tried the tea =] Mr Alex told me that the combination was very good =] It was true =] That's all for today XD Haha =] Enjoy =]

21th Birthday

2009-09-18T08:33:00.001-07:00

Today woke up at 6.06am ... Quite energetic in the morning, but later was totally dizzy... =[ English period had two today =[ So Mr Alex decided to conduct a comprehension test =] To see where our standards were after we got back the results =] I was reading profusingly as thought there was insufficient time to complete the paper .__________.ll I read the passage twice then i got it slowly as I was attempting the questions =] Managed to get it done in the entire of one hour thirty minutes =] Cool ! First time made it =] Summary also did not over or short of words =] Later, went out with Mr Alex to Suntec City =] We ate at Thai Express =] The Tom Yam Soup was very spicy =[ Could not stand the spicyness =[ My throat then felt very flamy later on =[ We went to Orchard to shop around and lastly went to Novena to drink some coffee as i was very sleepy... I also got to meet my cousins and my mother's sister, who was my ''Er Yi'' =] It was my cousin's 21th birthday, who i called him ''Big Gor Gor'' X.X Haha, he older then me mahs =] First time i drank cappucinno =] At first was bitter, but later on taste wonderful =] I bid farewell to Mr Alex and proceeded meeting my Er Yi =] We went to Hansang Korean restaurant to celebrate his birthday =] I didn't really like the food there as I dislike Korean food =[ There were too many cold dishes... Moreover i was cheated once again =[ Ordered the noodles and turned out to be NTUC's Korea maggie noodles =[ OMG =[ X.X It cost $10.90 for that crap =[ X.X Next time better eat others =] We chatted for about two hours then left the place =] We moved on to Haagen Dazz =] XD My Er Yi's daughter ate the Chocoholic =] She ordered the Belgian chocolate but end up having chocolate chip =[ X.X Never mind about that =] We bought six pints of ice cream from Haagen Dazz =] XD It cost only $10.50 per pint XD Moreover the ladyboss gave my cousin a small birthday cake because of his 21th birthday XD Cool =] Got many vouchers and discounts from them =] Their service was pretty good =] That's all for today XD Very tired could not write any further =[ It's 11.51pm! X.X Tomorrow will have more updates =] Enjoy your weekend =]

Cheated!

2009-09-17T03:40:00.001-07:00

Today woke up at 6.08am XD Wanted to go to school earlier XD Before the morning assembly, promised to help Mr Alex to renovate his restaurant in restaurant city =] English period pretty interesting =] XD First tryout on writing reports XD Actually, this report writing seriously was inherit from primary school but of course now the standards different from primary school ! X.X They required you to think more about how would you wite the report =] Mr Alex thought of us the tips to write a better compose =] Mother tongue lessons today was not that terrible =] Quite fun and interesting XD Later, was chemistry period =] Oh Gosh ! I forgotten that the next lessons had test on chemistry =[ As i did not hear clearly from what the teacher said ... Mrs Yip did told us it was the next lessons =[ I thought it was next week... So quickly flipped through the topic and started revising .________.ll Then suddenly, quite a number of people crowded around me X.X Could not have proper respiration X.X Then on my right hand side, Bashir and Jun Ming so disgusting LOL ._______.ll Bashir sat on Jun Ming thigh , very close to his *toot* X.X Then kept making those funny noises X.X You guys should know what was it .____.ll Was noisy, so could not really concentrate well =[ Fortunately, Mrs Yip went through with us the topic before the test was given out =] Had more confidence in passing XD Later was mathematics lessons. Mr Alex relieved Mdm Tini. Heard that Mdm Tini took child care leave =] XD hahas =] Was told to hand the test paper by the end of the lessons.. Then i was shocked.. X.X So fast ? X.X Did manage to complete several question but did not complete the paper... Then persuaded Mr Alex to let us bring home to complete XD He agreed of course XD CLD period was totally boring ~ =[ Talked about the camp, up coming event and the target settings X.X zzz.. 'Kanasai' ! =] Never mind it's over XD After dismissal, went to Macdonalds to met up with my members... But was cheated =[ Not a sight of them at all ! ... I even went to Kentucky Fried Chicken outlet to look for them -.- They also not there .______.ll Crapped =[ So decided to wait for them at Mac's while eating =] After 3o minutes, still no sight of them.. Then i told myself '' whatever -.-, since its over already ''. Was quite irritated actually =[ Never mind =] That's all for today XD See you guys tomorrow =] Bright and shine for tomorrow XD

Remedial

2009-09-16T04:15:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 6.00am =] Wanted to help Mr Alex to renovate his restaurant but could not access the server this morning was kind of SAD! I will skip all the way to the remedial lessons =] Quite tired =[ Could not really type that much today =[ Apologised XD We had remedial lessons but was just seven of us =] So was quite blissful XD I really do need to buck up my english =[ Totally screwed up my tenses and others =[ SOB... Had to focus like crazy for this term if not Good Game for me =[ Never mind, better don't be so tough of myself =] XD Just give my best shot XD haha =] That's all for today =] Had to do some homework XD See you guys tomorrow

Hazy!

2009-09-15T03:39:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 6.16am =] XD Lessons everything as per normal, no different as before -.- I will zoomed forward to the school dismissal =] After school, went with Mr Alex for lunch =] We ate at Burger King's outlet XD Ordered the turkey bacon and Mr Alex ordered the double shroom burger XD We were chatting while eating at the same time =] Noticed today ? Very hazy or smoky X.X At first, i thought it was the intense heat from the ground and the trees morning dew combined to form the smoky thing ._________.ll But it was not the fact, was from our neighbouring country Indonesia who set the forestfire to save cost; the wind carry the smoke particles all over the place as you guys know the wind direction changes everytime ._______.ll Now saw what they had done to our environment... Totally inconsiderate LOL ._____________.ll They had got hand and legs to chop the trees down yet chosen to burnt the trees .______.ll WOW X.X Nothing to say -.- I bet Malaysia is suffering from coughing because of over smoky surroundings =[ The Laws enforced there didn't work effectively as year after year, decades after decades they still chose to burn instead of chop .____________.ll Totally insane X.X Pity for those that had asthma =[ Haiz, whatever it is, one day the sky would be clear again XD Seriously the smoke increased the humidity of the temperature .________.ll Had you guys noticed that when you go to China Town to shop, why was it so humid? It was because of the sound waves that made the heat rises, same principal here =[ Never mind X.X Tomorrow will be a great day =] One more thing before i end my history XD See you guys tomorrow XD

Elementary lessons

2009-09-14T02:55:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 6.10am but went back to sleep because i was tired, when i woke up was 6.31am.. Was like LOL ._________.ll Time do past fast when you were enjoying something =] But if you were not interested in that particular subject or something, it tends to past slower. =] If you don't believe me, you can experience it =] Never mind, continue with my history =] Then went to the classroom, then wanted talk to Mr Alex but he was talking to Miss Selvi so didn't approach him as it was rude to interfere while they were talking about something serious... Never mind, next attempt was during recess break, well i wanted to talk to him but he closed the classroom and went somewhere.. Never mind still, next try was after english period, he asked me to go for the next lesson, I had not even said anything then he asked me to go ... Forget it lol, anyway i could always talk to him anytime, depends on him =[ IH period was totally crappy as I was rushing through my assignments because must be handed up after the second bell rings .___________.ll If not had to face the consequences, stay back after elementary lessons ._______.ll Diaos... That teacher also crazy one la -.- Couldn't stand the way she talks X.X Well, i skipped the assembly part and moved on to the malay conservational elementary lessons, lol -.- I thought it was supposed to be boring but turned up to be fun and quite interesting =] The teacher was a kind lady and very polite, also had sense of humour =] She told us pretty interesting stories =] Was learning numbers all the while =] Then Kenny chay said the 'limpa' as in 'lampa' -.- LOL ? Then the 'Similan' as in 'Si Mi Lan' -.- Basically translate in cantonese or hokkien, you will understand .___________.ll Not posting vulgar words here -.- X.X Haiz, never mind, that's all for today =] Enjoy your day =] See you guys tomorrow =] Study Hard =]

Helped Someone~

2009-09-13T04:15:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 9.48am =] Was so hungry that i couldn't stand it X.X Then after I washed my face, brushed my teeth and rinsed with listerine... Suddenly felt a little better X.X So weird, i thought it should be hungrier X.X Never mind =] Later went to restaurant city to collect my ingredient for the day =] In the morning chatted with Si Kai for quite awhile =] He traded with me 15 ingredients in total =] Felt very grateful towards him =] So I didn't have to worried much on getting the main ingredient for the dish =] Felt a little bored at home so phoned Poh Chuan and asked him whether he wanted to go to Pei Wen's house =] Then he replied ''Sure, since i had finished most of the holiday assignments'' =] Haha, was pretty delighted then =] Next, I totally forgotten that Pei Wen's hand phone spoiled X.X Moreover I still sent him a message X.X Well, wasted one sms .________.ll Met Poh Chuan up and proceeded to Pei Wen's house =] We went to his house to did some homework before started playing Wii =] I was editing my composition and then Poh Chuan asked me to helped him edit his just written composition which was today morning 2 am X.X There I was expected that there should be quite a number of mistake =] The mistake were very common, for example, tenses =[ I thought there would only be tenses error but didn't notice that there were other more errors X.X Missing WORDS and Spelling! Not here to criticised Poh Chuan, just that last minute worked, never been giving good results X.X Never mind ... Then here by Pei Wen was doing the comprehension and kept getting distracted by noises X.X He told me that he couldn't do any work if there were people around him as it would distract his process... LOL, Pei Wen had quite a number of assignments not done yet .______.ll Well, hope he managed to finish all by tonight =] Okay enough about both of theirs' history, back to mine =] We played together, Poh Chuan, Pei Wen and I. The smash brothers was very fun and exciting =] Love that particular game very much =] Though the sound effect was very messy and the graphic couldn't see properly where I was because there were many explosion around the map X.X After we played for like three hours then went back home =] That's all for today XD Tomorrow school reopening =] Haha, guessed you guys felt very 'Sian' -.- Its okay, school day normally should be fun and interesting =] See you guys tomorrow =] Enjoy your very last few hours of September holidays =]

Wii ~ XD

2009-09-12T07:21:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 10.40 plus though I was tired but didn't want to wake up to late as school holidays were about to end in one day's time X.X Today Poh Chuan and I went to Pei Wen's house to do some homework but end up playing his Wii ._________.ll First time I was playing so was pretty fun =] The game i especially liked was..Er.. Forgotten what was it called X.X Never mind but was very exciting X.X I Chose the Kirby and it was damned cute =] Kept laughing as I was attacking my opponents X.X He could swallow another enemy and become the clone of that particular creature =] XD Cute ~! Played for like four hours ? XD Well, i left not much homework so was not that worried while I was playing =] After that, Poh chuan and I went for dinner together... There was an incident that took place X.X We supposed to be meeting Poh Chuan's parents and his sister at Ang Mo Kio but ended up in only Poh Chuan's father, him and me eating our dinner at Admiralty's food court X.X Simply because his sister didn't tell the father that he supposed to meet them at Ang Mo kio and only told Poh Chuan about it, so got some commotion between them X.X Heard that Poh Chuan's mother was angry because her sister didn't plan well enough X.X zzz... Haiz never mind about that incident, come back to my history XD After we ate, we seperated as in, his father went other route and Poh Chuan and I went another route =] I bought bubble tea XD Very long didn't taste it =] I ordered the honey red tea XD It was nice =] But quite unhealthy if you drink too much of it =[ X.X I drink it only once in a while XD haha =] Poh Chuan and I watched the movie called ''突然发财'' was quite funny =] Good moral for those who always buy 4Ds' X.X Basically was that Richard bought the four numbers 7272 X.X Then his wife was surprised and shocked that he won the first prize X.X So they were planning to split the money to them or keep it X.X Oh by the way, they owed the bank loan of $120,000 X.X Each of them happens to get only $120,666.66 X.X So his wife was thinking that 'why must we give it to them since it was our money!'.. So they had a few thoughts and finally gave up, proceeded in splitting up the money =] Haha, guessed you guys quite confused now X.X =] Its okay, just for Fun XD Okay that's all for today XD See you guys soon XD

Diaos~

2009-09-11T03:42:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 7.30am because i was meeting Pei Wen at MacDonalds to had breakfast... Pei Wen was also on kind LOL... He couldn't arrive just in time; not late then was too early ._________.ll zzz.. He was to scared that's the problem of him X.X Well, don't talk about him here LOL.. So boring X.X Today went back to school to had the last day of the extra lessons as in five weeks time our final year examination is arriving .__________.ll Was pretty interesting of the lessons =] Now i got it ! XD The comprehension technique XD Finally ? X.X Just needed to buck up on my vocabulary =] That's it =] Everything should be fine =] After the lesson, went out with Mr Alex to Orchard ION to shop around =] My leg hurts a little ._______.ll But soon it would just fade away =] The century egg porridge was great =] As well as for the Tim Sum XD Very filling lunch ! We shopped for about five hours ? =] Then we bid farewell then went back home =] On the way back on the train, was sleepy, fortunately, got a seat at Yio Chu Kang station =] So i could rest a while =] That's all for today =] So diaos right =] XD Haha See you guys on Monday XD

Pretty embarrassing..

2009-09-10T04:02:00.001-07:00

Today woke up at 8.30am =] Mr Alex, Pei Wen, Poh Chuan and me together went to play tennis XD It was very exhausting but fun =] Well, the only thing was that, the ball kept flying to the other side of another party court =[ We were very embarrassed as our ball kept interrupting their matches =[ So decided to move to the solo court where there were no courts associated with it =] XD At first, i thought that was pretty a good idea, but it really made me irritated =[ Instead of flying to other people's court, the tennis ball flew onto the outer pavement and bus interchange.. The worst part was the ball flew and disappeared ._______.ll We couldn't find them anywhere even though we saw where the ball was heading lol? Terrible! X.X Mr Alex lost a few tennis balls .________.ll X.X He seems like didn't mind at all ...Then he told me that he expected that to happened lol.. Well, simply because we thought it was badminton so just anyhow wacked .______.ll But it was not the fact lol The Ball instead of landing to the other side where someone could reached, it flew out of our sight .________.ll Never mind about that, as long as i enjoyed myself =] XD After that, we went together to Orchard.. XD Mr Alex meeting Ashley so we tagged along ? XD Went to soup restaurant to had our lunch XD Ashley was pretty and she looks completely young.. She and Mr Alex were pretty similar =] X.X Mightbe thats the reason why they could last long in their friendship =] Pei Wen was petrified of her lol... He was guilty of something ._____.ll I pitied him because most of the time he got disturb whenever with us, either one : Mr Alex or Poh chuan X.X Well, none of business XD Later went to cut my hair though it was not long at all LOL .. Whatever it was, i cut already ! X.X Couldn't say it was waste of money because seemed like i got back the hairstyle XD Mr Alex also got his hair cut =] His was fantastic lol X.X =] Well, cannot compare because he was a muscian =] He needed to look good XD Well that's all for today XD You guys disappointed ? So few update... Well, give me a break, it was only one day and it was not as if i went for a camp ._______.ll Haha Just kidding =] XD Enjoy your last three days of paradise XD

热.. 但是很满意 =]

2009-09-09T05:30:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 10.40am ... Was drowsy when i woke up =[ Today slept at 1am ... Because i couldn't sleep =[ Never mind about that =] XD After that was pretty confused .______.ll I didn't know what to start with, like do work or eat first =[ So, decided, i should go to restaurant city to collect my ingredient first =] Hehe, XD As whenever I was exposed to some games, i tends to be awake =] Later, i had regain my energy XD haha, probably about 20-30 minutes =] I started doing comprehension first XD hehe Although took pretty long to do the first one but i didn't feel that it was a waste of time because now then i knew what's the exact meaning of focus even though Mr Alex explained to us clearly ._______.ll Well, I had to do some experiment before i could realised =[ X.X Apply to some of them only, example : We don't have to touch the fire to know it will burn you lol X.X So that was what i meant =] While i was doing, I received a phone call XD hehe, At first was annoyed because was doing with very excited mood, but it was from my dad, which means that I could try asking him to help me pack back HAHA =] I was so evil =[ X.X The moment i answered, his first speech was what you want to eat XD haha..I told him to buy for me nasi lemak as i didn't eat for quite a long time ;felt like eating =] XD I got something to said here =] Though my dad sometimes, he seemed very noisy but he was concern about me =] XD Hehe, after i ate, I quickly finished up the comprehension as only a few more words to filled up on the summary =] XD Later, I thought of finishing up another comprehension =] XD haha So read through the passage a few times.. First two times, i didn't get the meaning of the story =[ After subsequently reading through then got it ._________.ll XD Wasn't a waste as, better to be slow and get the correct answer then fast and get the wrong answer, of course will pratice to understand faster because exam wouldn't wait for you =[ X.X Later, done my comprehension, went out to the living to see whether was there anything for me to bite =] I found bread ! XD haha So sat down on the sofa and munch on the bread =] After sitting for quite a while, there was some show my father was watching =] XD It was the 19th level hell! Well, it was totally ridiculous lol, even if i followed the chinese, only had 18th level hell ._________.ll zzz Weird show, basically it was the whole show was some crazy people thought that there was 19th level hell.. So proceeded through the first few level of the hell ._____.ll zzz They didn't notice that it was all someone being a illusion X.X MAD ! XD haha But today pretty happy completed two comprehension XD haha, did something productive X.X =] okay that's all for today XD Tomorrow will be more updates XD Have a blissful evening =]

Pretty Energetic

2009-09-08T02:39:00.001-07:00

Today woke up pretty early as i had to attend the extra lessons carried out by Mr Alex =] But it was good because rather go learn something then stay at home and admire the ceiling lol .________.ll After the lessons, Mr Alex, Kenny Chay, Pei Wen, Poh Chuan, Yu Lun and me went to Ang Mo Kio Hub to had our lunch =] XD Haha Ordered the Claypot rice but was very disappointed because it taste like crap =[ Regretted ordering =[ Later, went around to shop =] See See Look Look XD haha Then Kenny Chay and I kept quarrelling and fighting =[ Didn't know why whenever i see him i felt like disturbing him haha X.X Mightbe because he was pretty fun to disturb ._______.ll Later, Poh Chuan came over to my place to use computer as his computer was down =] Well, just come to my house to play restaurant city and window live messenger .________.ll Never mind since today couldn't complete some what i have to do but tomorrow will =] Well, I want to finish early because can do more revision XD Rather more relaxed after finishing all the assignments XD That's all for today XD Enjoy your day =] See some of you on Friday XD

Tiring but Worthy =]

2009-09-07T06:24:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 10.30 am.. Didn't know what to start the day off.. so i thought of eating mac's breakfast =] HOTCAKES XD hehe.. Was pretty tired to go out, so ordered online.. The online part made me disappointed, I ordered half way, they changed the whole menu into lunch =[ OMG.. That meant no BREAKFAST =[ No choice if i want to eat had to rush down to Macdonalds with my leg still feeling sore =[ Managed to get there in time just before they flipped the menu over =] HAHA.. XD Had a hearty breakfast XD hehe =] After eaten, went home to complete some assignments =] XD haha.. I was shocked that there were many assignments =[ But when i started to sort it out, like example one day do this do that =] XD It made my work looks easier =] XD haha.. As i didn't really like last minute work.. =] XD Wa, the whole day doing homework, guess what =] I didn't notice that i completed ART, Mathematics, English situational writing, Asknlearn; Chemistry and One mother tongue letter writing =] XD COOL ! So i could have more time to spend relaxing and at the same time do revision XD Hoped you guys had also done most of them during last weekend =] XD I couldn't because i had some adventure camp going on =[ But had a wonderful time in there XD At night, i watched some shows on channel Eight =] hehe XD I was watching the buzzing cashier =] XD This time round was pretty pityful =[ Well, simply because she had to bring up the whole family and with her husband ill also her aging =[ Well, She managed to learn how to cook curry gravy =] XD haha =] There was a very good morality there too =] There are others who are far much having difficulties then we are now =] XD Also tiredness are just excuses =] XD Hehe.. Not talking about those who work all day and night.. Refering to those who just didn't feel like doing then said tired and give up =] XD No offend here =] XD Be as you like.. Everyone had different behaviour =] Also the way they learn, all different =] That's all for the day =] Hope you guys had a good rest =] Enjoy your holidays XD

Adventure Camp =]

2009-09-05T18:05:00.000-07:00

Haha first thing first, i am back home now.. Break camp at around 8.20am haha =] Cool, could go home and rest.. =] haha I would tell you about my three days two night camping =]

Day one,

I was very tired as you know it's Friday; wanted to rest at home =[ Never mind.. I went because I thought it would be a fun camp =] When I assembled at the parade square for inspection, my officer appeared to be a very kind one =] XD Yeah !! At the start of the camp, he told us that he didn't want to be too strict like the normal camp we had because it was supposed to be a fun camp as it was adventure camp =] Slowly we took out one by one from our bag pack =] We sang song, listened to some briefing about building a Basha as the basha was part of our camping objective =] It looked pretty simple at start but when started building it, it seemed like damn tiring because all the while we need to ensure that the foundation of the basha was good.. Took two and a half an hour to complete 14 basha only ! X.X By the time we finished building, it was 11.30 pm ! X.X We cooked maggie noodles for our supper... I didn't feel like eating =[ I lost the taste of maggie noodles =[ I hate it now =[ It seemed crappy and 'kanasai' to me now but last time delicous; wonderful; sensational =[ Well never mind about the food as long you were hungry or thirsty, you wouldn't bother to care what you were eating or drinking =] I wouldn't complain about the food because it was only $10 for the camp fee and plus the food quility was good enough to filled my tummy =] Well, during day one, didn't sleep well enough =[ First, it was very cold as we were sleeping outside at the open field of our school, perspiring a lot and lastly, almost rained =[ LOL ! Well, basically the tent had two open sides so we just crawl in and crawl out.. So i fell asleep at about 12.55 am then suddenly i woke up because something kept poking me, i thought it was some insect but turned out to be my buddy wallet kept poking me =[ Oh by the way, my buddy and I had a good time inside the basha when we were about to sleep =] I presumed the story =] Then later i looked at the moon and soon dark clouds formed, wind got stronger and stronger, everybody was still shivering in their basha but not yet awaken lol.. Then my buddy woke up because he was very cold =[ So we wore our socks and put on our shoes for warming ourselves=] Then we were laughing at everyone because they still thought it was paradise lol .________.ll Then a strong gust blew down the equipment at the canteen and made loud clanging noised =] It did wake many primers and officers up so they told us to proceed to the classroom to rest =] I thought it was already 5am but it was only 2.35 am ! lol... Had very difficult time to sleep because the ground got harder then before =[ My head hurts and my hand numb =[ Haiz, the first day destroyed my mood...

Day two:

I was more enthusiastic about day two because we were going for HIGH ELEMENTS ;Rope Course =] In primary five, we had some sort of similar camp and they brought us to the high elements to carried out some activities there =] I Played the flying fox once, though i was pretty afraid of heights but i didn't look down and continued climbing =] It swift down fast and hit furiously on the plastic block at the end of the cable to stopped the thing from going any further... This time round very different, how different ? No Flying Fox =] Haha.. It was held at the Boy's bridgade campsite =] XD Haha, pretty old but some of the things there seemed new =] Never been there before =] So was very curious XD We started out with playing games, hehe Fun =] I especially like the one which called ''blog'' something couldn't remember.. But it was very exciting =] It was about four of us held each other hand and the other two at the both ends of the ''human string'' each held one styrofoam circular cylindar-like block =] Well though it was just using it to wack the other parties leg but very interesting =] Well there had lots of mosquitoes haha XD So helped us to beat our legs, killed some mosquitoes haha XD After that, we had our lunch and continued our next challenge =] The low tension rope =] Well, again looked easy but when do, very difficult as in to balanced ourselves holding each other hands =] Next challenge was called 'Rebirth'.. Well didn't know what was it at first but later then know what was it for =] It was to increase the level of the group members teamwork =] hehe.. We rest a while then we moved on to the last activity of the day: High Element ; rope course =] Haha, sir was afraid that we were at the top, we would shivered and trembled if worst, pee on the pants, so he asked all of us to go pee first then come back =] haha X.X I learnt many things though, example like wearing a harness =] Command when up there, tension or slack ! X.X slack : loosen;eased, Tension: Tighter hehe =] The used of carribean =] Haha Mostly about safety =] Heard that no accidents had ever occur there =] So it seemed pretty safe =] haha I tried the 'Heebie lunge' and the 'Cat Walk on a Log' ! X.X Crap =[ The heebie lunge, it was about three storey high and i had to lean on a white rope in order to walk on the cable =[ It gets tougher when the thing was reaching the end =[ Thee white rope gets shorter and your position must be like pumping position ! X.X I managed to complete haha =] I leaped off from the position and grabbed the rope immediately =] XD Haha Pretty scary but fun =] Next, i tried the Cat Walk ! LOL zz Crazy =[ It was four storey bloody high and the log was round =[ The instructor told us to be like fashion models lol ! -.- But at the same time balancing ourselves =] I didn't able to did a perfect one but instead did crab walk =[ Too high =[ At least, i tried =] Experienced =] XD Actually i was not afraid of the height, i was afraid of slipping and falling down =[ Later then, went back to school to shower then i rembered that today have 3/4 mile parade programme ! GOSH ! .. Quickly went to second level and took 36 chairs from the examination hall to the ground level and carry all the way to the classroom block to arrange =[ Wa! Made me perspire like nobody else business =[ I didn't had the chance to had a good break during dinner time =[ Was rushing to complete everything in the programme =[ We played games like caterpillar walk, hand tangle, mind game and hide and kidnap =] I love the caterpillar walk the most =] Haha because we expected them to carry one by one, per chair to the foyer in twenty minutes =] For those who know, good, don't know that's your problem haha =] XD I refering to the caterpillar walk =] XD They said we were torturing them =] XD haha But it was just a game, can take it as exercising your muscles =] XD haha The other game was not really that fun =[ I move on to the promotion period =] XD haha I was promoted finally =] X.X Moreover we had bubble tea and roti prata for supper .. HAHA YEAh! I do missed those food =] XD Long time eat once should be nice =] haha XD After that, I heard something that made my jaws dropped =[ My officer in charge of the whole camp told us that tomorrow morning three am had to wake up for hiking ! Oh My God! But never mind stilll, i did expected that to arrived =] haha XD It was the matter of time =] The happiest thing was, i slept smoothly well =] XD

Last day ;Day three:

In the morning, i was very cold that i chattered my teeth along the way to the toilet to brushed my teeth =[ Fortunately i didn't bite my tongue or lips =] XD The Hiking was very exhausting =[ Plus my whole body aching =[ Especially my feet because for the past two days kept running around like crazy =[ Nevertheless, i completed =] XD One thing i didn't like about was one of my group member, he was leading then he didn't even knew where to go =[ LOL ? He was older then me somemore, he should be more experienced then I do but instead the secondary one boy and me was leading=[ He was obliged to be the back of the group and one of my other group member lead =] We walked through a pathway at Sembawang park that leads to bottletree and walked back from there onwards back to school =[ By the time reached, whole body expired =[

Well it was about adventure so it was sure to be something adventurous for us =] XD Looking forward for the fun camp at the end of this year =] haha XD Hope you guys enjoy your holidays =] XD

I BELIEVED~

2009-09-04T00:51:00.000-07:00

Today pretty interesting day for me because during english period, Mr Alex told the to be optimistic in their results =] Well, he explained the whole of the period to us why this and that =] He told us that we can change our future for the better =] XD Meaning to say that we can change the results in the upcoming final year examination for the better of course =] I guessed you guys woke up from your dreams =] Haha, you guys will strive and soar high marks for sure =] For me, I always believed i can =] Although sometimes i do say give up =[ But i will try not to give up so easily =[ Well, I also believed that I could change my future for the better! =] Surprisingly, it did works for me =] I never ever forgotten the point in time where I was laterally transfered to EM3 stream =[ But now i promoted so now there was a change =] Laterally transfered to normal academic =] Cool, of course not only me was transfered, Soon Chuan and Xiang Xiang also =] They had pretty high expectation of themselves, especially Xiang Xiang =] For me, I also had quite high expectation =] I aimed to pass all my subject including mother tongue =] Well, now i continue my normal day =] After school dismissal, Mr Alex talked to some of them because they used to be very hardworking but in the end due to some influence, they changed from good grades to lousy grades =[ Well hoped they understand what had happened to them =] Later, Mr Alex, Pei Wen and me went for lunch together at Bakerzin to had our lunch =] Pei Wen and I ate the Ham and Bacon Penne while Mr Alex had the Clam with macaroni in tomato bathed =] hehe, we had a fruitful time eating =] Pretty sad that i had to go for adventure camp today so will not be able to update my blog for the next three days =[ Bear a while, will be back soon :''For those people that are interested to read my blog only'' =] Time flies =] XD Hope you had a wonderful and blissful September holiday =] Work hard and at the same time have fun =]

Gosh~Waste =[

2009-09-03T06:40:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the late update =[ Was busy packing all my stuffs to preparing for tomorrow adventure camp =] Today wasn't that terrible except of something =] Actually,i pretty like art sometimes =] Might be because i like doing colouring =] Hahas =] hmm, I will go forward to the time after mother tongue lesson =] This was the most suckish programme i had ever attend ._________.ll It so retarded and pathetic lol =[ You guys know what happened ? ... zzz, After i changed to my full-uniform, went to the canteen then sat down and waited for an hour... Then finally i could move to my possition ... Well never mind then... Next, they assigned me to be the usher, well basically was to guide those people whom is foreign to the particular place =] zz Gosh, waited for half an hour for a bus to arrive .______.ll Never mind still... After done everything, we still had to wait for those kids and teacher to leave the school omfg... Waited for two hours ! zzz Fortunately, i managed to talk to Soon Chuan and killed an hour =] Chin Yong was mad ! He went forward and when he approached the teacher, he purposely knocked onto his mathematics teacher... Gosh ! -.- I wonder if the teacher mind .___.ll None of business =] XD Haiz, whatever that had happened, is over =] Tomorrow will be a great day =] Full of energy and zest! =] XD See you guys tomorrow =]

Discovery

2009-09-02T05:08:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 6.37 =] XD haha .. Reached school at about 6.50am =] Collected the class list from the general office then proceeded to the bench and sat down =] First period was english but Mr Alex today took MC =[ Very tough for me to collect the worksheet from the class.. They so rebellious =[ Kept arguing with me =[ Never mind.. Science lesson was pretty boring.. The whole lesson like free period.. Most of them went havoc again =[ Haiz never mind about that also =] After school, i felt relaxed, went home took a bath then went to my laptop and play restaurant city; busy renovating.. Suddenly i recieved a phone call from my Boy's bridgade friend whom was the IC of the upcoming event this saturday =[ He cheated me down just to attend the last meeting =[ But i don't blame him =] I was also at fault because i was part of the committee, moreover i didn't attend most of the meeting they held =[ Felt guilty ._______.ll Slightly =] Then my cadet lieutenant talked to me =] He asked me whether i felt like joining the committee, i replied 'i Don't feel like', then he smiled at me and said 'Well, you can tell me that you want to withraw from the committee right from the start', but i told him 'But if i withraw then everyone had something but only me special' =[ So he said finally ' since that you said that then you should go for the meeting!' .. Then he said 'Never mind, I will tell Bryan to tell you about the whole programme planing =]' I then remembered how evil i was, wrote on the blog that he was threatening me.. Sorry it was all misunderstanding =] He was a nice guy =] Well, although i spent a lot of time in it, about two and a half hours to rehearsed for the 3/4 mile parade =] But i deserved it =[ Who asked me, didn't attend all those meeting =[ Never mind no point blaming myself also =[ Tomorrow still had to stay back until 4-5pm for the green olympian don't know what crap =[ Tomorrow Mr Alex not coming =[ He's still ill =[ I will leave at about 12.45pm =] Haha hope you guys enjoy tomorrow =] Oh by the way, I will be off for three days =] I going for an adventure camp organised by boy's bridgade =] Since paid, i shall go =[ Don't waste money =] Will give you all a full update on the three days expedition after i come back from the vacation =] Haha See you guys tomorrow XD

Morals =]

2009-09-01T03:01:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 9 am, but was too tired so went on sleeping =] ORh.. When I woke up, it was already 11.34am =.= After that, i felt a little drowsy =[ Also that the weather was crazy =[ The whole of the afternoon was raining cats and dogs =[ Now the breeze is freezing =[ Whatever, save electricity =] Don't have to turn on the fan =] Haha =] Ordered Mac's delivery =] O.O .. Took 30 minute just to order the damned thing =[ The system got some problem =[ I kept typing in the correct key code but they still said error in code =[ ! Redo many times =[ Never mind about that =] XD Today share with you all something interesting and funny =] XD You guys should know Crayon Shin Chan =] Today spent five hours watching it =] XD Damned funny =] But that movie shown many different types of morality =] XD The first one i watched was ''Counter Attacking the Adult's Empire'' XD Very Cool =] It was about ''There was an exhibition ''Expo of 20th century'' organised by Haruhibu. That event attracted all adults but not the children. The adult soon became immersed in the event and started to neglect their responsibilities. Everything left undone and no one works for anything. So the whole of the Haruhibu city was dark and with only childens living in it =[ Then a boy named Crayon Shin Chan made his parents to wake up from their dreams.. LOL He went to use his father's shoes because it was so stinko that everyone would faint after they smelt it -.- Well basically the family, Changed the future of Haruhibu City by risking their life over the 'Yesterday Once More' organisation crew members'' All the others also had almost the same moral of teamwork, they were 'The Dark Ball Chase','Evening Sun Kasukabe Boys','Glorious Grilled Yakiniku Road' and ' Battle in the Daimyo Era'. I especially liked the 'Countering Attacking the Adult's Empire' that's why i explained it =] The others also very funny though =] .. Well you guys might be confused here =[ Erm.. Just about the Teamwork of the Family =] Outcame all circumstances they had XD Well that's about it =] Enjoy your week and september holiday XD =] See you guys tomorrow (:

Great Day

2009-08-31T05:30:00.000-07:00

Today woke at the same time =] I had sausage muffin from Macdonalds for breakfast =] haha After i ate the muffin, i felt pretty full =[ I was afraid that i would vomit halfway while running =[ Fortunately, i did not puke XD Ran pretty slow =[ Was too bloated and felt very dull pain on my ankle =[ Nevertheless, I completed but was in the 43 position =.= LOL ! zz Who CARES ~ XD As long as i enjoyed myself =] Wa but today the concert on Teacher's day celevration was crappy =.= The first one was Diaos -.- He off note many times =.= But many of them were hilarious including Mr Alex and me =] After the concert, we went out together.. Well of course not only two of us, there were still three more =] Yu Lun, Pei Wen and Poh Chuan XD Very exciting today as we went to Orchard ION =] COOL ! Took quite a lot of photographs with Mr Alex =] Obviously still had others also =] Still, both of us were shot often together =] Haha, we all bullied Pei Wen, then he emo =[ ORH ! X.X Just kidding haha XD Well, pretty Good weather today =[ What was I talking about, we are in the air-conditioned Shopping mall !! X.X Hahas =] Went home with my spirits high XD =] That's about it =] XD Hope you guys enjoyed yourself too =] By the way, tomorrow is a holiday ! XD YES =] Nevertheless, Final year Examination approaching =] Work hard and study hard =] XD See you guys tomorrow =] XD Onward and Upwards XD

Hope

2009-08-30T03:38:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 9 am.. last night i slept at 2 am =[ In the morning, was too freezing, so i woke up =[ I caught a slight flu or rather runny nose =[ The whole of the morning i was very drowsy and tired... but didn't feel like going back to sleep... Fortunately, i done my comprehension =] haha.. I stared at the laptop screen for a few hours then read a few pages from the book =[ At 4 pm, i couldn't stand the tireness so went to sleep =[ Damned it ! Woke up at 6.13 pm =[ I set my alarm on 5 pm but the alarm didn't sound off ..There was a clash in between my alarm and message tone so it became soundless in the end =[ Feeling terrible now, somemore this Friday i have camp =[ Thursday, need to stay back to do some duty... Have to wear full-uniform also =[ UH ! =[ Nevertheless, I will still go =] I STILL believe all my days and nights will be marvelous =] Lastly, Happy Teacher's Day to Mr Alex =] Oh yeah, Mr Alex, I finally realised and understood why you made this decision =] See you guys tomorrow =]

Apologised

2009-08-29T09:07:00.000-07:00

First thing first, Apologise for late update, i was out for the entire of today...Here goes~ Today woke up at 9 am just to go for the parade =[ Never mind about that, I was totally moodless due to last night situation.. Well don't bother to ask me what is it about;I will not tell you =] After parade, was called by my officer as he wanted to announce something to us.. I thought was something terrible we done, but it was not.. It was some request.. Damn it ! Need to go for something on *This Thursday* and report in full-uniform... Oh, forgotten about something, this up coming FRIDAY, I am going for adventure camp =] BYE~ XD Will be off for three days two nights.. Well, I shall not presume =] Nothing Fun about going to parade.. After that, I proceeded home to get changed and met up Mr Alex first. We then slowly met up one by one, Poh Chuan followed by Pei Wen.. This whole of the afternoon and evening, I was totally no mood in jokes or any ordinary chat... Firstly, yesterday something happened, Secondly, I was exhausted and tired,Thirdly, affected by my results slightly and Lastly, It was my mental emotion (This is the main point why i was weird today).. Well, nvertheless, at the Lasalle College of the Arts - SIA theatre, we watched the Chi-Extravaganza:Eternal Love.. Haha something or rather the only thing i felt happy was that i got Jiu Jian's signature! Well continueing to the description of the entire show, basically was like a concert where they express love by dancing =] WOW ! First time by the way ! XD Very brilliant and very well done =] Loved it... All their steps were very smooth ! XD The most incredible thing was they were tip-toeing all the while ! WOW, I bet that was years of hard training involved ._____.ll After the concert ended, we went for dessert at mac'donalds XD Then we went home together via train. After we bid good bye to Mr Alex, on the way back home, Poh chuan and Pei wen asked me why I was so emo ._.ll Well, i told them nothing =] I LIED ! X.X Never mind .________.ll I still believe that tomorrow is going to be a good day =] See you guys tomorrow XD

Crappy =[

2009-08-28T02:11:00.000-07:00

Today woke up the earliest of this week lol .__.ll I went to school was gazing up at the ceiling as if there was something up there X.X Never mind about that =] The crappy thing was that i failed mother tongue again =[ Though I tried hard to understand but still couldn't make it =[ Never mind also =] I still believe i can pass =] The only thing that i was particularly happy about was my mathematics CA2 result, I scored 92 marks =] Wee.. XD I am not trying to boast here lol.. Just wanted to share with you all =] My blog is like my dairy ; journal =] During recess time, i went to Mr Alex's home room to talk to him.Had incident that took place in ther =[ Imran accidentally tripped onto the wire and tripped the whole laptop =[ Of course Mr Alex was frustrated.. Because he did not save any of the things he was doing previously =[ Fortunately, the latop had a recovery system, so he got back his data =] Oh yeah, i almost forgotten about one more event took place in school, it was during mathematics lesson..Wa i didn't notice i left my file at mother tongue lesson lol...Luckily i opened my eyes big in order to discover the lost of my file.. After school went out with Mr Alex to Plaza Singapura to shop around there =] We ate at carl's junior XD On the way to Carl's junior, we met Jiu Jian lao shi there, was like wow ; the world is too small =] Haha =] We shopped for few hours and I felt a little tired and so do Mr Alex so we decided to call it a day.. We took a train back together =] I sympathised with Mr Alex because he still have programmes going on tonight=] Well, on the train i felt so dizzy lol as there were lots of people in it.. we had to squeeze our body until the point that we were out of shape =[ Finally, I reached my destination =] Haha .. On the way back home also, I heard someone calling my name ._______.ll I looked around then Debra appeared in front of me lol Probably too tired.. Didn't notice her X.X Pretty crazy day anyway .______.ll LOL =] Tomorrow still have boy's bridgade... Hopefully my weekends will be wonderful =] It will be =] XD Hope you guys have a relaxing weekend =] See you guys next monday XD

Encouragement

2009-08-27T01:55:00.000-07:00

Today woke up pretty late due to something =[ But never mind, as long as never late =] *This is only for my class 2A2* =] First thing first i want to say =] Congratulation my two buddies Soon Chuan and Xiang Xiang for passing their english. Especially Xiang Xiang, as he was from China =] Brilliant ! XD But those who failed, don't because of this failure then give up =] I am here to give you all some encouragement and to cheer you guys up a little, i not trying to be arrogant here okay.. Get this straight =] Everyone has different learning method, some can memorised easily, some takes some time to get it right =] I also had weakness, and my weakness is my mother tongue... Notice i don't really speak mother tongue to you guys? Well, you guys just have to focus a little more will do, not for english only, but for all the rest of the subject =] Promised you guys that you will pass your examination with flying colours =] XD Especially my closer friend like Pei Wen, Kenny Chay, Audric and Si Kai =] IF you guys need help i can help you guys =] BUT.. please don't ask me anything about mother tongue..=] By the way, i also not really happy with my english results though I passed =] Okay that's all about it =] Hope you guys would feel better after reading and work hard for the upcoming final year paper =] See you guys tomorrow. Onwards and Upwards XD

Sqeal

2009-08-26T03:15:00.000-07:00

Today woke up quite late =[ Was dreaming again... Pretty strange X.X But nevertheless got to school on time still... Sort out many things today =] Moreover helped someone to cheer up XD haha =] Very relief now XD The weather was breezy and cool XD In school, Mr Alex was so grouchy and unhappy because lots of thing seems to made him blame himself a lot =[ The best thing was Miss Azlinda didn't come today. YES ! XD No have IH =] Haha that teacher took over again lol .__________.ll Haha After school dismissal, went out for lunch together with Mr Alex =] Managed to help him cheer up =] Was a very, rather tough matters to make him happy =[ Because i don't have the ability to stop what he's going to think anyway =] After lunch, we went to Ang Mo Kio Hub to walk walk =] XD Haha Well he totally forgotten about the grouchyness and unhappiness XD So went home and rest XD Haha exhausted... My thigh still painful due to the 3.2 kilometer run =[ Haha Never mind, Just a minor problem XD See you guys tomorrow XD

HeHe

2009-08-25T04:20:00.000-07:00

Today woke up 6.10am XD Was quite energetic actually =] I love tuesday the most by the way XD Well simply because have PE period XD Unfortunately, Mr Loke didn't come today =[ That teacher took over again ... He's weird lol But haiz whatever it is he is still a teacher lol But PE was damn tiring.. need to train for next Monday 4.8 kilometers X.X But lucky thing was that boys were not running 4.8 today haha XD Ran on the girl's route XD Damn tiring also =[ I didn't stop and start walking so was pretty fast =] 11 minutes plus XD COOL =] Other periods were fine also XD After school, went home to rush my ART.. Pretty irritating XD That's all for today XD hehe =] To be continue.. =] See you guys tomorrow XD